Cindy: I am bored...

Julia: Eh? There got handsome chap! *happy*

Personally I find Sharon very pretty in that blouse! hahaaaaa... Wanna get to know her? Call 91231231..gee.

How disorganised! But anyway, thanks for spending time with me. :)

Churned this stupid paragraph out after work yesterday midnight.. guess nobody will understand how I feel..

Thursday....PHEW! Third Paragraph done by me.. One hour after the deadline Gosh. Damn Wilson and Joan for creating such a CREATIVE storyline. urgh. I guess ours will be a very drama-mama story..

Friday....

And I thought I didn't make any mistake.. Look at the number of strokes in my paragraph.

How not to feel discouraged??

German Oral is next week. I hope I don't freak out like last Semester. Gosh.

WAHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...................

Mama never help me record my drama!!!! *wails*

Gosh I've been looking forward to the episode the whole day and I forgot to set the timer when I reach home from school.. and when I gave my ma instructions, I thought she understood but waahhhhhhhhhh... she didn't. I wanna consider buying the VCD. Anybody who wants to give me a belated birthday present can consider this idea okay. I still need new earphones anyway.

*still grumbling like an old woman*

Was all alone today again.. Wanted to eat Macdonalds' Big Breakfast but I was too early. So I settled for two half-boiled eggs and Lor Mai Gai at Engine Canteen.. which has a COOL name called Techno Ache.. no.. Edge. Was trying to bia all my readings asap before examinations.. Was rather successful la.. *satisfied* Of course, I didn't finish all but it's good enough for 8 hours of studying.. Just keep going strong and I believe I can finish at least a reading for one lecture!! :)

Met Victor at the AS1 corridor.. stopped half-way at the staircase to chat.. The muscle man looked damn shagged.. I thought I was the shagg-est..(And yeah, that's why I got home late and forgot to set the timer for my drama).. Go go Muscle Man!! You can do it!! We'll survive this Semester and hopefully pass German with flying colours! (sounds like primary school children sia)

Spaß mit Rollenspiel~

Did a skit in German tutorial.. Wir haben viel Spaß gemacht!!

We're supposed to do a skit about Red Riding Hood.. a continuation of it. One group is supposed to do a skit in a Grundschule (Primary School).. the second group will do a skit in a hospital.. the third will do a skit in a Kneipe (Pub), and the last one will do a skit in the Großmutter's (Grandmother's) house.

My group was the first group and I was Roettkappchen, Victor(not muscle man) was the teacher and Junwei, Lydia and one more girl were my classmates.. Me trying to exaggerate what happened between me and the wolf. So here goes...

Cindy: (nudge my classmate)
Lydia: Was?
Cindy: Gestern habe ich ein Wolf umgebracht!
Victor: (writing on the white board)umgebracht... das heißt "knocked off" auf Englisch...
Lydia drops pen.
Lydia: Wirklich? Wie groß war der Wolf?
Cindy: Groß als... (showed that it's damn big)
Girl: Was? Was?
Lydia: Sie hat gesagt, dass sie einen Wolf umgebracht hat!
Girl: Wie sieht der Wolf aus??
Cindy: Das Fell von dem Wolf sieht aus wie die Haare von dem Lehrer.
Junwei: Wirklich?? (sarcastic)
Lydia: Das ist sehr haesslich!
Victor: (writes on board again) Haesslich... das heißt "ugly" auf Englisch...
Lydia and Girl leaned towards Junwei...
Girls: Wir haben Angst!!
Junwei: Keine Angst! Ich kann euch beschuetzen.
Victor: Beschuetzen... das heißt "protect" auf Englisch...
Junwei: Ich habe vor einen Tiger umgebracht!
Victor: (big eyes at Junwei) WIRKLICH??

The ending was a bit duh because it was impromptu and we were slow at thinking of the storyline. Trotzdem es eine gute Geschichte war! :)

The other groups performed very well too. Had fun looking and laughing at the other skits.. For the wolf scene, the wolf apparently became love-sick.. think he likes Roettkappchen.. haha.. The beer scene was drama-mama.. the Indian guy was very good at acting.. to the extent that our german teacher suggested that he can try out in Mediacorp. Hilarious. And lastly the grandma scene. Grandma(Joan) became the one who killed the wolf and she even cooked wolf soup. gosh..

I'm so bored!

Today I showed someone the way to the lecture venue.. and I didn't expect her to be the guest lecturer! She gave me a lollipop in lecture. haha.. such small pleasures dun seem to exist in our lives anymore.. I mean.. semi-adult lives? :X

Yesterday was lamenting about no prospects of finding a boyfriend with my fellow Social Work Major friends.. I'm not desperate okay. I'm just thinking about my future. And my mum mentioned something like.. my future boyfriend should have 上进心.. i was thinking, if he doesnt have that, I might not even find him attractive anyway. bahh..

So boys, want look for girlfriend come Social Work Department to find okay.. got tall, short, fat, thin, young, old, ugly, pretty, caring, fierce.. Whatever you can think of, our department will be able to provide la! (媒婆voice)

。。。

Weishang sent me an sms..

If you find yourself in a dark room,

red walls around you..

and blood comes from everywhere...!!!

dun panic! you are in my heart! =)

take care! smilez!

I replied that it's a very sweet message.. and furiously forwarded to those whom I CARE.

Julia: Eee..why so morbid one?! Gave me the creeps. Ahh. I don't want to be physically trapped in cindy's heart! haa.

What! Stuck in side my heart no good meh? Other people want to get stuck inside also cannot okay!

。。。

Met a few cute guys in school. Not cute in the handsome sense but really cute people..

There's this China guy from lab.. think he's a lab assistant or something like that. Me and Jane had queries about the lab thingy and asked him.. He put his hand on his chin.. touched it.. and said "hmmm.." and "wait. I check the answer.." and grinned at us sheepishly. I mean, it was such a cute action! (ok. can sense that you all don't understand)

Yesterday, we had a lecture on Malay Culture.. the one who lectured was a director of an FSC. And he was very humorous.. stating that presents should be kept $imple.. and a queer part was that our fellow SW mate commented on something.. and he reacted with a short and quick "how interesting." and went on with the lecture.. A little abrupt.. got me in a mini shock. gee. but I still enjoyed the lecture very much.

