Dream High (noch einmal)

Watching the whole drama all over again... 再一次的感动! =)

The most boring 3 hours of my life (thus far)... -_-

It was such a horrifying experience... I went to office at 8plus in the morning and was in the process of opening the door... A lady approached me to ask about our centre, and I told her to wait while I unarm our office...

Then, I grabbed a centre brochure, pushed the glass door to talk to that lady... I stepped out of the office and explained to her our clientele, opening hours, etc... And suddenly I realised that the glass door is just a few centimetres away from closing...

And IT'S TOO LATE... The glass door closed right in front of me and I almost screamed in front of the public. T_T While I was still recovering from my major shock, that lady was stunned and told me she'll need to rush home (thanks =_=)... And left me outside alone... With just one stupid namecard. I got no phone, no money... NOTHING else with me.

I wanted to cry man. What am I supposed to do?!?! From what I can remember, JW has finished her classes on Saturday mornings (I found out that I was wrong later), no one else should be coming into office... My client's mother should be coming, and I can't just leave like that without informing her (my phone is in the office T_T)... So I stood outside the office in tee and shorts.

At about 9am, client's mother came and I explained to her what happened while trying to hide my shock and stupidity. She so kindly offered to send me home or leave her boy with me to help me run errands. So I decided to take the offer and be sent back to home area at least. I am so thankful for that ride!!! I can't imagine walking back home from clementi........

My mo was out for longer than expected. And I ended up waiting outside my house for at least 2 hours plus. Gosh, I did whatever that I can think of... Sang some of my old choir songs and realised that I can't remember how to sing some already :(... Played word games with myself... Thought of possible action plans once I can go inside my house... Fiddled with my cactus... Scrutinised my toes, fingers, legs and arms... Did the AJ clap... Napped... Oh man, it was SUPER BORING, I tell you.

Finally at 1pm, my mo miraculously appeared and wondered how did I end up outside the house when I'm supposed to be in office...

I rushed into the house, grabbed my old handphone and desperately switched it on. The power button seemed a bit weird and I prayed hard that the phone can still function. After about two minutes of desperate pressing, the phone is finally on!!! (I have to go back office somehow because I can't leave the office like that overnight, and I have to meet a client tomorrow so I definitely need my belongings that I placed in office.)

Then I quickly jotted down TW, SM, BT, XY, and NF's number. I don't have my sim card with me, but I have old smses stored in my old phone. Am so glad I haven't deleted them!!!

So I started calling... I am so glad SM and XY picked up my call!!! Felt so reassuring when boss told me he can go back office... *touched* XY is in office so I instructed her to stay there until I go back...

And this post is my documentation for the most boring 3 hours of my life... Gosh, how memorable... Hahaha... @_@

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Bread and butter #454 (Lovable Closure.)

I am quite happy to be able to go through an informal groupwork consultation with one of my older groupwork partners, the one that journeyed with me and the kids closely for the past few years...

From my video, I noticed my supporters. They were trying their best to support me. I noticed the kids whom I always try very hard to engage. They were actually already engaged in their very own unique ways, especially that silly boy who always acted cool and acted as if he doesn't care...

It feels magical how small actions and a few words could make a whole lot of difference. I am so excited to try them all out...

3 years passed by again, for another class... And it's time to bid farewell again. These kids are my lovable kids who bring me pain, joy as well as loads of self-reflection. I am thankful to have journeyed with them for the past few years, and I am glad to have met these wonderful kids who have so many more strengths that are yet to be unveiled.

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Bread and butter #453 (Aunty Serena is on leave.)

"Please help to clear the rubbish from your waste paper basket into the big rubbish bin at the pantry every day and help to keep the venues clean after every usage.

If you have programmes at the activity hub, please clean up the place before locking up.

Last but not least, if you see any place that is dirty, you can either

1. Get the broom / mop to clean up yourself
2. Get the broom / mop and ask another person to clean up together.
3. Inform me to assign someone to clean it up

Realized that no matter which option you choose, we have to clean it up? Haha.."

LOL at boss.

Korean Dramas: Spy Myeong Wol & That Fool

Current dramas that I'm watching...

