so sweet~!

To My BeLoVeD TeAcHeRs~

phew! finally checked all my mails and downloaded my geog lect notes..sigh..

today, i visited AJ wif julia..only the two of us..no longer a grp of us..sad rite?well..we saw MR TAN!! haa..my fav hist teacher..he still got his tut-tut fringe and he's still so crappy and nice..sigh..told us that he'll leave AJ to work fer MOE(darn!) I still dun understand why he wanna change la..he said fer the sake of the change of environment..ya true..work..esp monotonous work makes u tired and sianz..haa..that's the jobs of teachers and i'm going to be a teacher? like sending myself to HELL rite? sighz..forgot to ask him when he's gettg married..

cldnt see anymore teachers..think we came at the wrong time..so we ate AJ ice..hmm..so chocolaty..and it brings me back all the memories..the first three mths class..all the gers shared one while the guys..(5 only) shared one..before the cross-ctry race..aawww..anyway,me and julia were dragging our stepps cos we were damn tired and den we went back to AJ office again..called Mrs Woo's extension..123..such a nice extension..and SHE'S THERE!!and den we went into her office..(feeling like a VIP) and den chat wif her..haa..miss her quite alot..gd news is that Mrs Woo is becoming the vice-principal next yr! OMG! it sound so 'far-fetched' but it's true! sighz..how time flies~well she thanked us fer our efforts in visiting them..oh..at least they appreciated or else it wld be a wasted trip..den we saw Ms Usha and chatted a while too..haa.first teacher to ask fer my contact no..gee..well..it's a short trip back to AMK(ang mo kio) but i had a lot of mixed feelings..luckily i came..imagine a few yrs later..mr tan wld not be here anymore..mrs woo is the VP and i wld feel so strange there..it's not the same feeling anymore..i dun wanna let go..but it's jus slipping away..i hate changes..i hate separations.. *sobz*

wishing all my fav teachers..all those who helped me..bear wif all my stupid qns..and said that i cld look fer them every week..fer consultations(mr tan)..i salute to all my teachers..i love u and u'll always be on my mind..no matter if u're still teaching anot..no matter if i still bother to visit u..u 're part of the reason why 'me' is 'me' and i'm proud to say that u all are my good teachers..w/o u all, i wont be able to reach so far..

THANK YOU.

NeW BoTtLe~

Mum bought a new bottle fr me..haa..cos I dropped it clumsily and it bit cha..(..'') well..even tho I hinted that I wan a small one, she bougth a BIG one and say.. “aiya..big can bring more water to sch mah..” alrite..alrite..anyway, it’s a sweet mummy effort la..she haven’t ask me to return her $$..haa..it’s basically transparent..wif a blue cap on top..den she’s so proud of herself cos that bottle got 20% discount..(..'')

wah seh..the ice-skating shoe damn smelly lor~ *vomit*

that's me weishang and ningjia..the ice-skating trip..the trip whh hurt my butt..sobz..

PoOr Me~

Yesterday was Saturday..i'm supposed to help cook and mop the floor but i ended up readg some sch work and watching tv..haiz..really a lot of readings to be catched up..how am i going to catch up..feeling so lost and felt like breaking down and cry and den hope that by cryin i can read finish all those readgs..and understand them..of course i din cry la..ppl wld think that i'm stupid to cry over such stuff..but hey..that shows my seriousness at work k..anyway..while i'm trying to stay awake in the midnite to do some stucying i heard some buzzing sound and i turn to my right..nothing leh~i contd studied..'buzz!!' i turned again..nothing?! study..'BUZZ!!!' OMG!!! it's a green-lime green- creature whh came fr the living room..dunno how the hell did it manage to cum in when i locked the door..HOW AH??! then i was grabbing my folder(for self-protection) and den runnin away from it..as far as possible..but den it buzz and buzz all its way to the bathing room...i.e next to me..i was hiding in the toilet..so i quickly came out and started to guess wad the hell it is..grasshopper?but does grasshoppers have wings?i dunno..i dunno why i feel that it's a praying mantis..den i tried asking my bro to get rid of it..but my bro was like so sleepy..and i stopped him from using my mum's water bottle to catch it..OMG! imagine wat my mum wld say..aiyo..so i jus try very hard to ignore it..luckily i was already feeling very sleepy..so i jus went to slp..while the green creature stays in the bathing rm..while my mum got a shock when she saw it dis morning..haa..