And as usual Cindy, I go around telling people how cute these guys are.

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一朵鲜花插在牛粪上。。 当你无法给她承诺时，就放她走。。 括许这样你们都会快乐一点。。

okay.. bo liao (no more in hokkien).. got no more ideas to share liao. Go sleep people or you'll look like me.. Panda.

Gosh! Julia! Your blog link can be found in Google leh! Am i kuku or what??

Interesting and, I think, are accurate!

Your Inner Child Is Sad

You're a very sensitive soul. You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have. Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone. You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time.

How Is Your Inner Child?

What Your Underwear Says About You

Your underwear is probably really, really old. You're comfortable in your own skin - and don't care to impress anyone.

The Underwear Oracle

*gasp*How you know my underwear is old?!

You are Agonistic

You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care. For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine. You rather focus on what you can control - your own life. And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you.

What's Your Religious Philosophy?

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Cheese Pizza

Traditional and comforting. You focus on living a quality life. You're not easily impressed with novelty. Yet, you easily impress others.

What's Your Pizza Personality?

Still coughing away... :(

Been studying at home because I don't want to disturb people with my continous cough.. The very very obvious culprit of my sickness should be the huge amount of pasteries I ate for the Delifrance Breakfast Buffet.. I almost had a fever, minor body aches (both lasted for only one day) and a damn bad sorethroat.. could'nt talk for like two days? And then continuos cough from wednesday till today.. And have to run to the toilet continously to pui the phlegm and to do small business because I keep drinking water.. a very terrible process.. haiz.

Yesterday I was interviewed by my dear Jempok2 with regards to "Ethnicity and Blogging".. I did'nt realise the possibility of enhancing my ethnicity by blogging until she asked me some questions.. I might be typing in Chinese sometimes but it's really minimal la (as compared to sharon and julia's blog).. So I don't think it's a big deal. Usually it's been strongly encouraged that we keep our cultural roots, but actually I don't emphasis that in my life. 如果有心，就会做咯！As i could not find English words to describe my feelings now, hehe, i used Chinese. :P

OH! i wanted to share some stuff which I read from my readings for SW2105!

In order to avoid something, you have to know what it is you are avoiding, and keep your attention on it. You have to think of it to know what not to think of, just as you have to keep an object in view to avoid bumping into it. Whatever you resist, persists. (O' Connor J.)

which is, quite true.

I am afraid to tell you who I am, because, if I tell you who I am, you may not like who I am, and it's all that I have. (John Powell)

Das ist alles fuer heute! Ich muss jetzt studieren!!

The 'excitation' arts students have over science labcoats..

Before : Two nerds in a toilet. (that's me and jane)

After : Don't we look like psychos?




















This is a 24 hour hotline. So if you happen to get stuck in the toilet bowl or got locked in the toilet, you can call this number.

This reflects me to a certain extent..

Cb major - life is full of complecations,
commitments and organisation. You love to make
sure everything is just perfect, but sometimes
this can cause you to fall over your own feet.
A slightly unsociable key: why Cb major when
you could be the identical Bmajor? It has less
accidentals.


what key signature are you?
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Is the word 'complecations' above a typo? Is it supposed to be 'complications??

What a POSITIVE post on my birthday.. duh.

Haiz.. dunno how many times have I complained about this.. But I'm going to complain again. I'm going to be excused because I'm growing older. Respect me.. : P

I thought I'm going to eat lunch alone again until my tutorial mate (whose friend could not make it for lunch) commented that she had no one to eat lunch with. As I feel sort of comfortable with her, I went ahead to have lunch with her. It was really a pleasant time to have a peaceful lunch with someone whom I feel comfortable to hang around with. Awkward pauses? Nevermind. At least she doesnt shoot me inappropriately.

Talking about being comfortable, I find myself very uncomfortable with a lot of people. And to think that my major requires me to be extroverted. I am extroverted before I come to University. Now I 封闭 myself because I don't really like the people around me?? And people can easily misinterpret your actions. Of course I don't feel like defending myself once I know that the friendship is not going to last anyway.

Really, I don't care. I don't care about eating cold and salty pasta salad in ulu kuku AS4.. Anyone is welcomed to look for me when you have no lunch-mates! :)

平平淡淡的生日。。

Cut E-Card from Chelsia

After I mentioned that I want earrings, i received THREE pairs of earrings. gosh. Wahahahaha.. Weishang... the bag that is used to put the earrings looks quite princess-y.. keke. I like!

Birthday was okay lor.. I dun feel exactly happy or excited. Is something wrong with me?? :X

Must be because Julia never buy cake for me.. hmm.... :P

Little Birthday Gathering..

Just a short post cos I got no pictures to illustrate what happened today.

Spend the afternoon with Julia, Sharon and Ellen at Essential Brew.. tried the Blackened Dory which I insisted that it is chao-tah and Sharon insisted that it's 'blackened' because of some spices... hehehe.. ok la. U WIN.

Anyway, I like the Blackened Dory.. though Sharon said it's a lil too salty.

We ordered set lunches and had our own choice of tea. We decided to order different kinds of tea so that we can try them out. Well.. not all of them taste nice.. not to my surprise.. hahaha.. and Sharon's gonna have a phobia for Lavender for the next dunno-how-many days.. Ellen's one is dilued Ribena.. Julia's is diluted Milk Tea.. while mine is plain water with a slight Rosy scent. Mine should be the best one.

I recomended Sharon the Vanilla Obsession but Sharon like didn't think high of it.. haha.. Nevermind. I like can liao. :P

Well.. presents part.. I was quite okay la.. Actually, I find myself to be a more 'realistic' person. So realistic stuff would do.. But the effort shopping for the present.. hmm.. okay la. I forgive you all.

Well.. sorry if I looked dead just now cos I'm sick la. Hope you all understand k..

Pictures later!

Oh, received a wallet from Xinyi.. hmm.. maybe treat her to something in the holidays.. :)

I feel..