1) Spy Myeong Wol

2) That Fool

Dramas with good OSTs usually win me over quite easily... and for these two dramas, I realised after googling for the theme songs that both songs are actually sang by Lena Park. Other than Utada Hikaru, I don't really like other female singers. I usually prefer male singers, especially those with strong and powerful (lack of other better vocabulary) vocals like Tom Albrecht and Tom Albrecht, haha, can't think of other voices that I like. In both songs, Lena Park's voice is very moving and those songs were stuck in my head for quite long after watching the dramas. Looks like Lena Park is going to be my second favourite female singer! ;)

A dear friend's wedding.

The bride!

And finally, she's ready!

The friendly sisters!

The "I love you" that I was wow-ing about.

I pity the brothers who had their faces facing the ground. ^_^

Piecing the puzzle together...

Angbao haggling. The ultimate act of SINCERITY- Angbao.

THE car!

Love the tea dress and the heels!

The couple.

I was in charge of holding the tray, for the first time in my life. >_<

And at night, the following movie is screened!!!

Aww.

Exchanging of vows and rings. Heartfelt moment.

I stole the photo below from Elayne's friend. Like it because it's a very natural shot, and some sort reflected their personalities haha!

The night zoomed by.

And finally, the sisters got together to split the earnings, hahahahaha!!!

Love the snapshots idea! Anybody wants to consider this for their wedding?

♥ Endless blessings for the couple, Elayne & Jameson ♥

Shut off.

Pretty disappointed with a lot of people and things. My melancholic self is scarily domineering, but I believe in my feelings. I feel disappointed for a reason. I feel angry for a reason. I feel sad for a reason. My feelings are not baseless and pointless. And I can't be bothered to explain if you are not free to listen. And guess what. I have no time to share now because I have better things to do, better adventures to plan, better self-loving journeys to have.

It's quite a hassle to think through and consider about little words and actions, so I try to keep quiet or "just do it". There's always a lot of harm done when I speak with a lack of self-control, so keeping silent is the way to go. And there are some things that I do because I really wanted to, not because I have ulterior motives. If people prefer to imagine otherwise, so be it. As long as I know I am sincere and I did what I can.

If you think I am not doing a good job, so be it. I can't be bothered. I know I have tried my best... I know I have fulfilled my duties to the best I can... and that's the most important thing for myself... sometimes I even go the extra mile, but I wonder why I have to go through all these.

If you think you're gonna scare the hell out of me, go ahead. Throw up a fuss, act like someone crazy, I don't care. I will go all out to protect myself from all the craziness that you subject me to and I will have no sympathy or regrets.

If you think I am not important, go ahead and lead your own life. I don't need you anyway.

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At times when I really don't know what to do... I would love to shut off and live in a world of my own..............

Bread and butter #452 (Mr A.)

It was a humbling meetup with Mr A. Looking at him, staying cheerful and strong amidst all the challenges in his life, makes me so happy! There was once when I was down recently that I thought about him for a while. He's a great role model for me. =)

It's OK to be selfish- just don't discount or ignore others' needs.

Oh great. Your needs are met. That's the most important thing right?

How about mine?

If I share my needs, and you are telling me that it's (my) personal (needs), then I see no point in sharing because it's my personal needs and you are not going to care anyway.

Talk about selfishness in humans- it's so prevalent.

I am selfish, but at least I don't discount or ignore others' needs.

First ever Hen's Night for my sister! =)

Me, Domokun, Flower Dog, and my BIG bag...

Group photo after dinner and all the crazy laughter we had.

Cosy theme!

All the soft toys!

And finally, the bride...

滿滿的祝福 for you! =)

Like a kid.

If you treat me like a kid, I will behave like a kid. If you treat me like an adult, I'll really make sure I behave like an adult. Goodness. Really don't understand how some adults think and function these days...

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[2PM] The story of great warmth =)

Brought me lots of warmth indeed =)

Sunny outing on a Gloomy day!

There was a HUGE jam at VivoCity, so we decided to walk to Sentosa instead of taking the monorail.

And here we are at Sentosa!

After walking for quite a long time, we finally reached the beach...

where Ming En forced us to take a lot of photos...

I forced the girls to write "autograph book" for me. Yes, the primary school trend!!!

A very cute drawing by Ming En.

Us...

Us again...

And again!!!

A group photo before YY leaves!

And to end off the day, we had my all-time favourite Korean food!!! =)

That really made my day. =) =) =)

Built to last?