TiRed | StReSsEd OuT | DiE

i got geog lect..tho i slept at 2am last nite..i still managed to survive the whole lect w/o switching to sleep mode..den went for 15mins of history tutorial..my no.1 Barnard is here to talk to us..he's not our tutor tho..*disappointed* but he's still my no.1..DuBois?? no.2..Farrell? no comments. ya..that simple..go ask the other lecturers and perhaps students like me who went fer his lect and u'll noe why i said that..hey i'm being polite k. Anyway, i went to Yusof Ishak House to hand in my bursary form and intended to eat genki sushi wif jialing but was scared off by the "kind of poshed" img it had..and thus=high prices? ha..no $$ today lor..so ate curry rice instead and had a cup of watermelon juice..gee..so shiok..despite that refreshg drink i felt very restless..perhaps it's becos of my late-sleeping habits..i was so grumpy fer the whole day and jialing said i'm noisy! But once i go fer german..i was a lil energized and 'sleep' nv came across my mind..sigh..today got loads of hmwk la..sianz..and i have to do a lot of catching up..OMG!!

so tired now..feel like lying in my blanket..*snorez*

gee..they look adorable rite..?

Pai-Pai zHu0..cHi GuO gUo~

i hate this bacteria the most..i hate ulcers..but why does it look so cute?!

OMG! u get bacteria fr kissing?! er..(..")

Flu-flu baCteRia~so cute~!

at the backstage

Ooh-La-La~!

PeEk-a-BoO!

i din go to moscow circus but here are some pics i got fr net..so colourful~makes my day happier..

VoMiTs BloOd~!!

Heyo! Today went to sch for 3 hrs(ONLY!) for tutorials-sociology and german..firstly, I was quite lucky to be in a grp wif nice ppl..and luckily I got prep for this tutorial..so that means I din look stupid infront of my grp members..den we discussed socio stuff wif reference to the two readgs..it was really interestg-the discussion and the fact that everyone feels the same way abt the readgs..à that is..we dun understand wad the hell the readgs are trying to say and we’re creatg qns fer the sake of creatg qns..ha..so I’m not the only one leh~ kaka! So relieved..then class discussion..oh ya! The only guy in my grp looks a lil like my elder bro..so I felt quite comfortable wif him..not that I’m interested in him of course..jus that feel so familiar..ya..so next class..same classroom! Ha..i din plan this..it jus happens to be so..hah..god loves me..hee! *big grin* my german tutorial TIC is quite nice..gave us tags to write our names..geok wei happened to be in this class cos she missed the first one..ha..she looks a lil like Elaine..so felt very comfy wif her..and started joking wif her..gee..well we spoke to each other in german as prac..then there’s this guy who kept correctg us..so irritating..not that I’m not willing to accept my mistakes..he jus corrected me and my frends too much liao..jialing din complain tho..but I was a lil pissed off..he gave me an impression that he feels that he’s gd at german..sai! alrite..back home..ate lunch and go fer two tuition sessions..shuyi’s session was blood vommiting session as usual..when can his English improve??! *smacking forehead again* den yu shan..my hp rang at the end of the session and after I ended my call,she said that my hp model is the same as hers..OMG!!! kids nowadays har~getting such a compact phone when they’re only Primary 6??!!for ur info I jus bought a new hp..that is my second new hp..and it’s the first time I chose a model myself cos the earlier one is a free gift..so..well..nth to say abt kids nowadays man~wad can I say??

so tired fr sch..must feed some ice-cream to my eyes..doumyoji!!! i love him!!

