Pulling down of NHSS.

Today is the sort of ‘last day of sch’..i ate Bolognese for lunch today.. it’s okay.. wif only that pasta, chunks of tomato plus sauce and meat which seems non-existence..and it’s $2.50..no vegetables (whh I cant do w/o)..no mushroom(whh spagetti mus have!)SO..one sentence to conclude..

It’s not worth the money.. jialing bought one set meal wif a bowl of vegetables and meat and it’s $2.80.. it’s worth it lor.. balanced meal.. anyway, that reminds me.. i owe jiAling 50cents.. oops.. cos today I din bring enuff money lor.. so paiseh.. haix..

Today got back my german test.. Herr Chan said only 85% abv is considered gd enuff.. i got 70%++ lor.. that means I’m not gd enuff!! dun argue wif me.. i'm really not gd enuff.. WAHAAAAA...i really wanna work very hard for my german liao..cos I seemed to be the only lousy one there..betta buck up man..i’m going to work hard in the hols..dun wanna stay at hm..wanna go out and study!!! JIAYOU!!!

i saw someone's opendiary..but i forgot her name again..i noe her lor.. she's fr RV and AJ..erm.. julia wad's her name huh? OH!!! lijia!! i got it..okay..she was talking abt sth.. opendiary got hacked by some weirdos and deleted some of the entries the members had.. that means.. some of my entries were gone too.. sianz.. luckily not much stuff anyway.. she said it might be a sign of heaven wanting her to forget the past.. well i guess i wanna apply this concept to the pulling down of nhss.. my secondary school in clementi..

the pulling down of it..
-->shows that i shd forget something that has bothered me for 6 years.
-->the lousy teachers there (eg: my geog teacher who likes to drink red bean soup when she's supposed to teach geography...)
-->the lousy frends i knew there..after i got into the last class.. even tho i tried to stay in contact with them they dun seem to care..friendship jus faded away..
-->and the days when i was criticised and kind of bullied by those lousy friends
-->and of course..my damn lousy results..fail..fail..FAIL..

however, nhss got my best memories of all..that's when i started to realise how i shd treat my studies. that is, seriously.. mdm sia taught me that.. i became so damn serious after she moved my seat.. she shifted me from the corner to right at the back where i was surrounded by guys..

-->then i kept asking Darren (nicknamed "Benchmark" by our teacher, can you believe this) questions abt all subjects.. and i became practically a nerd.
-->and i had and have a very nice friend who wld wait for me to finish my choir practice to go home together wif me.. grace.. we wld always hang out tog to do hmwk tog..den eat while doing work..so fun... :)
-->now this is the exciting part..my maths during sec2 was F..that's why i got into the last class..well. in sec4 prelims, i got guess wad? A1!!! wahahahaha! i was like in heaven.. someone pull me back down to earth can??
-->my first time to join SYF and i was so gan jiong that i almost cried b4 competition..i got COP but who cares? it's my love for choir that matters.
-->my achievement in the arts..i got SYF silver award and A1 for my grand final art piece..cannot believe it eh..?
-->and finally the very nice teachers there..
Mr Ng..(my arts shi fu! always help me, guide me partly bcos i kuai and finish my work fast and he's nice la..)
Mrs Goh(P.O.A teacher who looks like a barbie doll)
Ms Yue(i always write Ms You instead..she got very soft and nice hair and the prob is she nv seemed to have done anything to it..plus, she's very sweet and nice..)
Ms Lau(my poor maths teacher who is always bombarded by my qns..during, before and after lessons)
Mdm Sia..(she was the one who made me realise that i shd treat my studies seriously..i cldnt forgot the day when she said.."cindy..i'm so happy to see you treatg ur work so seriously..so proud of u.."

so..how do i forget the bad memories but still retain the good and sweet ones? hmm...