WwAaaDDdd~!!!??? this is $100?? i wld rather stuff sponge into my bra to make my breasts look big!

"A bold pattern or cute detail will draw attention away from your arms." ya rite! ur huge arms will still show themselves lor! jus cover urself up la..dun wear bikini even if u hav one tinge of fat cos it's disgusting.

i got a belly..so i guess this is the best one for me?? but u noe wad? the top is $44 and the skimpy bottom is like $36..i noe they're branded but..look at the amt of cloth there? i wld rather wear a $5 spaghetti and let the boys ImAgiNe~ how good my body is..

At ScHoOl AgAiN~

at sch once again to readmy documents..yep..history again..history freak..today i kind of made friends wif a ger called Rou'En..sounds so 'rou' rite? haa..we planned to do that german oral together and we even ate lunch tog jus now..she offered to order for me but of course i went to order myself la..haa~

anyway, i concluded that ppl say our arts canteen got really gd food..why?? it's bcos we got edible food..the food is not incredible..but mayb, when compared to the food of other canteens, they're simply marvelous? haha! btw, i ate the famous delicious western food. It's OK..i had chicken chop..the salad's quite nice tho..heeee~and i had a very fulfilling lunch cos i had a cup of strawberry-apple after my chicken chop..phew~ feel so fortunate..to be alive to eat things..hahahaha! I LIVE TO EAT!!!

jialing's wif me jus now..she typed so much for her german stuff but ended up unable to save the file due to unknown reasons..hope she at least kind of learn the german words as she typed..

i was actually reading my geog readg but i really cant take it le..physical geog is so boring! i'm dying of boredom..i switched to South Asian readg and i finished my South Asian readg in ard 2 hrs..think mayb ard 8pgs? my usual speed la..4pgs per hr..at least better than having headache over geog rite?

i decided to do the inequality qn for my SA essay and do that as a presentation too..one stone hit two birds leh~ haha! gettin cleverer these few days.. and i'm now wu-se'ing history topic to write an essay on..okay..i better contd readg a bit more than go home after that! hee..tata~!

alrite..now in sch..yep..still in sch..haha! been reading the hist documents since 6:10pm..rite after my socio lect. history's very interestg and now i'm readg very thought-provoking stuff abt industrial revolution..u noe..women dun wear clothes when they're working in the mines. and children are beaten up if they're late or they look drowsy from the lack of sleep. it's like so poor thing..that's why i like history..it allowed me to learn stuff whh i wld nv nv noe if i nv take history. so..i shun bian blog a while cos nobody's waiting to use the com? haha~

anyway, i was kinda puzzled..i dunno why it's so tough for the 33/02 gers to meet up..it's either..

1. someone dun wanna spend $
2. someone is not free
3. someone dun wanna kind a certain kind of food
4. someone who wans everything to be planned or else they wont go

these are all true..and i'm guilty of no.1 too..but i dun mind coffee k..i jus dun wanna spend too much money..the last piece of clothing i bought is the green tee whh i really like(bcos i saw a pretty ger wearg a green tee..wahaha~sounds stupid but it's true..she works in the top-shop in orchard..she's very very cool and ya! YOU XING GE!) and it's so long time ago..like during our long hols..after my thailand trip. i noe i need to be a lot more responsible..i hope my frends understand..if they dun then too bad lor..

but anyway, for now, i jus wanna conc on my two essays and my project so i must really work hArD on my research and do my essay well!!! JiAyOu~!

okok..my survey's a lil like shit..dun do it first..take a look can..but i'll gib u all another one..after i edit it properly k?? heez..so save ur energy for the coming one!!

AnOtHeR FuNnY PiC i GoT fRoM mY EmAiL~ Mr BeAn~! on..guess wad is the currency!!! the most beautiful city in Europe!! PrAgUe~!!!

My BeLoVeD sPiDeR MaN wiF hiS ReD PoKeR DotS uNdErWeaR!!

GeRmAn TeSt ReSuLtS~

aiyo..why suddenly the font is so BIG?? haiz..anyway, today's German was fun..but not as fun as last fri..cos u noe wad? we got back our tests and everyone's like became quiet all of a sudden..sighz..i got 75%..finally..a decent enough grade..but i'm gonna work harder..strive for 80%!!! JIAYOU Cindy Koh!! anyway, going to have vocab test next tues! *brrr*

oh!! forgot to say why german is fun today..we're supposed to make a movie..using our own voice..recording our voice as tai ci..den today we had a trial..i was chosen to be the kellnerin(waitress)..and my voice echoed in the whole room.." WAS TRINKEN SIE~~?" haa..so scary..and my voice like man liddat..so funny!anyway, doing this thing wif jialing and geok wei..it's going to b fun man! woo-hoo~!

okay..jus created a survey..if you are free, do help me a lil k..
http://FreeOnlineSurveys.com/rendersurvey.asp?id=71237
help me do it la..take it as ur 5 deeds per day k?? hee..*grinz*

i saw agnes today in campus finally!! she's my long-lost primary sch frend! still remembered we quarrelled before graduating and den lost contact wif each other..plus today, i din bring my hp..cos i was headin for the toilet and my bag's in first yr lab..so din get her contacts too..btu it's O.K..we'll get to see each other soon~if we hav yuan!

okay.. shd go read my readings for tml's lect..den slp liao..or else tml will feel like i'm dying..haha! Ganbatte Neh!

Oh..i forgot that last Friday’s German Lecture was damn funny.. everyone was so happily joking away bcos of our low standard of German..we were asked to improvise a German speech and my grp was the first to ‘close bk’..so we were basically horrified and haa..we made it..and I think it’s like shit..anyway, wad’s bad is weeks later gonna have oral le..

GERMAN ORAL..horrifying rite? The first time in my whole 18 yrs of life~ *shivers*

Hey..a few days nv blog but dun feel very lost cos nth much exciting has happened I guess..but anyway I was damn tired on Friday..struggling to stay awake in Geog Lecture..physical geog so sian liao..plus change lecturer le..no longer my Yeung Yeung le..it’s Roth-y now..he’s like typical Angmo..monotone..and rambles..whh is esp bad when I’m sleepy..

I’m not going to slp late next time..everytime I slp late, I regret the next morning..so..I’M NOT GONNA SLP LATE LE LAR!!!

Well..i studied in sch fr 4-6pm..in the library..there’s a very shuai angmo sitting beside me..i cant resist but to have a few looks at him..his features are so beautiful..like Barbie doll..den I saw sth YyeeEEwwwWy..he scratched his armpits..yucks!!! I dun look at him liao..YyeeWw~!

I boarded the same bus as jialing and peiqi..and din even noe..then we jus wlk ard the pasar malam in clementi..so many food..but then when jialing was happily buying..i asked peiqi if she wanna buy..she immediately said, “but it’s oily..” (..”) wahlao~

I wont force myself to not to buy the things I like to eat..i wld rather eat and die rather than not eat before I die..haa~make sense rite?

anyway, on Saturday, after my tuition sessions, I went back..and slack a lil and was determined to go to sch central lib to study..haa~and oh! there’s another couple again..that ger was so disgustg..she was listening to a discman and humming at the same time..In the quiet and peaceful central lib, she sounded like a ghost..so damn scary..haha..i gave a stare and her bf nudged her..and she goes.. “hee-hee-hee-hee!!” *vomits*

so I only studied three hrs yesterday..din have much fun..jus walking ard and watching tv..argh~ so sian..