S. I. C. K. now..

The IMH visit was very enriching and I've learn quite a bit. The only bad thing is that I have to talk with a sorethroat and act as if it's okay.. smile to the 'clients' and was holding onto my throat when they left.. DAMN THROAT! get well soon la! My birthday coming leh.. dun bully me leh!

Anyway, i bought stuff today again! A white top which is only $8! prefect for my skirts! yeah~! Oh did I mention I bought a pink office wear top a few days ago.. wow, i do love myself.. erm.. shd control le la.. cos next few days gonna spend more.. :P

Damn you stupid throat!

http://www.daserste.de/checkeins/games/meinekleinewelt/kleinewelt_main_06.swf

Thanks Yujie.

FLOWER FRUITS SHINE LIP TIP from Yujie.. :)

"Glittering Shine Pearl, Bewitching Lips with the Scent of Sweet Fruits ~ "

The glittering, mysterious shine pearl adds a rich sense of color and dimension to your lips. This auto-type liquid lip gloss makes your lips look moist and voluptuous.The vegetable oil and vitamin substances in the lip gloss protect the lips from the harmful exterior environments, and the collagen helps to maintain the luster of the lips for a long period of time. The lip gloss also contains natural macademia nut oil; it is softly applied onto the lips, maintaining luster and vitality on your lips while making them appear light, clear, and transparent. The vitamin E conductors provide an abundant amount of moisture and nutrients to your lips, maintaining the moisture in the lips for a long time so that they are kept lively and elastic.* Color : Peach Orange (Rich, Sweet Peach Scent & Fresh Orange-tinted Beige)

Wah li eh...Machiam very good liddat. Okay people.. look out for my lips. If it's not improving then DON'T buy la. okay? gee.

Wanna know more about Missha?

Anyway, we ate Delifrance Breakfast Buffet just now. It's such a..... er-hem. How should I say this?? Oh well, they offer pasteries only and in order to make the money worth it, we ate until we feel like puking. Clear enough eh? erm... so.. if you got TOO MUCH money and you don't know what to do with them, go and eat. In essence, I grumbled very much about the lack of watery and buttery scrambled eggs and I'm indeed very disappointed. I hope they include a big tray of scramble eggs next time.

But who am I to influence their menu.. hmm.....

Oh, I like the letter you wrote, Yujie. quite touching and I find it quite cute that we keep mentioning the same thing in our letters to each other.. "Very happy to go swimming with you.." GEE. Anyway, it's true what. *giggled*

Stupid Yujie... influenced me to buy wedges.. But I don't know whats wrong with me these days. I've got the feeling to be feminine. Well.. this feeling only occurs occasionally.. Not daily.. That's why I still dress like some kuku when I go to school. Anyway, we bought similar pairs of wedges.. just different size. My foot is actually twice as big as hers. Gosh. Oh oh. the offer is outside CCK Lot 1.. go there and see if you want any heels!

Think it's just me trying to make myself happy.. like spend money on myself to make myself happy? I don't know.

Recently had a few outbreaks and my asthetician was asking me what I've been doing for the past two weeks.. Mayyyybeeee.. it's because of my mood last week? But I'm better now! BETTER SKIN!! COME TO ME~!

Well.. to digress a little.. Do you all feel any difference in my blogging style these days? I'm trying my best not to use any short forms!! Yeah.. got notice got notice??
(okay. I knew it. You all never notice one. Go and die la.)

So touching~!!!

Dang Ou wants to stay in Guan Mei Yu Chun.. all because of Tianyu. And he doesnt mind all other stuff. But.. well...

Gosh. Think this is my favourite drama this year!! I LOVE IT! :D

王子变青蛙

I'm quite happy that so far the 预告 shows that the two of them are STILL together. Yeah!

Even though the ending is rather predictable, I still love watching it because humour was actually injected in the drama not like some other shows which are so damn boring. And oh, I love it la. hehe.

Today I went to school damn damn early to CHOP a carrel and went on to Mac for my Big Breakfast alone. It was quite nice to be alone.. A pity Mac was filled with people immediately after I went in. Studied for six hours with a short 10minutes nap. But in the evening, my brain cant seem to work very well.. Progress was slow. urgh.

Oh no, mundane mundane.. Urgh..

Isnt this frog adorable?? well.. he's a lil kiam pa at first look la.. haha.. but he's sort of the lead for my fav show now.. The show is very typical idol show but i guarantee you it's damn funny. hmm.. add the main link of the show here when im free..

Important Announcement..

因为本小姐的生日要到了，我准备了一系列的节目准备让自己过一个很开心的生日！

首先，我会跟余洁去 Delifrance 大吃特吃 buffet 早餐！：）

接下来，我即将要跟惠美（不知道她的名是不是这样写的）去看一场德语电影 Kebab Connection! 而且我们也会去找 Wursts 来吃！

这个星期六，我也会去参加一个CDC 演讲会。。 听说是一个很难得的机会。。也可能会对我社会学的课程有所帮助。。所以，我还蛮期待的。。

下个星期二我会跟初院的朋友例如秀情(?) 去 Essential Brew。。。而星期六我也打算去买，我想了很久，想要拥有的东西。。 照相机！！

好了。不是很精彩。。 哈哈！我真白痴！我只希望我的华语不要越来越烂。。 :P

Phew! So not easy to type in Chinese. Felt as if it's a foreign language.. NO GOOD, NO GOOD!
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Well, it's jus busy weeks ahead and I'm going BONKERS planning my schedule.

Dear Comrades of NUS..

I'm truly sorry if i scared all of you jus now. I knew I look like a ghost on the lose..


*fades away again*

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Urgh. My energy level was like dwindling and dwindling.. I cannot stand it anymore!!! i must sleep earlier today! urgh!! pretty skin! Surprisingly for the first time, General Biology lecture was interesting. I cannot remember all the details but i UNDERSTOOD EVERYTHING!

Ha! Ha! Ha!