M0dEl StUdEnt Bz RiTe NoW~

Today i'd South Asian studies Lecture..heh..it's the kind old man again..dunno if it's the coffee i drank/the interestg topic/the kind old man's actions..i feel that south asian lect is very interestg..i may get lost fr time to time but at least not as often as history lect and socio lect..sigh..it's such a pity if i dun pursue history as my major rite? dunno leh~ but with farrell, i'll die..and god shall help me tho~bleahz.Then the socio lehrer is so 'coughy' today..kept coughin and he kept rambling on..i was abt to fall asleep until he mentioned abt Karl Marx..AH-HA! sth abt wad i learnt in the past! so i got excited and listened..but his monotone voice got me back ti sianz mode again soon..sigh..ha..going back to study le~! tataz~! rest well folks! or else u'll be like me! (@_@') <-cindy

Argh..so tired and sianz..so going to keep this short..well..today was es-geht (i.e so-so in german)..i had my german class and found out that my revision over the weekend didn’t seem very helpful..and then it’s geog tutorial..my prep is not enuff and my grp members are like contributing there ideas and all I cld say I ‘ya..i agree wif that..’ so paiseh..they even said I looked lost..OMG! that even showed how ill-prepared I am lor..sigh..then it’s history lect..this time it’s Barnard and Dubois..ha..better than that Farrell..i catch no ball during his lect lor~ mus boycott him..bleah! :P anyway, I lost conc at the last part cos mayb nothing to write?erm..felt a lil guilty anyway..trying to finish off my ‘acting cheem socio hmwk’ and finish off my readgs(ya-rite!)..when the hell can I finish them?!

actually, the People's Park Complex dun jus sell cloth..

ah-pehs hanging ard..

izzit really going to be gone?

my usual hangout wif my mum in the weekend

OuR pRiDe~Li Jia Wei..

sAyAnG~ SaYaNg~

deeds:
1) i hanged the clothes
2) i vacuumed the floor
3) i mopped the floor
4) i prepared lunch fer xinyi
5) i sent xinyi to sch

wah..i seemed like a housewife when i dun have sch..(julia's tone: Aiyo!!!)
Today no sch! but at home..need to study wor~sigh..i still havent finish my history readg..but at least i finished wad i'm supposed to read last week..anyway, i did some german stuff..revision and two worksheets(albeit one uncompleted cos i dunno how..) hee..ready to post some cute pics again..these were pics sent to me fr grace..V6 and F4..the mayday one cant post leh~ dunno why.

Anyway, last nite..the nite to decide if we can get bronze..OMG! i was praying..staring at th e screen..afraid that i wld miss any second of the game..but Li Jia Wei only won the first round and lost the consequently in the next 4 rounds..at the fourth round, i was REALLY hoping that she cld stay calm and win that round! but..so sayang!!! obviously, she was very bek chek(frustrated) wif the korean player's speed at deliverg the ping pong ball..she was like so slow..so LJW was trying to speed up the whole game..anxious to finish off the game(the ppl wld say)..sigh..at least this South Korean player is not as noisy as the North Korean one..u dunno wad the hell they're screaming abt lor..my mum says by screaming, they'll zao shi..that is try to make their opponents scared or wad la..ya..so i was very disappointed..but i guess she was really very bek when she cant beat the north korean player yesterday..that's why bo shim win this round le lor..sigh..it must be hard on her too..teh whole S'pore was like so 'put all the hopes on her'..she's so pressurised..almost every Singaporean watched her playing her game..sigh..SAYANG!!!

F4..but i still like the original version(i.e:jap version) Notice where shancai is??

Das ist my FAV jap grp..V6!! cheers~! junichi!!!

The Paradox Of Our Time In History

There is lots of truth in the article below.