Why is there low marriage rates in Singapore? because there's no real man in S'pore.THAT SIMPLE.

This is the first time I know of any guy who’s so petty..so not gentlemanly and so lame. Well..this guy who apparently doesn’t like me..was talking to my girlfriend...

My friend: Oh, school life is like shit..
Stupid Guy: 'cos Cindy is there right?

And...

My frend: My...cannot make it lah..
Stupid Guy: Hey..not as bad as Cindy right?

So anyway I won't be bothered by his stupid comments. Instead, I want to say ‘thanks huh..’ Cos there’s someone who’s thinking of me constantly..thinking of how to criticize me to make himself happy.. haa..so damn lame and mei feng du..some guys are weird but at least not to the extent of criticizing me in that way.. well.. i dun care.. i made my way to the university..and I’m sure I can make it.. as for that guy.. he’ll die early due to his distorted thinking.

Today realised that the topics we covered this part of the semester will not be tested at the end of the semester! That means 'family'..'power and state' will disappear from my life?? well~ theories will stay though... anyway, i'm still unsure about myself.. unsure abt sociology.. Major or not?? Haiz..felt like dragging this thing for as long as possible..haa~ really dunno..will update as soon as i got new ideas on this.

I studied in the central library for around two hrs..then went for lunch with ellen at the deck..i tried out the Japanese food..and after that my whole mouth got tt "Unagi smell"..haa..a lil disgusting huh? Anyway, i find myself quite effective in the libary..i love the quiet corner lor~so quiet..except today got one woman flirting with a guy... so noisy... talking rubbish in the library whh is built for students for studying purposes..aiyo..want to flirt go out la.

i really like studying in the library... just that i don't have a laptop... a little disadvantaged, but i'll consider to go to sch library to study...

yOnG wAnG Zhi QiAn!

Was readg the Hooked(some webby of NUS) and read this very funny part..

"Reality sank in as I stepped onto campus. Nothing had changed and neither would I. The freshies immediately stood out with their enthusiastic smiles and purposeful strides. Each thinking what we all once thought, chasing dreams that would fade and striving to scale unrealistic heights. There they were in all their glory- entrepreneur hopeful, chief justice wannabe etc. Well, they would soon learn and snap out of their delusions."

haa..is he describing me..but anyway, it's always gd to be cheerful and hopeful for life esp for a life as DRY as mine..must work hard~!

AwW~this BaBy is SsOoo cUte~!!!

the *stars* are so cute~! they're so ChUbbY~!!!

Today had my first ever Soci Test liao~ it was quite OK actually..cos i feel that the MCQs are quite manageable..but some really clueless..and usually when i think a test is ok..the mark usually not so fantastic..sighz~shd be able to pass but mayb not a gd pass la..anyway, I already tried my best le. For essay, I was crapping happily and tried to ans the question in a very GP way but I guess they wldnt really like cos they already told us not to write in that GP style..but if I dun write in the GP style, I hav a strong feeling that I'm not answering the question leh~ rite??

tA-Da~! my artpiece.. for my dear frend julia.. bu yao huai yi.. it's me.. i did it.. haa..sorry arh.. no time for me to be damn artistic now.. so jus draw a very simplistic pic.. did it when i was revising my socio test..

hey julia auntie..this cake specially designed for u leh~ got your name some more..thank me quick~! haha..

anyway..thanks for bearing wif my bad temper and roughness.. i'll try to change for the better.. but no guarantee..haha! anyway..wishing you all the best and hope to see ya soon.. gambatte in your studies too~ *grinz*

HaPpiE BirThday JuLia AuNtie~!
yeah~ i'm jus in time~!

SaY ThAnKyOu 2 the wEi Da ToiLeT PaPer~

~*the toothbrush rubbing salt into the toilet paper's wound*~haa..

Hey you!! Had my 2nd German test today..it was ok actually..but the first section was..erm..hilarious..why? it was listening..so we're listening for the name of that guy..and wad I heard was TA-MI-LA..it doesn't sound german..it sounds like an Indian name or some ppl of other nationality..jus not German..so I peeked at jialing's ans..sama sama TAMILA!!! Den I glanced at the person on my left..OH SHIT! Izt supposed to be Tom Miller? Siao liao~ Herr Chan gonna laugh like hell when he sees our answer! (..") it's very funny when u think of it lor..haha! but..not funny when u get lower marks lor~ but i think shd b able to pass ba...? *hopeful*

Today Ish dressed herself up..oh my..i cant recognize her lor..really..nü da shi ba bian..she looks so gorgeous..*whistle*

Anyway, today's history lecture is very interestg (tho today is farrell giving the lecture)..it was on ya..the two world wars..Weltkrieg in german if i'm not wrong..a lot of facts..in fact too much..need to do some reading up on the weekend le..ready to XIANG QIAN CHONG CI..gAnBaTte~!

Frau Koh is here again~
i shall teach more stuff..k..
firstly, u intro urself by saying..
Hallo! Ich heiße *ur name*
for example, i wld say.."Guten Tag! Ich heiße Koh, Cindy Koh.."
that means.."Good day! I am called Cindy Koh."

den u shall go on to describe where u're from..
Ich komme aus *ur homeland*
for example again, i wld say.."Ich komme aus Singapur.."

next, say where u're living in..
Ich wohne in *ur residence*
i wld say.."Ich wohne in Bukit Batok.."

so..das alles für heute!Tschüs~!

NiCe?? got this from the Straitstimes i guess..i like the body art!!

anyway, i was frustrated..for the whole damn day i've been trying to find my dear frend jialing who doesnt bring her hp wif her when she goes out..and her hp got my msg so s-l-o-w-l-y..wonder why she bother to get a hp when she dun even use it..waste of money rite?? i dun understand lor..but anyway heck la..i'm supposed to be happie cindy..heehee..*silly grin* :D i kept falling asleep today la..dun understand mayb bcos i slept too late last nite..must slp by 12 today!!

My mum has been making some clothes..and they're like the dancing costumes of certain primary sch la..jus so e sexy dancing clothes..well honestly, very mai muo her cai neng lor..she can actually make all kinds of clothings regardless the difficulty lor~jus mths ago, she made me my dream spagetti..she call it "SPA-GAAA-TEEe~"..it's so sweet~..

So anyway, back to my mum..i hope some big company can kan shang her and make her the seamstress department head or wad..haha! plus, she's gd at cooking too..the funny thing is she doesn't have recipe one..she jus anyhow add stuff..surprising rite? Ok..need to mop floor liao..after that must study le..tAta~
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Hallo! Mein Name is Cindy..ya can call me Frau Koh..i'll be ur german teacher from now on..hahahahahahha!

Ok..lemme teach u a few basic lines of German first..