Well.. had a lab session looking at flies.. very interesting cos the flies were not dead. They are anaesthetised (Not sure if i got the spelling correct. Well, I don't even bother to check.) That means 麻醉 I think. And oh well, they machiam fainted liddat la.. But I could clearly see them.. under the microscope.. THEY'RE WRIGGLING! who would'nt feel queasy after looking at their wrigglings? The first fly I looked at was quite okay. For the 2nd one and the 3rd one, the image was damn BIG and i got a shock la. (Only Jane can understand what I mean when I say this)

Well, we finally took some pictures with our (disposable) labcoats on.. without people around of course. Share the fotos when I get them! :D

Standing back on my feet again. Most of the 功劳 goes to my dear..

Nobody understands me the way you do.. thanks. What more can i ask for?

Hmmm... Auntie Julia's cooking something.. i smell something fishy.. but well, how fishy can my JC mates be? I know you all lor. We used to plan to buy presents together for girls okay. haa! I was thinking the birthday ticker thingy must have given them some sort of pressure.. and i cld sense that my dear grace wanna do sth too.. Or did i misinterpret again? :X

Hmm... i rushed all the way.. ran the steep slopes of NUS.. panting like a.. monster.. ran like an elephant.. jus to find out my test was cancelled. What the..

2104 lecture got no more John Ang le! But i like Ong Teck Hong. He's so cute can. No wonder he got married. Nah, immature guys learn from him. He's got good humour.. tho not very handsome but very mature.

Tomorrow's gonna be a long long long day!!! *fades away*

Making use of the drawing thingy in msn. i like this function! So damn cute.. Oh well, and i made use of the window with Julia. :X Was listening to Tom Albrecht's song and this phrase keep 'playing in my head'.. Stimes when i listen to "Dass Du Lebst", it's as if telling me that i'm worth the while in this world. I love that song.

I am contradicting my new Blog Name.

And i still said i can be your rubbish bin.. More like you are my rubbish bin, dear..

Movie Gian-ness..

Alamak. Julia. who did u watch the movie Corpse Bride with? i think i'm very gian now.. since you talked about it.. haha.. *rub hands together*

Who wants to watch with me?

(provided it's weekday cos its cheaper and of course evening cos i got classes in the day. duh.)

Saturday's bad. I'm damn distracted with erm... haha. internet. Today quite okay but not progressing very well with my SW2104 textbook.. not as good as friday. 加油! :)

Everybody 加油!!

After repeated attempts of searching for some pictures of this show.. FINALLY found one. urgh. the song which is playing now is the ending song of the song. i think its not bad.. enjoy! :)

New birthday wish.

Happiness on my birthday. I hope i'll be very happy on that day. And try not to cry and even tear for the rest of the year. Even if nobody wish me happy birthday, even if nobody loves me, i know i love myself.

Okay.. i try to translate a bit here and there..

The following is a poem constructed by my German Tutorial Class.

Als ich Abitur machte,
als mein kleiner Bruder lachte,
als mein Vater weinte,

(below is constructed by my class liao)

als Frau Lim eine Affäre verneinte,
als Kelvin einen Fußballverein aufbaute,
als meine Opa andere Frauen anschaute,
(when my grandfather looks at other women)

als meine Mutter den Tratsch hörte,
als niemand mich störte,
als meine Frau für uns ein Hotelzimmer buchte,

als Claudia Schiffer mich suchte,
als ich auf dem Boden rollte,
als sie mehr Kinder wollte,

als Deen ein schönes Mädchen malte,
als ein Mann die neue Kleidung seiner Frau bezahlte,
als die Jungervmählten im Bett frühstückten,

als nach dem Frühstück beide verunglückten,
als der Mann eine andere Frau liebte,
(when the man like another woman)
als seine Frau am Ende siegte,

weil die Geliebte nach seinem Kontostand fragte,
und weil er seiner Frau endlich die Wahrheit sagte,
als die Frau um Mitternacht vor dem Spiegel einen Apfel schälte,
(when the wife skinned an apple infront of the mirror)

als man diese Geschichte erzählte,
(when this man explained this story)
und das Ehepaar noch lebte
und stets zusammen klebte,


schien die Sonne.

bah. lazy to translate. copy and paste la you. :P
keke.. we are so sexually deprived such that it reflects in our school work. :X

jus kidding la. :P

Wahahahaaaa... this is ssooooooo cute!! Learning body parts in german and putting the bodyparts together. Frau Niemann sure knows how to attract our attention. heh.

Ich möchte mehr schlafen und keine Tests!

Notice a NEW LINK at the right hand side? that's for those who dunno german... keke.

All you have to do is to copy what i typed and paste it there.. then press "free translation".. You get a rough idea of what the hell i am talking about. Anyway, the previous post is damn easy german. If (as a level 3 student) i cant even construct that kind of sentences, the past one year of german will be damn wasted. So that's actually very basic. :)

(dun try to conclude im haolian hor. i dun haolian one cos im just a stupid arts student who falls asleep in biology lecture.)

Anyway, today's damn shagged. Never felt so dead this Semester. Tomorrow's my German Semester Test! And next Tuesday having another test which requires loads of readings.. 死了啦！Not going to blog so often these days cos i think all i'll blog about is how i lack sleep and how tests sucks. Xp

Die Deutsch Unterricht fuer heute..

Meine Deutsch Lehrerin sagte, wir muessen in unsere Deutsch Unterricht mehr Deutsch sprechen.. Fuer mich, es ist sehr wichtig, weil die Teilnahme in Klasse in unserem CA um 50% macht!! :P

Fuer dieses Semester, ich bin ein bisschen still (ich weiß nicht warum!) in die Klasse und.. URGH!! ich bin sehr überrascht!! XP ich bin tot.

ich kann nicht weitere Deutsch schreiben.. es braucht viel Energie! *müde*

zu viel zu lesen..


zu viel zu machen..


zu viel zu denken..


Bin ich nutzlos?

寻找。。。

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!

原来我们有这么多的共同点！希望有一天能跟你见面！:)

(Saturday) Lia's 21st Birthday Celebration :)

Keke.. It was a rather 温馨 party.. all of her relatives came.. and wow! my family dun seem to be that big.. quite envious of them.. and Julia's busy entertaining too.. too many people liao.. haha.. take pictures also must queue up.. haha.. but NEVERMIND! you're the lead today! haha. :D

Anyway, your bro is a bit like my bro.. i guess brothers all like to act cool.. "You have stapler?" i still remembered wat he said jus now.. he's rather charismatic-looking. i dunno how to describe la. :P sure got a lot of girls oogle him in school eh? haha.. too bad he's younger than me.

