Sometimes when I start to whine and wonder about life, I start to think if I brought a lot of things upon myself. I feel this way, because I did something first. People treat me this way, because I treat them that way first. What goes around comes around. Perhaps, that is really the case.
Perhaps lesser wisdom will do me good. Lesser thinking will do me good. I shall think less, I shall be less selfish, I shall treat people without hoping that they will reciprocate. Once you give, naturally you will get? Don't think about it. Urgh, but I feel upset when I don't get after giving.
I wish I am dumber. This blog is so emo. I don't like it. :(