Guten Morgen= Good Morning
Guten Tag= Good day
Guten Abend= Good Evening

Say these lines in German and maybe ppl will smile at you k..haha! next lesson teach more! Tschüs~!

sLaMdUnK! YEAH!!! my fav YiNg Mu HuA DaO and San JiNg~look at him..he looks so jian! hahahahahah!!! not forgeting Qing Zi and erm..the other ger..forgot her name liao..oops. but anyway miss Slamdunk so much!!!

these are pics taken by xinyi's dad when they went to Bintan Island for a short holiday yesterday..it was so NiCe~look at the beach~ OMG! *jaw drop*

OoO~

The BEACH~!!!

Xi Yang Wu Xian Hao Zi Shi Jing Huang Huen..

wahseh~ok..i suah-ku la..but this is real BIG! so luxurious..

wah seh..the toilet so damn BIG..

OoO~LoTuS~!

OoO..is that a meander-(sp?)??

Woah~

how i wish i cld try lying in that thing..i heard it's a very ShiOk thing..haa~

OoO..PaRaDiSe~

So nice rite??? *envious*

Taken from my archive of photos- boys from 33/02.

From left: Choong Chiat, Derek, Ms Usha (our homeroom cum GP tutor), Mouyi, Andy and Ivan.

I JuS aTe StEaMbOaT!!!

WAHAHAHAHHA~i ate STEAMBOAT jus now!! long time nv eat le..so happy to be able to eat wif my family..albeit my elder bro is not there..My SecOnd BrO giving my mum a treat and my mum persuaded him to gimme a treat too..haha! :P so anyway i was eatg like a pig..too bad the crabs not very fresh huh..But they really noe how to zhuo sheng yi..they provided transport service from Marina BaY MRT stn to the restaurant..and den back after our dinner..it was so fulfilling..we ate and ate and stuffed the rest to my bro..haha!

My bro's Gf went TOO! as usual, she dressed so nicely..and i like to get new fashion ideas from her..i dun really feel inferior cos we're like two diff PATTERNS of gers..she's those kind of gentle gentle one..while i'm more of the stubborn, rough and brave ger..DIFFERENT la..that kind of gers more guys like..haa..anyway, luckily i was wearing black..i actually wanted to wear my white dress..wahlao..the way we eat steamboat like a few yrs nv eat any food lidat..esp my bro..eat the crab and always spill some juice on his gf..haa..so sway..but it was fun..

see..that's why i like to eat steamboat cos it really involves everyone..there's interaction and u can even take this chance to express ur love for ur loved ones like jia cai for them and cook for them and den jus feed each other and jus on food, you all can talk alot le..-->more interactn-->better realations..hmm..mayb i can suggest to eat steamboat during my birthday..but wadever we eat, it'll be best when my whole family is there..i love my brothers and my mum and i'll always love them..i dun mind sacrificing my studying time to spend more time wif them..in the past i wld heck care but now i really treasure my family cos even tho we're those kind of conservative chinese family, we still express our love for each other in certain ways..not externally..but it's jus a FEELING..and i love it..my bros are great even tho they might eb jerks in real life..i still love them..they grow up wif me..they help me..they care for me..they play wif me..it's great to have brothers tho they're dumb and insensitive..haa..

anyway, today was actually quite frustrated during tuition session..i was trying so hard to give hints to shuyi abt A LOT of blanks for cloze psg but he jus cant get it..i raised my voice..i really cant bear wif it liao..he kept repeatg the same words again and again even tho i already said they're wrong..i really dun understand lor..really feel like knocking myself agst the wall..but anyway, ya..will try to ignore la..cos it's his PSLE..not mine..so..HECK CARE!!! who cares abt the integrity of being a teacher when the education system in Singapore has already made me suffered sSoOo MUCH?! anyway, luckily bubbly Yushan cheered me up and i was all chirpy when Kelvin called me to go eat steamboat! YEe-HaA! hee..

Anyway..i got two more real-life idols now..
1)Shuyi's mum..gave up biz in China and came over JUS for her son..OMG! wad can i say..MUMS are jus so WEI-DA!!!
2) Joel..the guy in my socio grp who stays up to at least 3 or 4 am to finish and bia his work..OMG! *jaw drops*

Yesterday was my slacking day.. i watched tv like siao and finally, summer scent.. well.. the plot, i must say, is getting more and more boliao.. i'm a bit sianz at it.. well..

ok..must study le..later still got tuition and i got german test on tues.. oops.. ok.. will try to stay cheerful and hopeful.. JiaYoU!

HaiL CinDy~

I am a Queen!


Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.

Beautiful, Wise, Strong, Righteous, Commanding, Humble.
You are the beautiful and compassionate Queen. You are the epitomy of what every woman should be. You are confident, bold, aggressive, smart, womanly and feminine. You know the right thing to do and do it. You command respect and earn praise. You are moral and loving. In times of trouble, you draw strength from within, and are a source of strength for others.

I am tired of living...

feel like posting something sad..a little sadistic these few days.. cannot blame me.. hafta blame the surroundgs.. i dun seem to be carefree.. well.. bcos of some personal probs and studies.. uni life is boring.. i'm looking forward to eatg SuBwAy wif Yujie.. hmm.. this weekend gonna be another dry one.. study all the way.. *vomit*

or should i let go of the things that i know i have no power to control? i think i should..

Jing Liang Jiu hao..don't give myself too much pressure.. cos i must enjoy my life right?? what if i die tomorrow..? i would go to heaven to teach the singaporeans and my ah-ma german and tell them what is sociology about.. what's a family..

i should enjoy!!! what's wrong with me??? I've been so physically and mentally strained these few days.. so much tests.. and so many readings.. i don't seem to enjoy my life.. in the past i can still PUI all the rubbish to my frend.. but den in uni where to find someone to pui everything to??? i'm so sianz!

anyway, i shd stay happy bah..i shd forget all those unhappy things and move on..i shd try my best for studies...

*~Original version..taken in Bishan..~*

well..judging from the mixture of uniforms..ya..it's a photo taken during first three mths..a very fun period of time..and here are my Chinese A pals..Yujie in the middle and Zhumei on the right..hee..oops..think we sat there and din order any drinks? *SsHhh*

anyway..today is a lil bad tho..i was again frustrated wif myself and the govt..the govt is not at all close to the ppl..it's jus a show to the ppl.."SEE..we're being close to you!" ya rite..anyway, i down today cos..

1) i took the only key at home and left my mum inside while i went for sch..
2) she tried calling me but my phone's on silent mode..made her upset abt me again..
3) i create trouble to her AGAIN..due to my blurness..
4) i was disappointed with the govt..but wad cld i do..i'll jus ignore and be apathetic i guess..

ok..shant talk more abt it..go slp!

my very first attempt to edit photos..altho not very nice but it's my first time la..forgive me..

German Chancellor Adolf Hitler is shown in this May 1937
a few mths ago watch that 'Rise of an Evil' DVD whh i borrowed fr Julia..even wrote notes on that whole thing..and now i'm studying german..haa.. i heard there's gonna be a movie coming up whh is going to show his 'humane' side..well..actually i wont object arts and i feel that everyone of us have this humane side and of course inhumane side..jus bcos he discriminated the Jews and kind of caused the WW2 doesnt mean that he shd not be featured positively..well..history is not inevitable..so let us sing.."let it be..let it be~! let it be~let it be.."

wah..when i see this pic..i was like.. "HEY MUM! come over here..this precious moments dolls very ex one u noe??!" mum:"really meh?"