It's interesting to see how some theories actually apply in real life. It's scary to know that some theories are actually so true, and I really wish I can be that exception. This fight is so tiring and lonely, I don't know if I can last. Even if I can't last, I'm not sure if anyone will notice. If I can't have what I want, I just want peace with myself at the very least.

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:/

Sigh. I thought I was too old for it... But it still happened... Can't wait for all these to be over... Feels like nobody's listening. Might as well just keep quiet about it, seriously. Sometimes life is so much simpler if you were to be alone. Sigh...

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Bread and butter #451 (Make or break.)

Before I left Singapore for Penang, I felt I was going to break anytime. It's crazily scary, but that's really how I felt. I was praying hard that the short getaway will allow me to relax better and have a clearer mind thereafter. Yesterday, I took a public bus in Penang and I saw many youths waiting for buses, some sitting quietly in the bus stoning away, some talking loudly with their friends, using colourful language happily... I can't help but feel this strong innate attraction towards them. I want to talk with them, I want to get to know them, I want to support them so that they can maximise their potential. And most importantly, I love to work with them! But I realise, I really need to recharge, rejuvenate, reenergise myself... before I can actually position myself well as a Social Worker to support the kids adequately and professionally... It was a very short bus ride, but a heartfelt one...

Bread and butter #450 (Mr Mixer.)

Mr Mixer is cute and forthcoming. And I really appreciate that part of him, because I (probably) do not have to keep guessing how he really feels and thinks...

Dear Mr Mixer, turn your weaknesses into your strengths! You can do it! =)

知足.

怎么去拥有 一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱 一夏天的风
天上的星星 笑地上的人
总是不能懂 不能觉得足够 如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有
如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有 当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头 才发现 笑着哭 最痛 那天你和我 那个山丘 那样的唱着 那一年的歌
那样的回忆 那么足够 足够我天天 都品尝着寂寞 当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头 才发现 笑着哭 最痛 如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有
如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有 　 知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛
知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛
:')

Bread and butter #449 (Start and go OR crash and burn?)

Start and go OR crash and burn?

The answer will be out. Very soon.

Updates at 8:53PM

Sometimes we will crash and burn... sometimes we will start and go... we can control the situation to a certain extent, but it really depends... on the physical and emotional condition of the driver, the road conditions as well as the environmental conditions (which sometimes are unpredictable or uncontrollable). We can only try our best to gear the vehicle such that we can reduce the possible of crashing and burning...

Today, there is no crash and burn. The vehicle started well, and the driver is safe and sound. Hopefully, tendency to crash and burn in the future can be reduced. It will be reduced... =)

Weddings and sisters.

I know this is so bimbotic and all... but I would like to share my sisters' attires for this year. Hahaha.

For my dearest German Beauty, who's like my big sister... I will be wearing one of these convenient and comfortable-looking tops with jeans! How cool is that. It's going to be super convenient for me as I would be rushing off for work in the afternoon and then rushing back for her wedding dinner at night. Guess which one I chose.


For my secondary school buddy, I will be wearing this scarily sexy and short dress. I hope it's not too short for me! >_<

Oh well, I guess on both occasions I would have to make some sacrifices, for example, rushing like a mad cow on Wedding Day #1 and having to be super careful while wearing that short *gulps* dress and probably heels *gulps* too... but it's okay for my dearest friends. It's OKAY! Looking forward to more happy occasions!

One of my greatest love.

So tempted to buy the mug but I controlled myself. I bought a handbag instead. Woops.

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Bread and butter #448 (Another level.)

I am quite glad that I've been given the opportunity to do that presentation. Other than building up my presentation skills, I am also being given an opportunity to hear what people from another level would say about the work we do. Am feeling thankful that there are people who are genuinely interested in our work (and hopefully will provide more support). And the dialogue was interesting, albeit my responses were slightly crippled and could have been better...

Nonetheless, very interesting exposure! :)

I CAN DO IT!

Think good! *Clap* Feel good! *Clap Clap* Think good, feel good! *Clap Clap Clap*
-That's what Papa Elephant said!

I am glad that I was being pushed to take on more challenges this year... With some amount of hard work, self-talk... and the moral support from Bad Music, it really helps... Yippie! =)

Pistachio Love.

