Wah.. we're like flying in the sky liddat.

My hand just kept pressing and pressing cos everything's so captivating..

NiCe HoRz?

Wah.. hanghai v developed ryte??

WaH~!

e DoNg FaNg MiNg ZhU again.. it's so pretty u jus wanna take more pictures of it..

like Fullerton hor?

this is the last hotel i lived in ShAnGhAi.. that is Kong Zi and his di zi..

i'M e BeSt~!

Today i din WoO-hOo la.. pretty sick of it.. ya noe.. that ger who aims to make love wif five guys died after having sex wif three guys.. i dunno the exact reason but i guess she's jus being too bad.. so today, i concentrated on their daily needs.. making sure they have good mood..

ANyway, i revised a lil German today.. had a lil headache cos i was refering to and fro and it's very tou tong one.. haiz..

i was a lil demoralised jus now.. haiz.. zhumei encouraged me a lil and i guess i need some self-reflection and boosting..

JiAyOu CiNdY kOh,U'rE e BeSt!!

P/S: i noe how to say happy christmas in German le! haaa...

WoO-hOo~

Today's basically another typical hols day.. was playing Sims 2.. ans found out that the Sims can MAKE LOVE?!?! and they call it.. 'woo-hoo'.. haha..

How come me got interested in this?? well.. i'm still a teenager.. haa.. curious la.. they wont show u how they do tt la.. tt'll be too.. hmm.. ANYWAY..

u shall choose relax on a double bed.. then ask a guy to join u.. and then cuddle.. and then make out and then BINGO! 'Woo-hoo' starts..

i was involved in this family whh has got two HuA cHi girls.. and their aim is either to get married or make out or jus woo-hoo wif five diff guys! OMG! okay..i had a v exciting day.. hahaa..

Anyway, u can try playing Sims 2 doing the things whh u wld nv ever do like having sex wif five guys la.. hahaa.. it's fun and it requires skills.. an now, the two sisters are like fan mu chen chou by me.. heh..

*cindy jumps wif joy* i love PiGLeT~!!

SsOoo CuTe~!!!!! *cindy shrieks*

And shao bu liao Sly slY de Sylvester..

MoRe abt Taufik! i'M so ProUd of My BlOg.. it's So CoLoUrFuL~!

OoO..

i found some pictures on the net..

PlAyiNg SiMs 2--> mY SeCoNdArY sCh DaYs FaV gAmE~!

WaHaHaHahA~!

i'm hooked to Sims 2 ~!

Originally, Xinyi wanted to play tog wif me but i find it too cumbersome cos we'll be passing the mouse ard and she'll definitely find my way of doing things wrong so i rejected but she kept sayin ''PLEASE... PLEASE..... PLEASE........"

So, i gave in and i'm so damn clever.. we ended up quarrelling.. well.. i'll make my own family cos i really prefer to play alone..

that xinyi huh.. she din wan to spend money on those household appliances whh the ppl inside e family yearn for and make lotsa noise for.. SO TROUBLESOME to play wif her.. therefore, i've got new entertaining outlet le~!!!

YEAH~!

WhY iS hE sO hAnDsOmE 2 mE?

I'm NEVER sick of him.. JaY~!!!

'Nuff of Fruit Juice.. one of my fav female singer.. can sing, can compose.. ICHIBAN~!

this looks nice too but din see in China lehz.

娃哈哈果汁--我喜欢~!

this drink fr 杭州娃哈哈集团有限公司 is damn nice~! u shd try the next time u go China!! e peach one damn nice.. :D

娃哈哈系列果汁，以巴西进口的上等天然水果原汁为主要原料，采用超高温瞬时灭菌（UHT）工艺，保留水果的营养成分和天然风味，富含β胡萝卜素、维生素C及多种矿物质等天然营养成分。娃哈哈10%果汁饮品现有鲜橙汁、水蜜桃汁、葡萄汁、混合水果汁等多种口味.娃哈哈大瓶装果汁饮品现有鲜橙汁和苹果汁等多种口味..

I'm YoUr AnGeL~

Ho-Ho~

Today, i've been GoOd..