Das ist Deutschland..Ich heiße Cindy..jetzt lerne ich Deutsch..und spreche bisschen Deutsch..Ich komme aus Singapur und jetzt wohne in Bukit Batok.Ich spreche Englisch und Chinesisch. Ich habe zwei brüders, Kaddy und Kelvin. Meine lieblingsfarbe ist Lila. Meine Hobbys sind Musik hören und Basketball.(ok..i duno how to say watch so..jus say basketball will do la hor?hee..)

hOpE mY tEsT ReSuLTs wLd Be DaT PrEttY..cum on be happy CiNdY!!! :D *grinz*

OoH~ feel like going there liao..can i?? PpLuUeeAaSSeee~MuM! i deserve a break from my stupid huge stack of readings lor!

Wah~TorNaDo LeH! the wonders of nature~ oh my god..tan wei guan chi arh!!

WAh~!

*StRivE* 2 Be A SuNnY GiRl~

heya!! another day almost over..tml hafta go back to sch.. :( so sianz rite..but anyway stay at hm also wanna rot le lah..this pic got from my email again..actually i forgot where is this thing le..but i rem it's call sth like eye of the earth or wad la..today was a lil hardworking la..got do my studying but geog reading is making my head BIG (dua tau)..got a lil bogged by it..the terms used..the long lines..small fonts..SHit man..i'm going to print them out tml..rush to NUS early in the morning so that no one will snatch the computer from me! haha..

anw, plus my mum on her radio(ya..i was the one who suggested the idea to buy it..i bought it and my bros and me shared the cost)so loud..all the songs..tend to sound irritating to someone who's seriously wants to do her work. bleah..but den i quicky browsed thru some..SOME only cos i cant stand doing my work in a noisy place..

i decided to go to my rm to study socio..i slacked a lil and before i knew it, it's already like 4pm..den now..i'm trying to revise a lil german..tml got german lesson wor..must be prepared..

anyway, i really feel that i'm not being the BEST CINDY..as in wad i shd be..since like JC time..i rem sec4 i wa still a very carefree ger..well..mayb JC life too stressful liao..blame it on MOE! haha..anyway, i shd look positively in my life and stay happy..i'm happy now but not as happy as 2 yrs ago..

so...BE HAPPY CINDY!!! SMILeZ!!!!! no matter wad happen i must be strong cos i must take care of my mum in the future..so i must not fall..i must stay strong-willed and happy and dun think too much..dun be too gan jiong..and ReLaX..mayb i shd go da qi gong?

stare at this..gd for eye-sight..haa..ok..i'm crapping..anyway..damn nice again rite?? got this pic cos i went for a helicopter trip..no lah..crapping again..from my email la..so nice rite..so sian this hols..jus study study study..how cum no body ask me to go out and chill out? so sianz..anyone who wanna play badminton can gimme a call k!

JeLLy BeAnS~? multi-flavoured??

This box containing 20 different flavors of jelly beans. Some of the beans are delicious, with flavors such as Toasted Marshmallow, Blueberry, and Grape Jelly. Other flavors, though, are on the questionable side, such as Black Pepper and Spinach. And some flavors are downright revolting -- Booger and Vomit for example..wahlao..where got ppl wanna eat..siao..(..")

EeeyyWw..who left his cookie there?!

well..u use this cutter!

Xiu Xi Shi Wei Le Zoü Gen Zhäng De Lü

Guten Morgen!!! *sunny*

wahz..this hols very busy wor..i was trying to revise daily and hopefully, every moment every day..well..i revised South Asia yesterday..a lil German..a lil Sociology..

well lemme revise a lil and share wif u some interestg facts abt South Asia Villages and Towns..

firstly, villages lack of modern amenities..tho some villages near urban areas are changing now..

then they are changing from agricultural pursuits to a wide variey of occupations (like weaving, fishing and blacksmiths, etc.)-->increased dependency and specialisation and perpetuated social division of labour!

thirdly, villages got multiple ties..as in your tenant cld be ur childhood frend etc.

another change is that villages usually make use of family labour instead of wage labour..so now they're changing la..

The city on the other hand is a large community-->impersonality and anonymity..-->crimes and violence..and relations in the cities are usually single-stranded.

yep..that's part of wad i'd revised yesterday..heez..anyway, today's gonna be another busy day..for the first time in my life that i revised very enthusiastically..perhaps it's bcos i noe i'm going to die if i dun bah..Socio test's coming and i dun wanna be caught unawared.

plus, i'm also a lil worried abt my SA assignment..it's going to be graded leh! and plus, my tutor's like so qian bian..dunno can get wad grade under her marking scheme..sianz..

anyway, this week's gonna be pretty sianz la..dun expect jing bao info..expect reports on my revision instead..haha.. :P

but i wanna post some interestg pics too..so funny and gross..haha..stay tuned!

haiz..today quite sian.. anyway, today i kinda studied hard..tried to tho.. studied a lil more abt families by readg the socio textbk.. den revised german.. well.. did nth else liao.. due to some personal reasons, i'm startg to lose confidence in the govt.. perhaps the red tape is too long le and red tape makes civilians(that's me) angry and frustrated cos the govt jus dun get things done..well..wad can i say? ok..tml cant jus only read socio liao..must do some catching up on other modules..haiz..

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haiz..i'm feeling so sianz..real no mood..i suddenly feel that i'm not very hardworking and a lil despairing la..cos i think most ppl are like so bia but look at me?? haiz..ok..den lemme say story again..

i bought a new bottle of nail polish..it's supposed to be creamy pink but ti turned out to be a lil transparent..haiz..i wan CREAMMY!!!!!! ARgh~! so guess i'm going to buy another bottle some other time?! haiz!!! anyway, my nails have a new cover now..last week's shiny pink..this week glossy pink..hahaa~!! *typical ger crazy over girly stuff* SIAO~!

btw, i realise i've posted most of my Ren Yu Gong Zhu pics..so now only some w/o story left..so next time only got random pics to post..so sian!

Monday: i'm supposed to study..in the day..bring Xinyi to sch and den study again..and den go settle sth wif mum at nite den watch tv and bia sth at nite again..

Tuesday: i'm going to do the same things as Monday..den 4pm got tuition wif Yushan..den go back hm to eat dinner..going to be 'free-er' at nite..and den watch tv and bia in the mid nite again..

Wednesday-saturday..going to study study study..i must catch up wif all my reading..get ready for geog test and socio test and revise my german..make sure i noe everything( wah..can do it anot??) and den ya..jus work hard la..sighz..

did i mentioned earlier that i was disillusioned abt my original idea of being a teacher? actually i wanna be a teacher..one who inspires her students..and tell them no matter was happened jus work hard and persevere..look at me..i'm the result of peseverance..ok a lil bua hiao bai but it's kind of true..i cld hav stopped studying cos i failed my maths during sec2 rite? but i contd..i suffered..SO WAD?

anyway, was pretty disillusioned liao..wad shd i be in the future?
singer?
air-hostess?
pick up dropped food wif my bare hands in front of so many ppl?
sighz.. really dunno..or..ah-ha! ppl always say i'm GOOD at organising things..
if ya ever noe of any company(preferaby a BIG one) who needs a secretary,
intro me this lobang k..haa!