Simply love this picture and love the simple happiness captured. =)

Bread and butter #447 (Just another busy day...)

After getting to know that my long holiday trip might be cancelled because of some stupid reason (to me, it's stupid because I feel my personal welfare is more important than anything else... especially when I feel I am dying from all the work and lack of rest), I've been of the lowest mood you can ever imagine. I really need a break, and I think no one could ever understand that feeling.

I am thankful that this morning, I received some sunshine from Seok Ai whom I was whatsapp-ing with. Then I went for my second session of primary school classroom groupwork which still requires some hard work from my end. Then I headed back for a discussion with little preparation and felt bad about it. Then I rested for a bit before realising that I have not compiled my annual -_- statistics for all my cases and programmes. So after lunch, it was "statistics" all the way... until I had a meeting at 4pm. That leaves me approximately an hour to prepare for my programmes because students will start streaming in quite early these days.

Halfway through my day, I received a message from Sunrise and that really made my day. This made me recall that sometimes we really can't do anything except to stand by them and to always believe in them...

I was being posed a question that I know clearly I would break down if I were to answer, so I chose not to. Sincerity V.S. Skills... hmm...

Was posed a challenge towards the end of the day after working 14 hours... tried challenging myself to handle it all by myself, but I guess a check is always better and safer. I realise I have done a lot of steps by myself, and I'm only missing by a few steps. So praying and hoping that there will be improvement some day...

Am still feeling low about the cancellation of long holidays... so I am just trudging on, doing whatever I can. And I am really glad that I have my YMP & START mentors to support me... and a wonderful boss definitely, who bought me two char siew baos and done so much more...

Alright, I need to go to bed... @_@

=)

That full-of-正义感 comment from a friend who stood up for my human rights...

That warm and nice email from a faraway friend...

And the usual MSN chat with someone I usually go to if I need a fair judgement on things...
"u know even in the bible it says
love ur neighbour as u love urself
u love everyone the SAME as u love urself
neighbor?
hahaha i dun wan love others
neighbour means ppl ard u la
ppl dun love me one.
ok selfish.
hahahaa
nonsense la u
dun love u we wun go out with uuuuuuuuuu"
(the last sentence made me cry)

And one of my manly girlfriends sent me this:

The title of the email is "For you!!!"

For your laughter... Cheer up please!
Actually I've seen this picture before, but it's the thought that really counts.

And other friends who know what are the stuffs inside my head right now. All these are small small things that probably won't matter eventually. But your support matters. Every bit of it.

P/S: Went on a "shopping spree" on Farmville and bought myself many cactus because they remind me of good memories... =)

When shit hits...

Really irritated with some stuffs, those which I have no control over, those which I have no say over, those which I rather not comment anything further...

I would truly wish that I can have my own space and do my own things, people can share things openly if not stay far away from me, people can stop being an irritant and stop being a pain in the ass, people can understand that I am a human being and I need my break.

I need comfort. I need my own space. I need friends who can be open and sincere. I need people around me to be more big-hearted and not just keep picking on unimportant details (I am fed up and disgusted with you, please stay completely away from me). I need friends to say kind words and understand things from my perspective and not just put down my needs as if they are not important. Put yourself in my shoes, please.

See. This is why I always emphasize that nobody else can love us as much as we love ourselves. If you can't be patient enough, then forget it... Don't ask why I am talking lesser- most probably I am talking lesser because I see no point in talking with you. I rather talk to air. I have no time to spare for your shit.

Enjoying life on 9th July!

To enjoy life, you don't have to think too much or talk too much... just be comfortable with the company and eat and laugh for the whole day... :)

Favourite Cover =)

This is to date, my favourite cover ever by IU =)

Bread and butter #446 (First ever primary school classroom groupwork!)

I am going to indulge myself in self-affirmation and self-celebration...!

The first ever primary school classroom groupwork in SCS Clementi Centre's history is conducted by me, me, ME!

Glad that the first session today went well... praying for smoothsailing sessions to come my way... And of course, I must continue my efforts in preparation and learning from feedback. Not forgetting the NLP I went through too, haha.

And to top it off, I have the best working partner I can ever find!

So happy! :D

P/S: Still a little upset that I lost another working partner, but I will hang in there and remember all the good moments and the belief that she had in me...