1) I mopped the floor..
2) I vacuumed the floor..
3) I taught Xinyi Mathematics..
(she's only Primary 3 gg on to Primary 4 and her mum's asking me to teach her Primary 4 stuff.. KaIsU ryte?? but hoho.. maths is damn easy..wahahaha~)
4) I helped mum made pork chop *secret receipe*
5) I helped to hang and fold the laundry

oh.. and i did my cucumber mask.. i hope it works. Everyday except the day before yesterday.. to remove or lighten my stupid black eyerings..

gotta read a lot of Xiao Shuo so that i can give or throw away.. heh.. i love to throw away all my rubbish.. YEAH!

Confirm meeting my sushi pals on the 30th cos they wanna eat b4 sch reopens.. i wanna eat takopachi, nicey fish, tofu, and.. YuMmY~! Cant Wait!

But i hope i can earn some money before or after i go.. hmm..

The Story of the Matchstick..

one fine day..


Mr matchstick's head's itchy..

so, he scratched it..

and...
...
...
...

he died!!

*cries*

(so damn lame and funy.. copyright fr annie tay.. my annie auntie.)

ShAgGed and a HaG..

I really look shag.. wif my BIG eye bags and DARK and BLACK eyerings.. HeLp~!

i suddenly have the urge to bring my mum and jiu jiu to Australia.. i hope.. really hope tt i can do so next year at ard december bah.. i hope i got enuff money after my German Immersion and my jiu jiu's work doesnt clash or else.. *boo-hoo*

so..i beta work hard~! earn $$ and study hard..

but ryte now, shaking leg la.. hahaha..

Just realised not long ago that the song i like very much from MVP Qing Ren is a track named 'Every Heart' by Boa. (song name not tt sure tho..) it's damn nice~! but i dun like her personally.

Although he doesn't have the same pretty-boy image as most prefabricated mando and cantopop stars, Jay Chou can play the game as good as any. The question is, will show business change him? (cindy hope not)

WoW~ "In addition to his piano skills, Chou is also an accomplished cellist and a student of western and Chinese music theory --in an industry where too many idols can barely read sheet music." Jian zhi is my dream prince.. i jus love guys who know music.. WAH!!

EeE.. who is this? YuCks.

WAD? this dumb lil kid here is Jay Chou?!?

a lil weird-looking but cool~

i cant send my other pictures.. so i try to send jay chou's pictures~!! MuAhahahah!

How i spent my Saturday..

Oh.. so ningjia's 'competition' is only an audition la.. chey.. but anyway, she appreciated me and zhumei's effort to go all the way down to orchard to sppt her.. plus it's raining.. so shity cos i tried to dress nicely.. URGh. anyway, she sang Xi Huan Ni by Kit Chan originally.

We went (scrambled) to Cineleisure and ate Cafe Cartel's Seafood COmbo.. it's not that wonderful lor.. paid ard $13 and it's not exactly delicious. *disappointed*

But anyway, took quite a lot of pictures cos.. IT'S ALL STARTED BY ZHUMEI LA.. she took ugly pictures of me eating.. and then we started taking pictures wif diff poses.. haha.. but i always look ugly when she take pictures of me.. and i think the pictures.. DUNNO why cant post..shitty Shit. UGH!

hey..got nothing much to say le..i realise tt recently i got fewer and fewer stuff to post.. haha~ life's been boring i guess..

Anyway, been seeing lots of my frends getting attached and then single again.. i feel xing teng fer them.. why bother to go thru all the trouble when u noe u wont have a gd ending? sighz.

GeTtiNg BrOkE..

Met manhong.. today.. or rather yesterday.. hmm.. had an hr chat.. and she said she's gg to study in this Arts or Music thingy.. mayb next time can be musik teacher or choir teacher.. haha.. so nice.. can learn piano too.. i hope i can have time and money to learn piano.. tt's my long time wish since secondary sch lorz. haiz.. rem last time grace taught me how to play Twinkle Twinkle Lil stars and she almost vomit blood. It is so damn hard for a wooden bloc (me) to learn to play it using two hands.. haha.. tt's a nice experience actually. Now tt i dun really have a lot of money, i shall work hard earn money and go learn it before i die huh..? YEAH.