Anyway, i think a lot of Julia's frends love to make fun of her.. Or is it only me??
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the Orh-ni.. not warm enough! haha!! :P

Oh actually i only wanted to ask you if it's warm cos peiqi seems quite sick and she wants warm stuff. so i jus wanna check it out.. Our paranoid Julia then scrambles to the Orh-ni and gave tt typical "gosh!" look.. "Orh ni not hot enough meh?" I miss those JC days when i make fun of you..

Actually i miss all of you.. sighz.

I realise actually most of my close frends read my blog. sometimes it's a gd way for me to channel my thoughts bah. And it's a great feeling to know tt people actually bother to read ur blog. and of course leave comments. but must depend on the person leaving the comment. he/she must be welcomed and the comment must be appropriate. If not, sorry ah. My first reaction is to delete and replace it wif a smiling face.

Messages to the my darlings..

Peiqi! take care!! Drink loads of water and dun stress yourself! Oh and cover yourself with a thick blanket today! :)

Weishang! We go eat sushi as our own birthday celebration k!! hahaa!!! *licks lips*

Sharon! thanks for lending me your cam but.. OWE FOTOS RETURN FOTOS!

Julia! Happy Birthday and hope your birthday wish will come true!

And to all sushi-buffet kahkis,

WE MUST EAT OUR SUSHI BUFFET IN THE COMING HOLS!

now you know why i grow fat easily. heh.

The impressive cake for the girl.. erm.. lady.. or woman.. wadever.

The Cheots have a whole collection of Mac's toys.. this is only a small section, mind you!

DUNNO WHO SAID DUN WAN TO EAT ONE? WHO AH??

Us.. i label us as "JC frends".

The one in leopard-print tee is the coordinator for taking pictures.. haha.

Birthday girl cuts BIG bday cake!!

Weishang: The cake is okay la.. but the Orh -ni not warm enough.
*shakes head in disapproval*



(jus kidding)

Getting high.

The Orh-ni and the Spicy Sotong! Nice!! :D

Za men jia de Julia shi you du Hong Lou Meng de k!

Due to high demand (i think),

i have decided to post another picture of Ivan. (courtesy: ellen) Here's our scholar Ivan again with a make-believe fone and a pair of ultra cool shades. I am not sure of the location tho. tell me will ya? Rome??

In case, Ivan sees my blog...

Message to Ivan: Nah. Ellen send to me one hor. She said u are very happy that i posted your picture on my blog. And the 33/02 girls are quite ?excited? to hear sth about you so mayb u can leave a message here or send a mass mail or wad? i believe they will be happy to hear from you. Oh, might as well set up a blog. haa.

'Party' Later~ *skip about*

Hee... i love the ability to take SCREEN SHOTS!! heee.. feel like a mountain turtle. :X

See Jang Dong Gun at the back?? so 帅! :D

(click to enlarge)

Gosh. i just realised i can take screen shots. duh...

anyway, look! i conversed like 30 plus german lines with Jane!! yea! :D

Friendships...

Hmm.. got to 'recover' a frend recently.. We've known each other since Primary One? But we've never been best of frends.. which is so surprising.. mayb frends who are not BEST frends will hav higher possibilities of keeping in touch? i dunno.

Some frends.. when you thought of them, you didnt even bother to try to talk to them. The sight of them just irks you and you just dun wanna even say hi but because you dun wanna be criticised as dao, you just said a very 敷衍 hi.

Anyway, back to the amazing long frendship i have with this cute frend.. She's MELISA!!! MELISA TAN MEIJIN! keke.. she looks very cute when she's in primary sch! i looked like a complete idiot then. No wonder my childhood lover dont like me. haha.

I was complaining (again) and she smsed me back saying "You still have us."

Aye. When someone's feeling depressed, that's the best line one can ever hear.

So i wondered how come we din become best frends. i guess even tho we din became best of frends, we have that kind of feel in between us. an amazing link. not sure how exactly to say but i'm very touched. thanks melisa medussa! :D

Yesterday i was so angry over a frend that i wrote this in my notepad..

"Grrrrrrrr. Now i know why we're not close frends cos you talk without using your brain. You and your khakis. i forever cannot understand you all. i am so sorry that we cannot be the best of frends cos i feel that we do not understand each other well enough and i cannot stand you and your attitude. Back off and stop bothering me."

It's such a wonder how some ppl can make me so angry.

And oh i'm angry over some lil things again. Tho reasons are given, i believe that those reasons are not substantial and that's why i'm unhappy. I'm a difficult to please girl. My future boyfrend will be so sway. :(


Anyway, who cares about guys?!

Find this a lil cute..gee.

Der Wolf zu Rotkäppchen: Ich habe große Ohren, damit ich dich besser hören kann, große Augen, damit ich dich besser sehen kann und einen großen Mund, damit ich dich fressen kann!

(The Wolf to Little Red Ridinghood: I have big ears so that I can hear you better, big eyes so that I can see you better and a big mouth so that I can eat you!)

Boy am i excited!

hehe... not telling you what happened. heeee...

Doesnt he look like a father here?

This is Ivan..and a cute lil kid from Italy i think. Oh. Ivan is a hongkong scholar from my JC class.. super good at studies and now is exceling like... a rocket? haha..

StairwayS to Heaven..

Original version of Stairway to Heaven..

Che Cheng Jun: Actually I dont mind if you're not Han Jing Shu...

Han Jing Shu: (watery eyes.. keep looking at Che Cheng Jun)
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Che Cheng Jun and Han Jing Shu are still looking at each other with watery eyes.

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Cindy's version of Stairway to Heaven..

Che Cheng Jun: Actually I dont mind if you're not Han Jing Shu...

Han Jing Shu: Go and die la. I'm your Han Jing Shu. (grabs the love necklace and thrusts it at Che Cheng Jun) See! This is the stupid necklace you gave me before you left for Britain.. REMEMBER REMEMBER??

Che Cheng Jun: Oh! So you're Han Jing Shu?!