Predictability.

I love predictability still, despite facing a lot of unpredictability in life... and would appreciate if people can respect that... Feels really vulnerable when people don't respect or pay little attention to that and start to throw surprises at me. Not funny at all... not pleasant at all... T_T

Great Eastern Run- Healthy Lifestyle!

I am absolutely tickled by the group name came up by Julia when she registered for the run. JuCin. Sounds JUICY! Hahahahaha...

Anyway, the run was good except for the heat and the crowds. I'm so used to running in the evening that running in the morning makes me a little dizzy and more tired. Lots of people started walking at the start of the race. If you stop because you really cannot take it, I can understand... But I wonder what's the point of signing up when you don't even intend to run at all. You ladies are causing all the stupid jams, really.

In the end, I realised that we ran approximately 7km, according to Julia's friend. No wonder I was really MORE tired. Yippie, my first ever race. 5km only, but I'm happy enough. =) P/S: Went to eat dimsum with Lijia and her sister after the race. Morning exercise and dimsum are a good match... Yum.

金鱼

夜已深。但是我还不想睡。可能是头脑想太多了。

但有些事永远想不通。。。有时候很想做金鱼，什么都别想。。 因为什么都不记得。。。 哈哈哈！

Bread and butter #445 (Farewell, Cactus Comrade!)

Today I bid farewell to a lovely colleague and a fantastic Cactus comrade... my view of working with children is significantly influenced by her and she always manage to shake my world view under a safe environment... I can never be thankful enough. Thank you, dearest Seok Ai. I will always remember your words. "All good things need to come to an end", as long as we are alive, "create good memories"... because life is short and we got to enjoy every moment of it, right? :')

Ponder ponder.

I'm quite sure that I just want to care for myself and heck care the rubbish around me (if any) at any context or any point of time in my life.

How come there are people who can care generously and endlessly when they themselves have challenges in life? If I can't care as much as others, does that mean that I'm lousier or of a "lower grade" of humans?

Sometimes I will wonder if I'm being too cold or too weird. No, right? It's completely normal to just care for myself, because there's not going to be any guarantee in life. No guarantee that others won't hurt me, no guarantee that others will take good care of me.

Alright. I can imagine the people around me telling me not to be too extreme, don't dwell too much, etc. But you're not me. You won't understand what I go through. You never will.

At the end of the day, I'm going to end my doubtful thoughts (for the umpteenth time) with what I always tell myself when I can't find any solutions or answers- I DUNNO LA! >_<

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Bread and butter #444 (Y.E.A.N)

Youth Evolution Awards Night.

Made cards for boys whom I've never made any for... Clapped like I've never clapped before... Cheered like I've never cheered before... Was asked to go on stage to receive thanks, a stalk of rose and a round of applause... for the first time in my life... Felt this warm fuzzy feeling that I've never felt before... especially after receiving the email the day after. Really appreciate the thought and effort behind this.

Seen so many smiles just within that 2 hours... but imagine how much hard work has been done to make this event possible... the effort made by all the kids for the past 6 months, and of course the Social Workers too.

Cheers to everyone who made it possible, and of course, cheers to the lovely kids who never gave up and showed others what they are capable of.

Learning to be Lazy.

I need to remind myself constantly not to think too much. Just sit back and relax. No need to be too hardworking in thinking about the intention behind words and actions. Sometimes, there's just no clear cut answers. And like what SA said this morning- "don't take things personally"...

:)

Reframe Shit.

In life, we don't have to reframe everything.

Sometimes we face shit, so it's okay to complain and whine a bit before we reframe the shit and move on. Urgh.

Doesn't mean that my profession involves a lot of reframing so I can't complain about life.

I'm not God. Duh.

SHIT.

Bracing myself for the tough times ahead.

Today I got reminded of a possible bleak future and can't help but feel a bit miserable about it.

So I decided to pack my old stuffs and found a box filled with my old cards, postcards and letters from friends from different stages of my life- secondary school, JC, university, the first few working years, etc. I found small things that were precious to me too, e.g. souvenirs from my Europe trips, postcards I bought whenever I visit a new country, maps.

Earlier today, I received an unexpected affirmation from a Papa, and my songwriter boy told me that he's doing very well recently and thanked me for being there for him. I pondered about how my skills might have impacted on clients directly or indirectly, but I still can't find any answer. Some didn't turn out well, some did. And I am glad for that.