Before she leave, i initiated a hug.. and boy, she hugged so hard.. even tho we're not tt close, we choir girls have this tradition of hugging each other.. or rather since JC i have this habit if hugging ppl. it is so warm.. and haha.. yeah.. i love hugging ish.. and annie mayb.. but sharon? NO MEAT one.. haha.. will miss manhong.. her laughter.. always makes me feel tt nothing is impossible.. she is so cheerful.

Tml is ningjia's competition and guess wad.. i smsed zhumei, yujie, sharon, julia, annie, ellen, ifah, jialing, peiqi, kaiyin, weishang... all of them are either busy or din even reply.. or are not free.. so it's only me.. HOW? i dun dare to tell ningjia. i dun wanna dampen her spirits.. hope she wins? haa.. then her sch fees can be subsidised.. SSsooO GOOD!

Glücklich! (if i nv spell wrongly.. it's good luck!)

Everyone seems to be working.. guess i'm the only one slacking at home (counting out peiqi and jialing) haiz..felt a lil worried cos my wallet is getting thinner.. i have to make it fat soon.. hope i can start work at horse brand asap.. *prays*

And the very first Singapore Idol.. Taufik Batisah~!! *screamin' girls* By the way, i like him more cos he's indeed of more substance. and even tho i like Sly, i find his performance going down since the final four.. whh is rather disappointing.. and Congrats!! Both Taufik and Sylvester have been offered a one year recording contract with Sony BMG Singapore!

Sly looks sly...

My all-time favourite.. MaiA~!!!

David.. hmm.. quite nice looking huh..?

Holidays are a time for self-reflection and deep thinkin.. jus like wad i'm doing now..

i still haven receive the pictures~ *whining*

*ah-choo!*

okay.. today i visited my old neighbour again.. after 6 mths.. this is what i entered into my online diary 6 mths ago..

Living my LiFe to the fullest!
6/17/2004

yesterday night,i paid a visit to my ex-neighbour. she's an old lady..she's like so thin now!(compared to the last time i saw her!) she lost a bit of her memory cos she fell down..sigh..her stupid brainless daughter mopped the floor and din like ask her to watch out! D**N it! she's so useless..she's not been working for a few yrs..always asking $ from her elder sis, quarrel wif their maid, and also quarrel wif her mum..her mum's like so weak..why dun she jus wake up,find a job and be gd to her mum?! it's really hao chi lan zuo!!
lesson learnt? live my life to the fullest lor!

1. go to the places i wanna go while i'm alive like Copenhagen, Hongkong, Taiwan, Vietnam, Holland, Finland.. erm.. basically all countries..
2. treat my mum well..bring her to as many countries as possible..
3. buy watever i wan..be it a $50++ dress or a pair of $5 earrings
4. study hard and earn money..$$$$$

sometimes,there's jus somethings whh i cant do..like helpin beggars, the elderly, my loved ones' problems..USELESS BUM! :P tired of life~

tell u wad.. her daughter has not found a job.. and i cld see clearly tt her sis was so bek chek wif her. her face immediately turned BLACK when her sis crawls out.. and u know why she came out? she wans my mum to help alter her jeans.. her sis had no choice but to give her some money monthly.. and she use tt money to (GUESS WAD) buy Nu You.. a magazine whh i wld rather DIE than buying it. cos it's all pictures of branded stuff wif damn mini fonts and make me wanna squint. Even tho i'm still a blur.. inexperienced kid, i despise her. Fr head to toe. And seeing the different attitudes fr various daughters made me even more determined to treat my mum well.

Back to ME. well.. i was addicted to game boy.. No.. not mine but Xinyi's. i played PoKeMoN for the whole day till my eyes were so damn tired.. PHEW~! so.. the game was actually interestg and fun and u are boliao.. so do try! hahaha~! guess i'm jus too free..