Han Jing Shu:Ah per then. Then why i look at you and my tears just drop? Stupid dumb dumb. Your childhood lover leh! How dare you still call me Jin Zhi Xiu..

Che Cheng Jun: Ok. Then lets get married before Youli stares at you with her big eyes.

Han Jing Shu: Yea.

I'm one of those..

girls who complain about boring korean drama storyline but love to watch them. heh.

These shows allow people to dream.. dream about their 白马王子 white horse prince.. and how he sacrifice.. cried.. did all those wonderful things just for his girl or rather, the girl he loves. Dont tell me u dun like to watch it lor girls. haha..

Well. You can say that i'm a naive girl. But i have dreams. Do you have any?



ok la..stupid dreams. haa..

*rushs off to watch more dramas*

I'm okay for now.. :)

Studying at home is quite okay today.. jus that there's occasional complaints from my mum.. need to go work later.. Peiqi is right. Once you get the momentum it's quite easy to continue.. er.. though i read like a snail jus now, at least i did sth.. and i read faster for my next readg.. :D

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My German teacher Frau Niemann replied my mail with only two words.
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cool.

How can my blog be so colourless for the last week. tsk tsk. Let's share some pictures which i originally wanted to share but got no time to post. haa. Guess wad guess wad. BERLIN WALL.. in germany, where one of my major interest is..

Children trying to have a share of the Berlin Wall.. bah. i wanted to talk more but my history words and facts just cant come out. wait! jus wait for me, next sem, you'll see a diff Cindy! :D

East Germany soldiers are on the wall to make sure nothing happens.. For more pictures, go surf ard this webby.. i forgot where exactly i got the fotos from le.. haa. aging. :P http://www.remote.org/frederik/culture/berlin/

What i wished for my birthday..

I already spent SO MUCH this year and yet i still wanna 宠 myself more.. hahaha.

1. Digital Camera

I want it since University Year One? and i wanted to get it before the end of this sem so i dont have to ask people to bring camera and ask her to take a foto of me (and of course of other people) and send it to me. like so disgusting ryte? And i wanna take a picture with my German lecturer and let u all see how 有性格 she is! And my sweet German tutorial teacher! :D

2. Maybbbeeee.... a Boyfriend?

After 20 years of (i felt as if it is) widow-ism, i hope to find some interesting opposite sex person to really care about me. Sounds desperate but wah liew. cant i have a life? dont tell me i have to stay single all my life. i wanna get attached at least once. If not, then might as well be a nun. Well, i cant be a nun cos i love to eat fish. I cant eat vege all my life. too boring. heh.

3. A trip with my mum

Mum's been very tired. I've been very sian about life.. need to have a trip to rejuvenate our lives.

4. Family Dinner

Be it 翡翠拉面小龙包 or Pizza Hut or 楼下的煮炒, as long as the whole family is together, i'm happy already. No presents also okay. :)

5. Pass through NUS life quickly and successfully

For me, Uni life is sort of a torture. Dont go on and rant that a student's life is the best time of his/her life. U'RE OH SO WRONG. Student life is over after u graduate from JC. Uni is a sucky institution. *pouts*

hmm.. right now.. no more needs la.. i'm quite a satisfied girl as for now.

Have a happy break, NUS nerds! ;P

It's so creepy!

It's the start of our term break and guess what. I came to school so as to concentrate better in my work.. and i saw a lot of people streaming into school.. even though it's raining.. scary..

Well.. i keep dozing off as i din sleep enough last night again.. dunno when the hell i can finish all my assignments and catch up with all my readgs... *yawns*

What's the point...

of getting together when in the end, you two will break up anyway.

haa! this just shows how insecure i am. :X

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The NUS system and the General Biology assignment is drivin me mad. URGH~!!!

Have u all ever met someone whom u really hate to talk to but have no choice but to talk to? And have u all met someone who likes to say how wrong you are in certain things? I've met them all. disgusting.

Some people are alive simply because it's illegal to kill them.

*roars*

In school TRYING to mug.. :X

I was confessing to my mum about new directions of my studying path. And she din really commented... When faced with my questions "Why u don't have comments?", I could easily answer myself with " 书是你自己读的。 你要读什么，随便你。。。”

She said it's really up to me.. And she cant possibly ask me to major something which she thinks is 有前途的 but i don't like. Well.. i think that's good in a way cos i have one junior who's giap by her parents and her own choice.. which i find quite stupid..

Her parents want her to major Econs.. i was thinking if i were her i would tell my parents.. "You wan Econs isit? U go NUS and study yourself then. Get your degree and you'll be happy and 有前途.. great idea eh?" heh heh...

Well, i know that no matter wad choice i make, my mum's always with me.. :D

People are starting to mug liao..

I'm so tired!! And i have some queries about the teaching career.. The stupid MOE hotline doesnt help at all. i shall charge down to the MOE building later!

Heh heh.. the comments make me smile after such a tiring day. Thanks.

Hmm.. i think University le.. you wont be looking for a kind of friendship whh you'll find during school days.. so ya.. i din have high expectations anyway. :)

Highlights of Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday...

SHIT. am i supposed to type all over again? STUPID BLOGGER SCREWED ME UP. *throw hands into air* why did you choose to bully me when i'm in a bad mood?!

ok... since it's the second time i'm typing this i might sound bored in certain parts so bear with me..

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Monday. I got molested in Faculty of Science.

Neh. no la.. no ah pehs are blind enough to molest me. Jane was walking behind me.. and she tripped over a thingy.. and in desperation, pulled my tanktop.. and i felt as if my tanktop got ripped off. scary.

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Tuesday. Happily studying in the library.. and the stupid fire alarm rang.. i recalled that Ms Sudhar Nair said she smelled sth.. but we were all like "got meh?" ANd in the library i was thinking perhaps it's a real fire.. cos ppl scrambled quickly out of the library.

Chey. No fire la. Only firedrill.

Anyway, it wouldnt be nice for NUS to be burnt down. Because it'll serve as a good reason for them to increase our tuition fees or reconstruction.. or for them to raise funds and suck all the hell out of poor students who climb hills everyday... and work part-time to earn peanuts or teach tuition and vomit blood in the process.