PoNdEriNg~

hmm..jus viewed someone's blog jus now and i felt a lil touched abt the ppl's frendship and stuff..hmm..i wonder if my own friendship wif my best frend is that strong.i rem that i dun like going out wif her and her another best frend..i tried to be frendly but when i see myself not fitting into the pic, i start to despair..i dun seem to be her very gd frend..i lose confidence..who is my real best friend whom i can tell everything to? is she still the original 'her'? i really dunno..it's like when we went out tog last time..they were like walking so far up front and i was trying hard to catch up..they were so close..and i seemed so small and tiny..of no importance..i've been thru a tough patch last year w/o her..and when i told her abt it after my As, she's like 'why u din tell me earlier?' well..i guess it's bcos she's very bz? we're all bz basically..and distance has pulled us apart..whh i have to agree..well..i love to share my probs..mayb it's bcos i'm selfish and wanna trouble my frends or i jus wan my views to be heard..anyway, sometimes, my probs seemed very stupid..like crying over studies..i cried like shit..everytime..i hav problems..well..it's so difficult to share cos it seems stupid.well it may seem silly for me to say this but think..it's true lor..and i sometimes feel so lonely..i dunno why too..frends..where are my true frends? are they out there at all?

well..getting a lil emotional here..jus dun put negative comments on dis and make me feel worse, ya?

This is hilarious...

Just saw this line whh is pretty interesting.. Marriage has no guarantees. If that's what you're looking for, go live with a car battery..wahaha! Is it so bad now?

Pulling down of NHSS.

Today is the sort of ‘last day of sch’..i ate Bolognese for lunch today.. it’s okay.. wif only that pasta, chunks of tomato plus sauce and meat which seems non-existence..and it’s $2.50..no vegetables (whh I cant do w/o)..no mushroom(whh spagetti mus have!)SO..one sentence to conclude..

It’s not worth the money.. jialing bought one set meal wif a bowl of vegetables and meat and it’s $2.80.. it’s worth it lor.. balanced meal.. anyway, that reminds me.. i owe jiAling 50cents.. oops.. cos today I din bring enuff money lor.. so paiseh.. haix..

Today got back my german test.. Herr Chan said only 85% abv is considered gd enuff.. i got 70%++ lor.. that means I’m not gd enuff!! dun argue wif me.. i'm really not gd enuff.. WAHAAAAA...i really wanna work very hard for my german liao..cos I seemed to be the only lousy one there..betta buck up man..i’m going to work hard in the hols..dun wanna stay at hm..wanna go out and study!!! JIAYOU!!!

i saw someone's opendiary..but i forgot her name again..i noe her lor.. she's fr RV and AJ..erm.. julia wad's her name huh? OH!!! lijia!! i got it..okay..she was talking abt sth.. opendiary got hacked by some weirdos and deleted some of the entries the members had.. that means.. some of my entries were gone too.. sianz.. luckily not much stuff anyway.. she said it might be a sign of heaven wanting her to forget the past.. well i guess i wanna apply this concept to the pulling down of nhss.. my secondary school in clementi..

the pulling down of it..
-->shows that i shd forget something that has bothered me for 6 years.
-->the lousy teachers there (eg: my geog teacher who likes to drink red bean soup when she's supposed to teach geography...)
-->the lousy frends i knew there..after i got into the last class.. even tho i tried to stay in contact with them they dun seem to care..friendship jus faded away..
-->and the days when i was criticised and kind of bullied by those lousy friends
-->and of course..my damn lousy results..fail..fail..FAIL..

however, nhss got my best memories of all..that's when i started to realise how i shd treat my studies. that is, seriously.. mdm sia taught me that.. i became so damn serious after she moved my seat.. she shifted me from the corner to right at the back where i was surrounded by guys..

-->then i kept asking Darren (nicknamed "Benchmark" by our teacher, can you believe this) questions abt all subjects.. and i became practically a nerd.
-->and i had and have a very nice friend who wld wait for me to finish my choir practice to go home together wif me.. grace.. we wld always hang out tog to do hmwk tog..den eat while doing work..so fun... :)
-->now this is the exciting part..my maths during sec2 was F..that's why i got into the last class..well. in sec4 prelims, i got guess wad? A1!!! wahahahaha! i was like in heaven.. someone pull me back down to earth can??
-->my first time to join SYF and i was so gan jiong that i almost cried b4 competition..i got COP but who cares? it's my love for choir that matters.
-->my achievement in the arts..i got SYF silver award and A1 for my grand final art piece..cannot believe it eh..?
-->and finally the very nice teachers there..
Mr Ng..(my arts shi fu! always help me, guide me partly bcos i kuai and finish my work fast and he's nice la..)
Mrs Goh(P.O.A teacher who looks like a barbie doll)
Ms Yue(i always write Ms You instead..she got very soft and nice hair and the prob is she nv seemed to have done anything to it..plus, she's very sweet and nice..)
Ms Lau(my poor maths teacher who is always bombarded by my qns..during, before and after lessons)
Mdm Sia..(she was the one who made me realise that i shd treat my studies seriously..i cldnt forgot the day when she said.."cindy..i'm so happy to see you treatg ur work so seriously..so proud of u.."

so..how do i forget the bad memories but still retain the good and sweet ones? hmm...

dis is edris and Mel..haa..got pic from edris la..that's why all pics seem to have her ard..anyway..ya got see two lunatics lurking behind them? JC life turn normal ppl into lunatics man..BeWaRe!!

GO n DIE!

oh..i had south asian tutorial today too..

as i was so damn fed up wif the BIG grp arrangement,

i plucked up my courage to ask that damn teacher is there any way not to keep such a big grp cos it's so difficult to coordinate..

then she said.."all other tutorial grps are liddat."

okay..GO AND DIE! *punch her in my dreams*

plus she expect us to know when the ldrs of certain ctries are assassinated and for wad reasons..so wad?they got qian bian face lor..that's why got assassinated..bleah! :P

YuAn Qi !

Hiiee~..another day pass liao...today I was actually very excited but then Sharon sent me a msg saying that she wont cum..already very few ppl liao..then she dun cum somemore..was rather disappointed..haiz..okie..we’re having a sushi lunch together la..at genki sushi in NUS..but anyway got me,Julia, ellen, jialing and ifah..ifah din eat but she made herself busy by trying to intro us dishes and tried her best to arrange the WaSabi in appropriate places tog wif ellen..whh is so lame but so ‘ifah’ and ‘ellen’..haa..tho there’s no ningjia and Sharon we kind of hav fun I guess..a bit sian tho..we walked from yusof ishak house to arts faculty then to law faculty den to biz fac and den back to arts..haa..NUS day tour sia..the law fac seminar rm like parliament rm like that..sitting at diff levels one lor..quite scary..haha! u shd ge see it and u’ll understand wad I mean..but to be honest..law’s like so BORING and DRY to me..haha! no offence..hee..anyway, I ate sushi and I love staring at the juicy slices of fish on the rice..oh my god..so nice..i spent $11++ sighz..cannot do this every week..mus ctrl leh..

Oh..and I’ll decided to work very hard during the hols..i will study outside..so that I’ll not be distracted at home..and go back at appropriate times like lunch time and mopping floor time..then like that can conc on studying and at the same time help my mum too..good leh.. okie..determined..going to read my readgs for tml’s lecture le!!!