This Saturday supposed to go Orchard to sppt my frend Ningjia in her singin competition.. but nobody seems free to go.. then i shall join yujie and her frend. Not even sure if they really are gg.. haiz.. but since i'm free, i'll jus go.. provided if i dun sneeze my way there.. Argh..

then tml meeting my choir frend Manhong.. so long time no see liao.. see if she got prettier anot.. haha.. i'm jus concerned abt my frends.. it's been such a long time since i see all of them.. i hope i can meet up julia, sharon.. and grace soon..

Speaking of Grace.. she is so bad~ the letters she wrote me this time round are so touching.. my eyes were like shimmering.. miss her SO MUCH.. as if she's part of me.. haiz.. this is when frendship is more important then a BGR. i strongly believe tt frendship is more precious.

SICK CINDIE

when ppl go ah-choo.. it's flu ryte?

okay. i'm sick. OFFICIALLY SICK.

actually hav been sick since yesterday..sighz..

will talk abt german dinner some other day when i receive the pictures of tt outing. it was like another german lesson wif Herr Chan.. i was so disappointed when he said he's not gg to teach German 2.. then which monster is teaching? HELP~

(my nose is itchy~!)

SiNgApOrE iDol~!

i was watching recorded version of Singapore Idol and i was so damn WOAH! it's amazing man! Taufik sounded AMAZIN' and Sly..a lil off key but sounded nice in 'I Dream'. It's a nice compilation! WoW~!

i bought a mango cake yesterday.. for my mum.. she seemed calm.. but i know she's happie la.. cos i'll be happy too if someone buy a cake for me..soli.. one slice only la.. hahahaha~! then my bro treated at Pizza Hut but it turned out tt we ordered the wrong stuff and din really get FULL. sighz. but anyway, it's a gd chance to get tog. but i can feel tt we're running out of things to say. tt's sad.

me gg to agar agar decide my modules for next sem le.. having headache now.. not physically la.. but mentally. haiz. lucky u if all the modules were dumped to u. u cld save so much brain cells. okie.. need to go off for lunch wif mum..

later gg for german dinner.. planned by alvin.. one of the funy guys in my german class. i hope more ppl can make it.. and we can talk German.. MUAHAHAHAHAHA~

ich weiß nicht.. wahahahaha! (my fav line now)

Really lehz.. quite accurate~!

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Cindy has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Cindy fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Cindy has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Cindy just comes into someone's home and helps himself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Cindy finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when he was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

Cindy has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. He lets new people into his circle of friends. He uses his imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.
Cindy is constantly disappointed when trying to reach success. He works very hard, perhaps harder than most, then just before succeeding, something happens that keeps him from success. Often, Cindy changes to a second project just before the first one is finished, thus failing to complete the first project. Sometimes he changes because he feels he needs a different challenge. Cindy feels dejected. This feeling relates to his failures. This trait is very important in a working situation and in a relationship. He must be handled in a very special way to get the most work from him or to make a relationship last. Concerning this trait, personality modification is available to change his life.

Cindy is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect his ego when he feels hurt. He pokes people harder than he gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Cindy is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem(really?). He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Cindy basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. (i hope so..)However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better than average.

In reference to Cindy's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Cindy slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project. He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. (ya ryte!) Cindy can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer (really?) and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Cindy is secretive. He has secrets which he does not wish to share with others. He intentionally conceals things about himself. He has a private side that he intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in his past.

Cindy will demand respect and will expect others to treat him with honor and dignity. Cindy believes in his ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. He has a lot of pride.
Cindy uses judgment to make decisions. SHe is ruled by his head, not his heart. He is a cool, collected person(huh?) who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see him as unemotional. He does have emotions but has no need to express them. (CORRECT!)He is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when Cindy does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets him mad enough to tell him off, he will not be sorry about it later.(true.) SHe puts a mark in his mind when someone angers him. He keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. SHe is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All his conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. (truthful girl..haha! :P) SHe is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, he has poise. Cindy will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. SHe would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. (V true!) In a relationship, he will show his love by the things he does rather than by the things he says.

Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because he feels his mate should already know. The only exception to this is if he has logically concluded that it is best for his mate to hear him express his love verbally. Cindy is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to him, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of his sound judgment. He will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else.(true..i'm always the one who de-persuades my mum to buy a product) He will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and he will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. (mayb..) According to the data input, Cindy doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

I'm Back~!