But if it got burnt down after i graduate.............

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Today I had lunch with my newly-made Major frends. They sort of commented indirectly that I was laughing excessively. But i was only responding to what they're saying. I linked them to my own personal experience.. and ya. i find something funny and i laughed..

guess it's either i'm a problematic girl. OR we dont have effective interpersonal communication skills. For me, i couldnt understand how i endured the one hour of lunch break with them. And my reward of hanging out with them was a canteen smell for the rest of the day. i was so yucky-smelling.. i think i wld be better off to eat sandwiches alone cos

when you're alone, you dont have to judge people and let yourself to be judged.

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The only 'happy' thing today is the hunt for Julia Aunty's present..

It's a great challenge cos Sharon's fickle-minded. Ningjia's not there to help cos she's par-tor-ing.. and me? i got weird ideas. The most important thing is that she likes the present. I hope she likes cos i sort of came up with the idea.. ：D 听清楚了。。it's MY IDEA!!

i'm more of the practical and sweet type..

Well, we exceeded our budget too so the way to compensate is to not eat breakfast and lunch on that day and go Julia's house for a feast..and finish all their food.


just joking Julia, we'll leave some vege for u. keke. :P

Getting into another round of sighing.

Don't blame me for being fickle-minded about choosing my major.

WHY?

Can u understand the pain of majoring something and yet doubting if you are really interested in it?

Can you understand the dilemma between the need to earn money and the need to pursue your interests?

Can you understand the fear of majoring a subject you love and end up hating it?

Can you understand someone who has never done anything magnificent enough and is trying hard to do so?

Can you understand how lost i felt?

If you cant then don't comment. Because I'll only learn that you are not empathetic at all.

Nevermind. What for posing so much questions when all people know what to do and you don't? You only feel stupid at the end of the day.

My AmbitionSssssssss....

1. Be an Inspiring History Teacher

2. Be a FSC Social Worker

3. Be a School Social Worker

4. Be a Nice but not Materialistic Air-Stewardess

5. Be a German Teacher

6. Be a Piano Teacher

(排名不分先后）

hmm.. so far that's all la.

A lot of people (like me) couldnt really decide what they want to be in the future.. but my chat with Jane sort of 'attracted' me to try out air-stewardess (my long time ambition cos i like to travel and would really really want to go to every corners of the world) before going into teaching or wad..

But perhaps after years of air-steward-ing, my brain would most prob forget abt all the things i studied.. HOW TO TEACH OR BE A SOCIAL WORKER?? well.. then mayb i shd be a german teacher cos i might get to practise it while i'm serving germans.. hmmm....

feels great to be a young person dreamin abt her dreams. :)

Damn am i disgusted.

*爆炸*

My friends should really appreciate that i'm a straightforward person. Well, i'm not one who speaks without using my brain but at least i don't cheat people. i don't act as if i like someone when i REALLY dun like him/her. This can really get so irritating sometimes when i encounter people who act like that. It just makes me feel like puking and only helps to increase my mistrust of them.

If you don't like me, just say it. Dont go around and say i have a bad temper... i dont change my bad habits... i have a bad personality.

YES. i dont have a good personality. SO WHAT? at least i dont go around faking. faking that i'm a 淑女.. faking that i'm very feminine.. faking that i'm clever. I'm who i am on the surface.. i cant hide. perhaps that's why people dun dare to come near me. I look fierce. But what's all those 'fierce' about? i believe it's my way of defending myself.

And my temper, if you cant bear it then just back off. Stop being good to me cos it'll only make me waste my brain juice to think if u're truthful towards me.
I'm disgusted.

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Today, had lab session for General Biology in Science.. urgh. i pity the science girls.. When they have lab sessions, they have to wear cover-toe shoes. URGH! today i actually plan to go to school to bia my german homework. I was happily on Bus 189.. on the way to school.. reading the instructions of the lab session.. and i suddenly scream in horror (in my heart la of course).. I HAVE TO WEAR COVER TOE SHOES?!?! i looked down at myself.. GOSH!! (i'm wearing slippers.. and 3/4 pants.. when the instructions say something like 'cover your legs' or something along those lines. shit shit shit.

i went all the way back home to change.. and ya. din manage to do what i set out to do. *frowns*

It has been years since i step into a laboratory.. lemme count.. 2 and a half years? I was unfamiliar with everything but the Indian TA was very nice.. keke.. helping me to adjust the stupid microscope.. and it's quite fun la.. but have to wear a stupid blue disposable lab coat. which is itchy (cos it's made of paper) and warm.. I plan to take a picture with jane.. wearing the lab coat.. but the only venue available should be the toilet.. cos if you wear the stupid blue disposable paper coat outdoors, i believe you will be sent to IMH immediately. HEh heH..

Damn hot day la. and i'm wrapped up in jeans.

Went to Tengwen's room at Raffles Hall.. his room was rather empty.. if i were him, i would decorate more.. personalise it more.. empty until like very lonely... and poor thing.. but quite neat la.. considering that he's a guy. I saw his portrait drawn in France. woah.. it was damn good can? *eyes bulge out*

Look through the fotos he took.. he only has three or four oscar's fotos!! :(

OSCAR!!! ich habe dich vermissen!!!





okok. back to my homework. :X

My fav german singer, Tom Albrecht.

Him and one of his fans. :D dun ask me why i like him. i jus do!

And my fav song from his album is the song whh is playing now. enjoy!

*hoot*

When KDrama Downloader Queen touched my laptop, the program immediately 乖乖 download the korean drama.. *magic* and now it's proceeding faster than ever.. oei! u're supposed to listen to me leh! what's so great abt Aunty Elayne? okok.. shall not say bad things abt aunty elayne or u'll throw ur tantrum everywhere again.