GANBATTE CINDY KOH!!!

sighz..was staring at LayPeng’s nails (creamy pink) yesterday and I was like hoping I cld get a manicure..firstly, bcos I nv had one before and second, I feel like colouring my nails..so my colour of course not that nice la..it’s shimmering pink..erm..a lil aunty-ish..heh..but at least my nails dun look very ugly or dirty..got a feeling they’ll drop off soon~ last weekend I was putting on the rubber stickers and the next day start to drop liao..wahlao..last time not liddat one lor..sighz..so frustrated and dun wanna put stickers yet now..will put when I dun hafta do house work..that’s like may 30-50 yrs later..haha! mayb buy a creamy colour during the hols.haha! siao liao..was thinking of colouring my nails when I was supposed to study for history test!!!*mum’s hand hitting cindy’s head* SmAcK!

Alrite..coming to the end of tues le..FINALLY..my ‘kept-me-worried-for-so–long’ history test is finally over~! Phew! But...even tho the test is testing on simple stuff..i have to agree that the test is very simple..if we got study the very basic concepts..we’ll surely pas..but the prob is it’s been a LONG time since I write an essay and when I wrote half-way, I was wonderg wad the hell I’m writing..AM I Out Of PoiNt?? I was so damn spaced out after the whole test and I couldn’t hide my disappointment and horrified face after the whole thing..my tutor’s like “why the long face??” den I was like “I know I din write well..” *shakes head* it’s so typical-cindy Reaction after every history test..typical ME..legacy of failing..sighz..hope I can change history!! *POWER*

German was quite nice today too..the corny Indian guy was like so funny in class..he cld have stood in a more comfy position to write n the OHP sheet but he chose to stand in a weird angle..even Herr Chan was like luffing away..haa..anyway, found out myself that some guy actually smokes..so wasted..he got the looks and the brain but he smokes..sighz..can the govt jus ban smoking?! OMG! It’s so damn HARmful! Haiz..harming all the young ppl out there..who got great future and bright prospects..so..shd go do my work le..3 days to mid term break! Yeah! But still need to study leh~haiz..

have been slacking for the past few hrs..dun feel like studying and feel like mayb hitting myself for not studying hard enuff..sigh..but i shdnt pressurise myself too much too..i dun wanna go mad..haa..anyway, not that guilty cos at least i studied some (3 chapters) of the things that i tot were impt..so..haa..ok la..going off to study instead of plain crapping down here..

Randomly posting pics..me and edris..look at me..a good evidence of after-effects of studying for As..PIMPLES!

Tomorrow's my first History test!!!!

My chat with Sharon last nite jus before I logged off...

shaRon->stalemate@38// says:
I m logging off from the net soon. See u on thurs! nitez...
shaRon->stalemate@38// says:
plus a (kiss icon) from me!

Wahaha..sharon’s seldom like that but..haa..guess she misses me..hahaha!

Went to school early in the morning.. 9 o’clock..und damn..i was so shocked to see such a long queue for bus 96.. wahlao..extended till the MRT shelter there lor..can u imagine?? OMG! Anyway, I was late la..went Mac..ate BIG breakfast..it’s not exactly that fluffy as Lay peng said la..haha..she said it’s fluffy and very nice..erm..i feel that it’s quite normal la..oops.

the other members of my grp started flowing in..then we discussed..there’s two ppl who din cum..the guy and another ger..that guy hor..he said he dunno where Mac is..so wad I wanna do is call him and tell him but his phone kept on engaging lor..so he din contribute anything..bleahx..anyway, I felt that e discusson was quite nice and interestg..i kept popping in ideas..ok..not only me la..then we discuss..very dynamic lor~

well..went library for studying..read that fat history book..then was so perplexed abt OLD and New imperialism..wad’s the diffc bet them? Could any kind soul jus tell me the diff? izzit the industrial revolution that resulted in a diff way of the Westerners to achieve ‘Gold’? For example, for the Bri.. they collected luxury gds fr India at first..mayb raw materials and of course spices. Den new imperialism is like a new dimension..they need labour, raw materials and a mkt for their gds.. now.. wif I.R, they produce the gds and sell to their colonies, thus, gaining profit.. RIGHT? and another diff I derived myself is that for old imperialism, the competition between the European stts are not that obvious..but then now for new imperialism, they somehow increased their competition btw each other.. then got the zero-sum game.. gain territories b4 other Eu stts get it.. well.. hope I’ll understand more after I read it clearly again..OMG! it’s so complicating! Me and Jialing were like discussing endlessly abt this and always so conclusion.. SIGHz..got hm..did german wksheet.. oh-no again cos I haven’t revised German..den haven’t finish revision for history.. got so many queries for history but can't seem to find any answers to them.. *shakes head*

*SmaCks FoRehEaD*

Sigh..today I forgot to do sth..sighz..make myself feel so guilty..i got such a lousy brain..kept forgettg things..even my mum cant stand me..haiz..anyway, I’m munching potato chips while typing this..tml having SA discussion and there’s like only 3 ppl going..sighz..but I treat it as a revision lor..dun care la..i beta prepare myself so that if I’m really that SWAY..at least I noe wad points I have to present..haiz..NUS teachers like got no brain lor..(except some..my Bar Bar and Boi Boi) one grp die die also must have 8 persons..eh..aunty, uncle..how to coordinate liddat???!!! SIAO EH!

hey guys,i shall mt ya all at 10 since i dun thk anyone comin' b4 9..so shall join ya'll after my class k.. (from someone..)

HALLO!!! Me and jialing’s like going there at 9am..u say nobody going at 9am?! Shit to u man! Wad..u stupid idiot..cant u all make sacrifices???even jialing who lives in BOON KENG doesn’t complain to reach sch at 8:45am..wad else can u say?u have excuse for not coming to sch in the morning??WAD THE HELL?! I was so bloody fed up wif some of them..the tutor is stupid enuff to put us into grps of 8 liao..and u all are stirring trouble..dun wanna coordinate..dun wanna sacrifice..wad’s the meaning of forming a grp?

And den I got a mail fr another idiot..she asked sth like that “can I chose not to present this time cos I got mid-term? Pleese~ thks..”

AUNTIE!!! EVERYONE got MIDTERM!!! so that means everyone cannot present la? So..we all die la..WAHLAO..i was suddenly realizing that in this BIG world..there’s actually SO MUCH selfish ppl out there..GOD! pls do help us..why got such ppl one?!

Anyway, enuff of all those idiots..i still havent finish my readings and my history revision..

C0uNtDoWn to history test..[2 more days!!!!!!]

alrite..fri is my story telling day cos tml no sch..haa..weekend is always a time fer me to rest..and slack..oops!

Geog lect today was pretty lame and funny..as usual Henry Yeung is so cute and lame..always manage to make me laugh..haa! then I was enjoying myself until one couple..bothe of them..stared at me..ok..was laughing too hysterically le..but they are so DUMB..wad?Mr Yeung not funny meh?

Anyway, feel like digging their eyes out.

Den went for history tutorial..din prepare but luckily I read the reading quite long time ago liao..so got a rough pic of wad izzit abt..anyway, tried to involve myelf in the discussion..haa..but sometimes, after saying somethings, I feel a lil stupid..like “how come I made such comments?”but anyway, sighz..made liao..wad can I do..