Actually i din specifically went to Shanghai only la.. got other areas too.. i wont say a lot cos i need to record most of the details in my paper diary..and i'll mention more when my bro's gf send me the pictures.. haha.. lemme recall..

firstly, the airplane i took is called Zhong Guo Dong Fang Hang Kong. If u can, try avoiding this airline cos even tho got a few shuai ge, the plane is so damn narrow.. i felt as if i will suffocate there..

Basically most of the stuff i bought is for the winter season.. so i din buy a lot of stuff for my frends.. sorry.. BROKE.

The meals over there are basically saltish.. and i'm a lil sick of tt cos we eat tt kind of food everyday. YUCKS. only some specialities are interestg.. like the Wu Xi Pai Gu.. erm.. eh? no more liao? haha.. forgot lot of things.. guess i'll recall when i see the pictures..

and guess wat?! i saw Xian Heng Jiu Dian on my way to airport on the last day!! ARGH! din have a chance to take a picture of it.. haiz.. guess i'm gg back to see all the things whh i cant get to see.. like the 15th August 33 moons on the river in HangZhou.. and Xian Heng Jiu Dian.. sighz..

Most irritating of all is

1. the toilets. so dirty.. and i get to see the toilets 'chained tog wif a drain'.. tt is u can get to see other ppl's urine.. yucks. den worst of all i was havin my period and u can imagine how much trouble i had lor.. some of the toilets are betta but cant flush.. so wad's the pt? @#$%^&*
2. the kids in my tour grp.. i cant help but feel tt i wanna kick them in the butt.. they are so badly brought up.
3. the tour plan. cheat our money one.. bleahz..
4. i din bring my discman.. so bored.. and i keep on hearing those kid's noise.. Ugh!

Oh. and i saw a mad man on my trip back to Singapore.. i guess the man is drunk. he was so damn rude to the air hostess and i find tt he's so uncivilised. and i can see that ppl in the plane was a lil worried.. dunno wad the hell he can do.. dangerous leh.. we are halfway up in the sky mah..

"I"M NOT CHINA MAN!"

"RUBBISH!!"

"THROW AWAY~!!"

"BULL SHIT!"

wad a mad man.

today's my mum's birthday~! sing song for my mum!

I'm at the airport now~*

i cut my hair.. felt very light now..but the length still the same.. a lil bored wif my long and shaggy hair.. it's limpy and it's shapeless.. mayb i'll cut it short a few mths later? duno.. gg to fly off later.. at 2 plus pm.. so if u receive my call.. lucky u.. tt means i'm thinking of u... take carez k! *kisses and hugs*

Well.. i had a very exciting dream..wahahahahaha~ i dream of eating tog wif jay and washing dishes for him..AWWW~!!! felt so sweet.. and then i went toilet.. over heard a few girls from another sch saying sth..(forgot) and i was so scared.. then i felt i was watched.. and i looked up in tt cubicle..tt three girls were staring at me.. wahlao so scary..but later they ran away.. and i was running with all my might cos i was scared of the three siao cha bos.. then i see Yan Xing Shu(coach) .. talking to xiao jie.. and then i see kaiwei.. wahahaha.. so funny.. but my eyes got very sweey cos ate alot of eye candy.. hoho~! today's gonna be a nice day~!

and somebody's attached now..congrats~! gong xi lau ye..he xi fu ren!!

(i'm now standing at the free internet access area in airport.quite hilarious huh? this is the first time i'm doing this.. haha~)

Ich bin freit~!!

Muahahahahahahaha!!! My exams are finally OVER!!! and i'm very glad it ended with History cos i felt OK for the history paper..

Today's questions are..

1. (Compulsory) The past 200 yrs have been a period in whh Western powers have played an unprecedented role in Asia. Much of this was due to the combined forces of the Industrial Revolution, Imperialism, and the Nation-state (Nationalism). Whh one of these three forces was the most impt in explaining Western influence in Asia since 1800.
2. I din ans this qn..
3. It is 1934 and you live in an Asian colonial state that is ctrlled by a European nation. You want your society to be independent and have three choices: 1) Co-operate with the European colonizers hoping they will grant independence; 2) join the local Communist Party; 3) Seek Japanese assistance.. Whh one do u choose and why?
4. din ans this too..we are supposed to only ans two qns..