George Carlin - the often coarse and mouthy comedian of the 70's and 80's - wrote this very eloquent piece shortly after his wife died. "

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints.

We spend more, but have less; we buy more, but enjoy less.

We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time.

We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years.

We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor.

We conquered outer space but not inner space.

We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul.

We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.

We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less.

We've learned to rush, but not to wait.

We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships.

These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes.

These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.

It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete.

Remember, spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak, and give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath way."

lOw SpiRits~

sigh..cant seem to finish my history readgs!!! have been readg since this morning..ok..i'm slow..i'm alwaya S-L-O-W at readgs..so sad.. :'( so i went down to my uncle's house..ate the fried rice he cooked..eh..actually it tastes ok la..not that bad..jus that the colour..it's all Brown..and the rice a lil hard..but it's still OK fer me..he boasted that my bro ate two plates of his fried rice..den i asked..'he's hungry rite?'..den he said..'ya..' ah-ha! see~but joking la..it's not easy fer a man to cook k..ha! so i ate a BIG bowl and watched TV..feeling a lil sad..cos i feel that i have to keep going online fer sch stuff..and den my home com like not very accessible..so i'm considerg a laptop..but as u and i noe..i'm not very rich..even if i go work part-time..it still seems very ridiculous la..ppl will be like 'u so poor liao still wanna buy laptop..RIDICULOUS~! but anyway, i'm applying for bursary..it's $1500 and if i got it successfully, i might go get a laptop..hmm...and get broadband so i can have 24 hrs access to the NUS homepage..wahahaha~!

was watching the semi-finals of table tennis (i.e. ping p0ng..) jus now..i was actually thinking that Li Jia Wei wld win!!! but..sigh..i hope she gets at least a bronze..or else have to wait fer another 4 yrs..wad the..i noe she'll get a lot of $$ lor..but $$'s not the prob here..i really hope spore cld have a silver or bronze..gold ma..well..slowly work on that bah..quite impossible rite now.Anyway, she'd perform very well lor..gee..saw her pic wif ronald..they look compatible..hmm..*ponderg*Anyway, i was kind of frustrated jus now wif the two DJs who reported the competition..that Qiu Sheng Yang's like..(in chinese)"we can see that there's a ring on Li Jia Wei's finger..hmm..but we dunno who gave that to her!" WAHLAO! why is he so KPO?! siao one..the focus shd be on the game instead of her ring! OMG!!! WaKeUp!!!

If u're a gd sportsman..why not join Olympics and help Spore win some honor and at the same tiem win BIG bucks fer urself?? i was thinkin Jiemin cld do this..since he's quite gd at jogging and high-jump..tho not VERY VERY GD but at least he's chu se..hmm..hope he'll see this and consider this idea of mine..gd leh~but too bad i'm not gd at any kinds of sports..plus, i'm also not musically inclined..omg! wad do i have??? e spirit? *sianz*

Anyway, i hope we can grab that bronze...*pray*

aww~so lovable!

oh..i'm hungry..get me some vege!

lil mouse!!! ssooo cute~!!!

the gloves that i bought fer Xinyi..Sssoooo cute~!

Aizhen, my mum xinyi and me~! venue:my fav Fei Cui La Mian Xiao Long Bao restaurant..at taka..go try the la-mian!!! *slurp*

saw elaine on campus today..das ist the pic taken in 2002..when i was J1..got a silver award in SYF arts! look at my artpiece! examine it..was do u think e theme is?

No Mood...

Today is another day..bleah~ i'm complainin today..must be that stupid contact lenses that's making me frustrated..eyes' dry man..OMG! anyway, today i had my Geog lecture..and that Mr "Adrian Pang"-->lecturer was so damn funny..haha..din slp of course..he's making us laugh practically every min! den had fish soup wif rice..not heavenly but at least it made me full..den went to library..slack a lil and went for german lessons again..it's gettg tougher..i dun really understand everything..omg..need some self-revision..jiayou!!!