Then went to make my history card..so stupid..dunno make for wad.

German test la..wahlao..it’s schwer! I was a lil shocked cos I forgot some of the articles and I’m a lil blocked up in my brain..well..at least I think I can pass bah..all of us din do a hmwk given by Herr Chan but..he din tell us lor..we’re lik “huh? got meh?” cos he really din say...well..ok..then as usual we’re like laughing at each other..my german class is really fun man..haa..wont fall asleep one..haa..go learn a language too! That is..if ya got time..haa! :D

edris: eh! WAIT!!!! i havent take out my spects!! sharon: eh! i havent pose properly!! i got to maintain my img leh! Julia: eh! i havent put on make up la..AIYO!!!

from left: sharon (NTU), edris (currently in New Zealand) and JUlia (NTU too)..see..jc life is so tiring..u have to contd 2 study even when u're damn tired..(wif reference to the ger wearing the bright blue and yellow AJC athletic jacket)

WE'RE E BEST!

Alrite..yesterday dunno why cant post..sianz..the content like so jing bao..anyway, today din go find readgs la..got one fr Jess..hee..for Bangladesh one..yeah! free one..hee..Sociology tutorial..my grp’s presentation cld be said is the BEST lor..ours one got video..got transparency..two pretty ladies presentg and ours one is short and sweet whereas other grps are like so damn long-winded and so wordy..*sianz* haa..tho Nina(my socio tutor) said very gd for all the grps, I jus feel that our presentation is the BEST one..hahahahahaha! my grp is wonderful! Woo-hoo!

German class..see that Yongwei again.. saw him yesterday on the bus too..he’s reading a book called “if I were god, I wld end all the rain”..something like that..my reaction was like “woah!” haha..but he likes to correct ppl (wif reference to earlier post)..esp german pronounciation..btw, I made a very funny mistake today..i was to say a list of numbers in german..and I was like so tongue tied cos I have to repeat funf(5)..then haa..tongue tied :x

Well..went west mall to buy sweets fer grace and a lil green dolly pen fer Yujie’s birthday..haa..student no money..so xiao yi si hao le la..i hope she dun mind..i am really broke..not really but u noe..the feeling of “no-money” sighz..nevermind. (i usually dun criticise other ppl's SIZE..cos i'm not very slim..but this time, it's diff) As I was buying sweets..the two FAT salesgirls are like asking ppl to ‘siam’ in a very rude tone..i actually intended to buy sweets there..then I quickly changed my mind..u wanna be rude rite..ok lor..i wont buy fr u..NO SWEETS WONT DIE! Den I said excuse me to two FAT lil girls..well..jus like other Singaporeans, I always ended up saying ‘cuse-me’ instead of ‘Excuse me’..so the lil FAT ger said ‘EXCUSE ME LAR’ in return..i was like so damn fed up and I really wanna beat her up wif my slipper..or learn fr Mrs Woo..

“U EAT MORE SWEETS LA!!! FEI SI NI!!!”

but I did nothing cos I’m a polite girl and I dun wanna fight wif lil kids or else those stupid parents will think that I bully lil kids..i’m a civilized young adult.

Oh ya..i vacuumed the floor..but now hafta do readgs again..so routinised..

1) school
2) readings
3) eat
4) study
5) watch tv..

next week julia’s cuming over to NUS!!! Look forward to seeing u k! hee..we can eat like PIGS together..hahaha! and me going out wif yujie too..still dun meet her, she’ll flare up and pull out all her hair I guess..wahahaha! :P

sToP tHat AttiTuDe Pls~

Sighz..today is quite bad actually..had a tiff wif my frend..actually we discussed and decided we’ll find the SA readgs tog tml..and I’m actually supposed to BIA my geog readg at that time..well..no choice..who ask me to be so LAG for SA studies lect readgs? Den she suddenly ask me is it real that the tutorial readgs is diff fr lect readgs..as if I pulling her to hell..well..ok..then she gave this very BLACK FACE whh I always dread to see cos it made me kind of intimidated..usually it’s me who is angry wif other ppl..and usually, ppl are bullied by me but..BuT..anyway, this is my opinion la..it may seem unfair or wad..but I’m speaking fr my point of view..she said I wanna read my geog stuff, she also have other stuff to read..ok lor..then I’ll find some other frend to go library wif me..bleahz.. :P sighz..feel a lil frustrated lor..it’s my hao xin to remind her lor..and she seems to feel like I’m creatg trouble or wad..sighz..frends are so troublesome sometimes..

Anyway..tml will be ok le lar..

Well..my SA lect..got so many videos to watch lor..haa..quite fun..but I had to write notes in the dark..and den finalized the presentation thingy for socio grp work..erm..me going to present wif Lay Peng tml..Lay Peng’s a very pretty ger lor..haa..feel a lil demoralized esp when my pimples started popping out once more after their hibernation since the end of A levels..aiyo..anyway, we’re sort of ‘connected’..lemme show u..

Lay Peng <-->Ish<-->Me<-->Lay Peng...

Lay Peng’s Ish’s secondary sch classmate..and I’m Ish’s JC classmate..haa..then the corny Indian boys in my german class also know ish cos they’re in the Indian cultural club thingy..haa..and I kept emphasizing to ish how lame they are..oOps..haa..

Then it’s time for socio lect..the lecturer seems very hua chi and siao..personal opinion again la..other ppl seemed to have enjoyed her lect cos Todd’s lecture’s like SAI..so damn boring and monotonous..but then she’s too corny le lah..too noisy..she even says she’s fr Harvard..oh ReAllY? *raise eyebrows* ya..she sounds smart la..but she’s jus too siao cha bor..under my expectation liao..i still like the vice-dean betta..hope she’ll lecture us..haa..but anyway, family is a very interestg topic lor..i almost finished all of the readgs..(textbook + readg pack) feel so kuai..first time I did this..felt kind of intellectual after I did those readgs..oh..and why I dun like that lecturer..wadever she mentioned in the lect can be found in the readgs..not all but majority of the info..so wad’s the point of having lectures anyway?

sound bad of me to say this but hey..it's damn true.

Basketball?

Oh ya! One more funny thing yesterday is that when i was describing my hobbies to my partner..

Cindy: Music horen und Basketball
Him: hey! I like to play basketball too..
Cindy: eh! no leh..i only watch..i duno how to play(siao liao..)
Him: so why dun u say u like to watch in german?
Cindy: erm..bcos..I DUNO!!!
Him:okok..*smiles*
Cindy: (..'') hee..

I love to eat Indians..huh?

Ta-da!! Cindy’s here again! Today’s kind of funny..and interestg day..lemme tell u s-l-o-w-l-y ah..