Heh heh.. very interesting ryte JULIA?? Haha.. for the first qn I chose Imperialism.. w/o it, the other two wld not happen at all. Heh.. then the next one, I chose ‘join the local communist party.. woah.. I tell u what. I feel so PATRIOTIC after I wrote the essay.. hahahahaha~! So funny.. but one stupid thing that I did was to left out the Russo-Jap War whh shows the rise of Jap whh will be evry relevant.. because I’m not sure of the year.. what if I write wrongly? The professors will laugh till their tummies burst man! But then I argues it out by saying tt the technology they copied were from the West anyway.. and it’s very risky cos if it’s not successful then we might be further oppressed.. I FEEL LIKE A NATIONALIST IN VIETNAM. Or rather, I feel like Ho Chi Minh.. haha.. it’s so fun writing the essays.. all my tots flowed out and I’m so proud of myself..

k..cant crap anymore.. gg to eat dinner wif my mummy and I’m off to shanghai next mon and I’ll prob not be bloggin.. so Julia u’ll miss me..haha! see u during our coffee break k.. sharifah! jiayou.. contd to study hard and jailing u too~! (even tho they dun look at my blog..) and grace.. get well soon~! And go see xmas lightings wif me~!!!

Ein Tag~!

South Asian studies paper was bad.. geog was bad too.. ARGH! 1 more day to freedom~!!!

*half dead*

Sometimes, the things tt I say might be very straight. But at least I dun bluff.. and I realise not everyone is sensitive to what I said.. that means they are not very affected but some ppl are a lil too sensitive.. sighz.. I DUN CARE. I’m not going to change who I am. Try to be more sensitive? Mayb.. but depends on my mood.. well.. now u know when I get moody.. haha!

“HEY! I’M HAVING EXAMS WOULD U PLS SHUT UP?!”

That’s how I behave at home during my exams period. So.. Beware of the tigress during this season.. Muahahahaha!

Argh.. super stressed now.. I’m having two exams tml and I cant seem to finish. Haiz.. so unfair.. ppl only study one module a day and I have to squeeze.. *brain burst*

AhH~!! V6!!! Ku Ku hairstyles but i like~*

PiNkY DoGgiE~*

AwW..SO CUTE~!
(enlarge it to see how cute is the dog~!!)

3 more days~

ArGh~! i'm jus straight k..stop saying that i'm mean people! feeling a lil guilty.. and ya.. we're still good frends.

hmm.. was listening to radio and i found out that Xiao 'S' and Da 'S' got damn nice voices~! i was like so surprised! they really got lovely voices! check them out next time man! OMG! and i like Zhang Jing Xuan's voice.. his voice is like so attractive.. AwW..

Soci was ok but i noe i wont score well la.. got 74 for SA essay.. but still lower than others.. bleahz.. why must i always score lower than my frends?? it's a lump of shit on my morale.

VERY DL.

I dun wanna keep things in my mind when I go to sch.. so, I’ll jus say everything out now.. so that I can FaNg XiN go sch for exam.. Well.. me.. I dun like ppl who are last min workers.. anything last min fr my frend, I’ll be very DL wif them.. this morning, this jus happened to me.. Jialing asked me to bring a set of lecture notes to sch for her last nite.. I asked her whh set izt but she did not gimme and early reply. I slept at 12am so I perceive tt it’s a late reply. Anyway, in my msg, I said sth like.. “can u dun be so last min next time? I still have to dig for it. But she seemed very bek. She replied saying tt it’s ok.