I am not sure why, but all these little things make me feel thankful that I am able to stay calm and happy, and am able to count my blessings even though life may not be smoothsailing all the way.

Can do lah, i will figure out something! One step at a time. :)

Bread and butter #443 (Miss Heart)

There are times when I really lack confidence in my assessment but I figured out I just have to work very hard during the sessions and occasionally go by my gut feeling. And I guess, my gut feeling this time round is good and accurate.

The message given to each youth should be unique- catered to their unique experiences, highlighting their unique strengths and expressing our unique hopes for each of them. You can really tell whether they can relate to what you have to say. And when they can really connect with your idea, it's an amazing feeling...

Previously it was Miss Aladdin, and now Miss Heart. Their live experiences have touched me in a special way and have motivated me to work really hard and look out for the uniqueness in each youth. Blessings and hopes abound for the two of them who journeyed with me for the past 6 months. :)

Random 25

Decided to do this because I saw someone posted this on Facebook and I realise it's been ages since I did something as silly as this.. So here goes!

1) I bought a smart phone last month!! My phonebill was shocking as I failed to set appropriate settings. I've since then learned from my lesson...

2) I bought a new pair of black heels! Power suit. Poof!

3) Did an assembly talk for the first time in my life.. Just like what Papa said, "Think good, feel good!" I can do it! :)

4) Not been having enough sleep- I'm dozing off any time and anywhere I can. Gosh.

5) My brain is dead every night.

6) I wanna go Russia!

7) I wanna go back Muenster!!!

8) I wanna go North Korea!!

9) Going for first aid course soon. Hopefully I can absorb what I'm supposed to absorb.

10) Wanna do some scrapbooking, but haven't got the time...

11) I've been working on Sundays more often nowadays because I need to meet some parents... Gimme back my life... And the worse case scenario is: They FORGOT about the appointment!!! T_T

12) Weather is so hot nowadays that I have to continuously keep my hair in a bun. God.

13) Been contemplating to find a new hair stylist because the old one is kinda taking me for granted.

14) I (still) love my coffee from "Malay Stall" favourite kopi aunty.

15) Clementi Market's beehoon is DA BEST.

16) My finger is "clicking" lesser nowadays, thanks to Eu Yan Sang! :)

Can't think of other things now... So that's all for now! :p

Bread and butter #442 (天下没有不散的筵席)

"It's the first season of ACE League.. but it's the last season I'm going to play in.."

天下没有不散的筵席... heart is slightly pain, but life goes on.. the boys have grown stronger and it's time to move on. :')

All the lovely boys and lovely moments will remain in my heart.

Bread and butter #441 (Rewarding Sunday.)

It is surely comforting to know that my preparation and hard work paid off and contributed to meaningful sessions. At the end of the day: positive feedback, positive response, and positive feedback loop of me learning and practicing even harder in the near future. Phew! :)

Sweet adrenaline rush.

Every Move You Make (讀心神探)

After watching this drama, I am more inspired to watch out for body languages... Wuahahaha.

Bread and butter #440 (Gearing towards the highway, but still on the grassland...)

I've been wanting to gear towards the highway, but the road ahead seems tough... sometimes the vehicle is taking a super long time to start up, sometimes the vehicle is too fearful of the highway ahead that it's having a rough time starting up and moving ahead. Gosh, I don't think I'm anywhere near the highway yet. Probably still on the ground and perhaps sinking into the mud.

But I have to keep striving, keep trying, keep hoping. Because the highway is attractive and alluring... I can't help but hope to get there somehow. I know I might have to take a longer time, but I just want to try.

Meanwhile, I needs loads of fuel too. I realised I gotta be independent in terms of obtaining fuel. I can't always depend on others to send me to the petrol station or bring fuel to me without me doing anything. They may need fuel for themselves too anyway. I will think of some way to cope, somehow.

At the end of the day, I will still be gearing towards the highway. And I do hope that the vehicles around me will be in good condition to journey with me as well. Jiayou bah, everyone. Especially Mengtor, Wang Wang & Teo Beh Bio.

Humans are not apps.

Friendship is a two-way thing. Don't expect auto-updates. Humans are not apps.

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