HYD fans shd noe wad's dis pic's abt..it's F4..(yes..jap version one..genuine one..) peeping at tsukushi and doumyoji's like "how dare u peep at the ger whom i like!?!?"..while hanazawa rui remain like this: (..") 

CoNfUsEd..

I’m damn confused now..i got another tuition lobang..and den the parent got to know abt me thru Shuyi’s mum..so Shuyi’s mum introduce me to her cos I’m responsible..wad a flattery..*flattered* but den here comes the prob..the venue is near my house..price not bad..but I haven’t teach secondary students before and I’m afraid I cant really commit..i have sch work to cope wif..and den look! My readgs are like so DAMN thick..OMG! BuT again..i’ll be free fr Nov onwards cos my 2 kids’ PSLE wld be over..so I might have no income after Nov..so wad the hell shd I do..feeling so heavy now..sigh~

Chatted wif peiqi..felt a lil assured but still a lil heavy but cheers to peiqi’s efforts in trying to make me feel lighter..thanks man..*try to grin*

A tribute to the Singaporean Olympians~

Well..Singapore does not have a wide range of athletes..thus we usually dun perform very well in the Olympics..but our Table-tennis and badminton teams have won our respect by performing relatively well this time round..ChEeRs~!

i dunno who e hell is dis..but i like to watch swimming..wad stroke is that? 

Our Jing Jun Hong and Li Jia Wei.

Ronald Susilo.

National Day SpEcIaL~

ASJ(or, A Short Jingle) Sing to the tune of Jingle Bells:

Honk honk horn, honk honk horn, speed through ECP
Oh what fun it is to ride with a 2K COE. Hoi!
Honk honk horn, honk honk horn, down the BKE
All is fun, all is fine then jam on CTE

Dashing through the heat, In my Mazda 323
Through the ERP, down the PIE
Head to CBD, all round Holland V
Cut through lanes, and traffic light, Evading the TP

Honk honk horn, honk honk horn, lost on AYE
What's the chance that SLE is next to KJE? Hoi!
Honk honk horn, honk honk horn, just passed big factory.
URA or JTC, I craned my head to see.

I banged into lorry, called AA, said Sorry
A cabby from the N-T-U-C offers to take me.
My Mazda 323, got towed down TPE
No car, no fun, no speed, not shiok..Now I'm riding MRT. Hoi!!!
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POP QUIZ How many assessment books does Popular sell every month? 275,000. Didn't know that? Do more homework. OMG!
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then it even mentions how singaporeans Chope seats..by using the following....

newspaper~(wif sinkapore slang) 

ti-su paper..... 

Today's lectures~

Sigh..slept at 3+ am last nite..oh my god..practically have to drag myself out of bed..bleahz~Anyway, I still cldnt finish my readgs..but I find that socio readgs is easier to read compared to history ones..went to sch..today got south asian studies lect first..hee..din fall asleep even tho I onli slept 5 hrs..that lecturer..now I call him ‘the kind old man’ din manage to make me fall asleep..i din slp at all! I was listening quite attentively thru out the whole lect..heh..today’s lect is abt the partition and the Kashmir qn..it’s quite interestg la..haha..den I had a break..eat the free twistees that I got fr the mrt stn and den try to finish that readg..sigh..but still cldnt finish..but hey..i can understand today’s lecture leh..haha..at least I know wad they’re talking abt..but jialing said they might be touching on the easier stuff today..so..no point gettg happy? Double sigh.. (.. ) I din manage to get my first choice fer sociology tutorial..how shity is that..can get so sad and bek chek wif that stupid NUS system..sianz..wish me luck man..

Oh..jus watched the news..Ronald Susilo din manage to win the match today..but anyway cheers..he’d already done very well..when everyone thinks he cldnt make it..he made it..so..Jia You!! And he’s quite handsome too..hee.. *wink*

sssooooo cute!!! 

trying to act hiong..eh..not very successful..hahahahaha! 