Well.. the fact is tt I’m very frustrated wif her.. WHY? Firstly, this is not the first time she’s doing this.. she always ask us to bring lecture notes at the last min.. like a few days before exam.. CAN SHE NOT BE SO LAST MIN?? my character is liddat one lor. Den another IRRITATING factor is that she doesn’t bring her hp wif her.. den she expect us to say meeting time in the nite. And u noe sometimes, we might have changes in meetin place one mah.. but she insist in not bringing her hp and this created a lot of problems for us.. she has to find a public phone only when she really really cant find me. WHY DUN SHE BRING HER HP WHEN SHE GOT A HP? Hao ting yi dian shi cong ming la.. noe how to bring as lil things as poss. But nan ting yi dian is LAZY lor.

Phew..complain finish liao.. all these are typed to let out all the steam.. dun say tt I’m mean cos U KNOW THAT I’M MEAN.

JuSt 4 MoRe DaYs..

oh shit. i realise it's not only my blog.. scroll down my blog and u find the words 'sex' and 'dating' underscored.. visited edris's blog.. and 'internet' was underscored.. can anyone tell me why the hell is this happening?? SHIT.

Anyway, was tired fr studying.. felt like it's kind of the end since it's like last four days left.. i cant do a lot now.. i'm not giving up but this last four days, wad more cld i do?? haa.. luckily normalweiser, i got study here and there or else i wld die.. but some other ppl must have not studied as hard as me.. but scored better than me.. ya.. i noe.. i'm SLOW and LOUSY. i hope my efforts will pay off.. OK. 'nuff crap.

*pOoF*

Apple Pie??

"What dessert are you"


apple pie
You are apple pie! WHolesome and smart in every way!

WhO's GoNna WiN?? Taufik or Sylvester?? i know, i know, i know, i know, i know... haa~ i like his 'Ain't no sunshine' it's so nice..cld simply melt man..

Olinda looks so pretty in this costume.. hmm..

this pic is very nice!!!

OoOlinda is out..

DaPhNe~!

MY DAMN BRO..

Haiz.. my mum’s leg is swollen and yet she din take taxi home cos she sms me sayin tt we’ll meet in westmall to have dinner. And I sms her sayin that my hp low batt.. then my bro ask him to call me to change la.. and I’ll go buy dinner but mum says ‘BUT her hp is low batt..’ so now her leg got more swollen bcos she walked too much.. is it my fault.. I feel a lil guilty tho.. so I was wondering WHY THE HELL MY BRO DIN SEND MY MUM BACK WHEN HE’S FREE? WHY CANT HE JUS DO IT?? He noes I’m having exams so why cant he jus help out? I was like carrying my mum’s stuff all the way to NUS cos I already plan to meet ifah to discuss abt our common modules. Then mum din stop me cos she noes tt I’m worried abt my exams.. argh.. why must all of these happen at the same time?

Think having brothers are great? U bet!

Damn.. so tired today.. my body aching all over.. esp my Yao.. sighz.. my mum fell down AGAIN.. she'd fell down TWICE this mth.. and i'm quite worried abt tt.. as all those ppl wif brains will noe tt ppl who are of a certain age will face a certain extent of danger when they fall down.. my mum is no longer 5 yrs old.. she's 50 liao leh.. so yesterday i cldnt really conc studying.. had to help my mum do her chores.. sh'es like BAI KA.. haiz.. bu ren xing see her mop the floor..

wad makes me angry is my TWO IDIOTIC BROTHERS.. let me say wad horrendous things they do to me and my mum.. let them throw their face while i jie lu all their secrets!

my mum is already BAI KA. at least my 2nd bro help her massage a lil.. then when my mum spoke to him, his attitude is like SHIT. cant he jus listen to mum?? how old is he already?! only know how to spend money.. HEY.. my mum doesnt print notes lehz! if she print notes then i wont go and give tuition and work part-time liaoZ! he is so terrible.. and yesterday he brought back a damn dog of his frend.. hav to admit that the dog is cute.. but i dun like dogs cuming up close to me. and mum got this phobia tt dogs are dirty.. ARGh~!