Firstly got german lect..we played a game in whh we are supposed to ask each other qns in german..in order to find the our twin..(the person wif the same card)so..we’re like asking and asking..i tot one of the Indian guy is my ‘twin’ but it turns out to be wrong..then I finally managed to find my twin who is a Taiwanese guy..haa..ok..sit down talk to each other in german and all that stuff..and we got to know that ‘Saumagen’ is stuffed pig stomach and it’s a german ex-politician’s fav food..forgot his name..something like Johannes R..anyway,I got to know that the sausages we always eat in pasar malams..that plastic-cover of the sausage is actually intestines..but the things inside the intestines is dug out so as to put the pork meat in..yeeewww!!! ok..i really dunno..din make this up..funny part not up yet..so I ended up sitting beside my partner and beside the funny Indian guys..they’re so damn corny ok! When it’s the turn of one guy to say sth abt his partner..he said she like Indian food in german..the problem is he said wrongly and wad he actually said is “She loves to eat Indians..” OMG! Then the to guys kept giggling and giggling..i had to look away to refrain myself fr giggling too..haiz..this is the funny things in language class lor~we get to laugh at each other and learn..hmm..german class is fun..German macht viel SpaB! Aber es ist schwer..(but it is difficult..) *haolian*

Ok..then it’s geog tutorial time..i’m so damn proud of myself cos I prepared for my tutorial..presented ideas..and made my grp happy(I think so)by making corny remarks..haa..and praising myself..saying that my points are gd..ok..that’s only joking la..dun take that too seriously..haa..that’s me..if ya cant take it, it’s ur own prob..anyway, I took up the challenge to present the very tough point(Mr Yeung said it’s tough)..and I think I took the longest time to present cos no one seems to understand my point except my grp members..haa..anyway, it’s a point whh I guess other ppl wanna avoid or din see..haa! *haolian once more*anyway, I will ganbatte for my coming tests..oh..one of my grp members said I ‘feel like’ Malaysian..the way I talk and behave..eye-contact wif ppl..Singaporean youngsters try to look into ppl’s eyes when u talk to ppl k..anyway, I got that Malaysian accent meh?!

History test’s like next week..and my readgs not complete yet..i got a legacy of failing history tests one leh..can cindy make it and pass the first history test in NUS? Stay tuned and find out!

Lastly, it’s history lect..my BuA bUa(dubois) is here to give the lecture..he’s so cute lor..he bounces as he walks one..so cute..anyway, today’s lecture is very familiar in the sense that it’s talking abt imperialism..WHITE MAN’S BURDEN..i hate it..they think they very smart and trying to make themselves very wei da..*pui* back to lecture..i wrote my notes on blank paper whh I wld compile later..haiz..trying to save paper la..yep..that’s abt it..kind of like roller coaster today..going to finish off my family readg..tml’s socio lect finally dun hav that todd ammes liao..yeah~!

Serious Prob..i found out that I got more to read on south asia!!! The very fat readg pack is only for tutorial! Wah lao eh! That means got MORE lor?! Wad the hell~!

GoOt morNing!!!

I cut my 33/02 class t-shirt apart le..now it looks nicer than before and all I can say is that I’m damn creative lor~ haha..really it looks more sophisticated now..i actually really dun like the idea of having a jersey as class tee but no choice..have to listen to the MAJORITY..haiz..it’ll now hang loosely on my shoulders and I shall wear a halter in it..haa..ask me to wear it for u next time..33/02 folks..but dun copy my idea..hahaha!

Actually I plan to wake up at 5:30am to do my readings..but as usual I cant bcos I’m so sleepy..slept at 11:30pm last nite whh is considered early for OwL CinDy..haiz..so MUCH readings leh..but I’m feeling a lil better than last week cos I kind of finished the family socio reading..that means I’ll suffer next week..OMG! wad’s the diff?!?! PoOr CiNdy!! Ok la..i know I shant indulge in self-pity..so..JIAYOU! GANBATTE NE! CINDY!!!

HaPpiE BeLaTeD BdAe To GrAciE! tho i noe she doesnt look at my blog..happy birthday k..ans wishing ya all the best in your studies..and i've got a present fer u so cum look fer me k..haa..*muacks*

Stayed at hm to do readings..sianz..but the family socio readg is very interestg tho..it says that women are usually felt more obliged to take care of their family members..when compared to men..see..women are so WEI DA..hail to women~!

sighz..settled some personal stuff in the morning and hey! today so realxed cos it's a SATURDAY! i'm so uptight during the week-days lor..haa..deserve a break tho i havent read finish my readgs..hee..anyway..surfing the net rite now so shun bian blog..i slept at 4am today lor~i woke up wif red eyes and my mum was like 'put eye-mo!' while i already wore my contacts..sigh..sleeping late is scary..felt that i wld die earlier..REaLLy!!so..lemme contd wif my handsome prince story..if i got the story mixed up cant blame me hor..cos this show's like long time over liao..haa~

Aww..today's quite sway..i shant elaborate or you all cant slp or eat..haa..anyway, geog lecture was kind of torturous cos i really dun feel well and den history was like so many ppl packed inside one small rm..den i din print readg..i tot jus read can liao..but anyway luckily i got some ideas to contribute..dun feel as dumb as my 1st geog tutorial..

Well..german was fun today..haa..laughed alot..realised geok wei is actually fr AJC..i.e my senior! and she's fr ODAC and she said she usually go sch like 3 times a week and her AJ life's like so exciting..bieng chased after by the OM..haa..cos she tried to sneak into sch..and den i have to admit that i got a damn boring life in AJ..everyday stUdy..StUDY..StUdy..*boring* Anyway, we lernen numbers today..while we read one one by one..den comes the GAME..he asked us to say "oh-gott..oh-gott" when it comes to certain no.s..haa..ya..that kind of game..simple yet tricky cos we're doing it in a diff lang..then the simple game sent the whole class laughin all the way..haha! long time since i'm so happy liao..haa..seems that uni life not so easy lor..hafta read lecture notes le! *tata*~!

aiyo! be careful! eggs nowadays very expensive leh~!

I'M SO TIRED!!!!! SOMEONE HELP ME!!!

Sianz..stayed in Mac for like 2 whole hrs jus fer that stupid sociology tutorial where we have to make observations abt youth culture in the Mac and den act cheem and try to explain why izt like that..argh..it’s rather rubbishy..i think..i’m kind of physically drained now..anyway,ate fillet o fish meal and it costs $5.60..imagine how much MacDonald’s earn nowadays!!have to rush my readgs liao..buai~! *tired cindy crawls away..*

Haa..Julia says Mr Tan is transferred to MOE..that means it’s not his idea..hmm..dunno..

Anyway, met ellen, ifah and Jialing in the Deck and we chatted..sigh..the gd old times..well..nth much to blog lor..i’ve been tired and sianz these few days..ellen told me to relax(izzit?) and do wadever readings I can..jus dun stress myself but..look..so many stuff to read..

Yesterday Farrell was lecturing us and OMG! I understood him!!! Izt bcos I read the readgs or izt a change in him? wahahaha...I’m expectg Julia to cum and visit us soon~ *hint-hint* hee..

Anyway, nth much liao..life has been monotonous~so post pics la..haa..Hodie hodie~Chris...Quem Viedistis Pastores Dicite ..Resonemus LaudiBus~CORRECT! Post pRaGue photos!!

my FaV one..us on the stage..i know cant see..but i'm somewhere at the last row..haa...

warm-up time..

not very clear but..hey it's AJChoir members!well..the guys look dead..i know i know...

PrAgUe pRaGuE PrAgUe~! the most beautiful city in the Eastern Europe..i love it~!

so sweet~!