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urgh. i'm so bloody tired.. ich bin sehr müde. Ich glaube, ich habe nicht genug geschlafen. Letzte Nacht schlafte ich um 1:00 Uhr weil ich meine Deutsch Hausaufgabe nicht fertig gemacht habe. Ich bemühe mich meine Deutsch gut lernen weil ich Deutschland noch einmal fahren muss. MUSS.. weil ich meine Gastfamilie noch einmal treffen muss.. weil ich haben sie vermissen. :)

i think this is a good place where i can practice writing german.. well.. if u wanna noe wad the hell i'm talking about.. you can go www.freetranslation.com.. copy and paste the whole chunk and translate. simple as that. *snaps finger*

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i hope there's some company or whatever organisation who's willing to provide me for some sort of immersion or exchange thingy.. lemme go to other ctries.. and have an experience of a lifetime. i dun mind any contract.. i jus wanna experience new stuff.. u can say i'm curious and stupid but hmm.. at least this is one of my most recent dream. Who doesnt have dreams?

Today i finally know why ppl go ga-ga over the Milo van.. the Milo the Milo van provide is very thick and smooth.. different from wad we make at home.. and even those sold in either Macdonald's or any Kopitiam.. keke. got chance must try out!! :D

Went swimming with Yujie. keke. got her to take a picture of us.. :D will force her to send to me.



heh. heh. heh.

Who doesnt have Dreams??

Today was quite a fun or rather enriching day..

Firstly, i had my SW2104 lecture... my lecturer is a very cute man!! i like him!! :D He was trying to explain to us that we should get married and have children when we are young.. And then he said.. when woman's egg becomes century egg, its quality wouldnt be that good le. that line came suddenly and all of us exploded.

he's damn cute can?!

Then had my SW2105 tutorial.. as usual, we jus talk and evaluate what we talked about.. we were supposed to talk abt our dreams.. hah! it's so fun.. me and my grp mates talked abt our dreams happily.. saying that we wanna get married before 30... it's jus so fun to talk with girls.. hmm.. and my grp mates this week are nice ppl... hehe.

i jus dun really feel comfortable with some ppl.. but luckily my SW2104 grp mates are quite nice ppl.. got to know quite a lot of nice ppl..

Then i went to the stupid library to photocopy readings for TWO WHOLE HOURS! gosh.. my neck.. my back. bah!!! and headed to AS7 for my one hour of german vocab exercise.. i've decided to catch up on my german vocab.. must 向那个 charismatic guy 看齐! hee.

Oh! i watched "One More Chance" too! Jack Neo's lastest movie "三个好人".. it's not bad.. and it's rather meaningful.. the ending was a happy one.. but i really wonder if that will happen in real life.. if i were to be Apple Hong in the show, i would choose Ah Hong cos he is richer. heh.

A boring post of wad i did. looks like i'm back on my studying track. :)

The Birthday Girl

distributing cake..

Over the years, my dear frend has slimmed down so much and become so pretty liao.. she even has bf le! gosh. cindy's still ugly and single. :X

It was raining today and it's the best time to have steamboat!! but why everytime i eat steamboat i've to burn my mouth ah? urgh.

that's the cake, Grace's mum, sleepy me, grace, her bro and his gf.. his gf is so sweet sia.. haha.

i thought this was quite funny.. so i shall share..

My frend love her dog.. treat her as part of the family.. and she came up of an idea.. Her dog is called Nani.. and my frend's surname is 'kway'. In chinese, pronounced as 'guo'.. So...

her dog is called Guo Nani.

She claims that she'll put this name on her dog's grave in the future.. I thought it's rather funny.. but this woman (Nani, i mean) is less ferocious when compared to Chinese New Year.. She din bark at me.. instead, she looked at me with those watery 'i am lonely' eyes.. but occasionally hairy touches under the dining table really PERKS me up.

i hope they enjoyed my company.. :)

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I have ideas for present for those september babies le!! haha.. it's a SECRET! I'll reveal when all of their birthdays are over.. hehe.. 敬请期待! :D

my stupid brother's sniggering at my bday present for grace.. i cant think of any other good ideas la.. PARDON ME!! i'm just a poor girl lehz! hrmph. i wonder wad my bro buys for his gf when it's her bday......

anyway, it din turn out as i wanted it to! urgh! nvm.. it's the thought that matters ryte??

Anyway, retail therapy doesnt work for me. in the end i jus feel worse. i spent some amt of money buyin a hair thingy.. to straighten and curl my hair.. i hope i can make nice curls out of it!! yea!! i love curls!! and wad's best is it's temporary only.. jus that i need to spend some time to set it properly with wax or spray. i try la.

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I'm feeling better le.. thanks to peiqi and julia.. told julia the whole thought process.. dunno if she understood totally.. broke down in front of peiqi and yet she doesnt know wad happened to me.. haha! having frends do make the difference.. i realise i dun really always go to my best frend for every lil prob i hav.. so i think i have a few 'best frends' whom i feel comfortable to confide in.. thanks. and i hope next time if you all have (CHOY) any problem do come to me! i give u therapy! for free. heehee. (but next time if i become professional social worker, you must pay me. :X)

*can imagine julia throwin darts at me*

but i still feel that i'm a rather weak individual. tsk tsk.

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well.. lemme share an interesting extract from tan pan zhuan jia...

For the last case they were working on, when that peng sir was asking the man to look on the bright side, his lines touched me.

Each of us has our problems.
But we must not magnify them infinitely.
Dont make them block your vision and cloud your senses.

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I've added a thingy on the top of my blog.. did you all see? isnt it cute?? actually it's for couples to count down for anniversaries and holidays.. but as a blur person, i dunno when's my mid term breaks or wadsoever.. so i think it's more meaningful to count down to my birthday.. like that people will have no excuse not to wish me happy birthday. =p

by the way, today's (4th sept) my best frend's bday!!

Love you loads, Grace.. :)

Heartelt wishes for all the teachers out there. (including my bro who taught me Maths the year when i was takin my O levels)

I might not have gone back to all my ex-schools but i wont forget the wonderful teachers who helped me along this path.. moulded me into what i'm today.. thankyou so much.

i might not make it BIG in the future but i'll not let you all down.

Some pictures from Jialing finally! :D

Demure pose with milk maid behind us. aint us sweet looking?! heh!

I'M SURE I LOOK SWEETER THAN THE MILK MAID!
jus kidding.

Pirates wannabes..

Me at Koeln Fest.. with chocolate-coated grapes..

Peek-a-boo! :D