Distorted liao~

開心一下囉~~~多想想快樂的事!!

★☆★能解決的事，不必去擔心；不能解決的事，擔心也沒用。★☆★

Got these quotations from an email fr my junior..my cut junior chelsia..she can always bring a smile to me no matter wad and she's so sweet..nv seen a girl so sweet and at the same time nv turn me off..cos i cant stand sweet gers..haha!

Back to today..went fer german lesson..it wad basically ok until we came to the grammer part..and he started explaining the stuff..and i was like 'wad?' we were asked to exchange names in german too..meaning..we spell it out fer some ppl in the class and do some matching la..like those get-to know-each-other games..

B-r-e-a-k..collected my bursary form..and den was so hot that me and jialing hide inside the library..until we looked at my watch and realise that it's 3:35..OMG! we gasped together in the damn quiet central library and quickly walked towards LT11..anyway, the LT was already quite full..singaporeans..so kiasu..haha..anyway, there were angmos there too..Anyway i was a lil..erm..dunno how to describe..i dunno wad the hell the lecturer is talking abt..was a lil upset abt this..and i saw one ger scribbling like siao when i only have a few words to write..i was like staring at her..but helplessly holding my pen..*nth to write* oh damn shit.her notes were like multi-pgs liao..while mine is like onli two pgs??!! wad the hell??!@#! SAD LA!!!!!!!!!

okie..my hp keeps dying..so i left it at home today..must be influenced by jialing(at least she thinks so..haha!) Anyway, going to buy one soon..probably that Samsung one..it's $300++ hee..finally gettg a hp of my choice..last time my hp is a free gift fr my bro lor..not that he buy for me..(he's not that gd)it's a free gift for signin up fer sth..anyway, hee..this is going to be my second hp..hee..very GU GU MA LU rite..haha..i still rem the time when i got my first hp..i was collectg hp numbers during the S.A.T revision lecture..and jialing sent me one msg..saying sth like 'hello cindy! wad am i supposed to say..er..have a nice day!' ok..i kept that msg fer quite long..ha..so long le..it's more than 2 yrs le lor..time to change le lar..

~有信心不一定會成功，沒有信心一定不會成功~

Phew~!

Omg! i spent a two whole hrs..trying to choose my tutorial slots and now..i'm finally done! PHEW! so much efforts jus to choose six bloody tutorial slots..u have to make 20 choices and rank them together..doesnt make sense to me lor..why rank them together..dun understand..(..") anyway i finally finished it off..haha..felt so comfy now..

guess julia's too bored..yes..i think u're my only gu ke..but i dun mind lor..this blog is mine..i can do wadever i wan so if i dun promote, only julia(that's you!) will noe..so no choice la..hee..go sweep the floor if u're too free..boliao..leave all those boliao comments..go rather, go mop the floor..whh i just did.

still havent read finish the readings i'm supposed to read..haha!ok..me going to work hard tonite to finish it k! meanwhile lemme post some pics again..the next pic i'm going to post is...they're my fav band rite now..they play cool music, nice tunes..wadever..i really like them and i even got their genuine CD a few mths ago..theyre..CORRECT!! FIR!!! ahh!!!i jus love faye's voice and her clothes..haha..*going mad*

venue:AJ study area..my fav hangout..haha!that's ugly cindy,edris and ifah.. 

33/02 wif our girls and boys bottles! 

the 33/02 girls..we always hang out TOGETHER..but some of us wld go missing in action sometimes.."eh? peiqi leh?" 

this pic is taken a day before the collectn of A level results..we brought ivan to Chinatown..and ate our dinner there..tho a lil weird, i was feeling happy cos we hav t chance to get together.. 

This pic is taken after collectn of A level results..that's ivan at the corner, sharon, ,jialing, peiqi, weishang, ningjia, me, edris and julia(look at her eyes!)