My BIG BROTHER. he deserve to die too.. last time my mum help him iron clothes.. he still say here not nice.. there not nice.. now i see my mum BAI KA.. and she's achin all over.. had no choice but to iron for her so she wont strain herself further.. and then when i talked to him abt serious stuff.. SERIOUS STUFF lehz! he gave me this sentence whh make me feel like dying.. mei li (no energy).. he said "aiya u dun talk la.. u only noe how to talk rubbish." FINE! i dun talk.. u dun need to talk to me cos i wont talk to u anymore!!!

my mum.. got herself hurt and yet have to mop the floor and iron the floor.. servin my two brothers like 'shao ye's and their attitude completely shows tt they dun appreciate her efforts.. i feel like dying.. WHY DO I HAVE SUCH BROTHERS? i feel so ashamed of myself..

my brother whom i always respected and loved.. talked to me in such a way.. i'm hurt and i dun think i'll cure that easily. i'm completely disgusted at the thought of them. DAMN.

Gong Xi Lau Ye.. He Xi Fu Ren~!

Hahah.. hmm.. today quite a happie day la.. and fulfilling.. cos did stuff la.. hmm.. but I NEGLECTED HISTORY AGAIN~!!! I have not studied it for like TWO days?? Oh shit.. gg to study it tml.. wholeheartedly..

my bro is so difficult to please.. no money liao still hiam dang hiam sai.. haiz.. All the 'shao ye's.. sighz.. hey.. we're not very rich.. can u think more for mum.. who works like siao cos she's afraid tt we'll die of hunger?? see why guys sucks? shall give birth to girls instead of boys.. den murder my HUSBAND.. muahahahahaha!! *evil evil*

Olinda is out now.. actually even tho I like Sylvester, I felt tt Olinda performed better than him yesterday and.. hmm.. must be all the lil girls supported Sly.. like Siao Cha Bos.. saw one ger waving her arms.. so hilarious.. AR-LOW!! Pls behave on national broadcast la! So throw face one.. haiz.. I feel sad but I believed Olinda can make it into the music arena.. she’s ‘Bom- Bee- Bee’ okay~!

Okay.. got another reason to be happy today.. my dear girl frend is having a date tml and I’m happy for her cos she’s like single for ages.. OoPs.. I cant really say tt cos I’m also single.. but me? HaPpiLy SiNglE.. but if she’s gg to be attached wif someone who looks like her future husband ( got fu qi lian), got loads of money, loads of sincerity, and if she’s happy.. then WHY not?? Haa.. Happy dating~! In this holiday season~.. ppl dating.. I studying.. how exciting.

Okay..get back to studying..will post something on social stratification mayb when I’m free.. the textbook is very interestg and tot-provoking sia~

Ni ni ni ni ni ni ni ni zhen mei li~!!

Hmm..today is a great day~! so far i've revised quite efficiently..
9-11 am: Geography (place and identity)
11-12:30: South Asian Studies (economic diversity in SA)
12:30-1:30: supposedly my lunch break but i went to see flat wif my mum.. i shd go mah.. so i ate and studied at the same time..1:30-3:00: I DID AN ESSAY~!!! erm..kind of copied fr lect notes but at least i did sth~! it's also on ec diversity in SA.
so now i'm supposed to revise my Sociology.. hmm.. quite glad today.. sth nice is gg to happen to me this year.. YEAH~!!! okay~! back to studies! la-la-la..

100% StUdEnTiN!

Today was hmm.. quite ok I guess.. stayed at hm at studied.. not very fast but at least I did sth? I studied.. Socio.. religion.. a lot of interestg stuff.. for ard 5 hrs.. see I’m slow la.. but hafta read all cos they’re testing on details?? Then I wnet on to write a South Asian essay.. not very good but at least I tried?? And then read my history textbk.. have been neglectin it a lot.. and now here I’m blogging.. I’m still thinking of whether I shd go sch tml.. If I dun go, ifah will be all alone.. but I jus feel uneasy when there’s so MUCH ppl in the lib.. it’s like so squeezy.. yeeks~!

I was very messed up in my brain today.. I wanna stay at hm cos it’s peaceful and yet I dun like it when my mum who likes to ask me to do things for her.. i was so frustrated. Tho the things she ask me to do are like easy stuff but I jus wanna have some peace when I’m studying.. I duno how to tell her.. I even tot of picking a fight wif her and LUCKILY I din! Chatted wif shariah.. my counsellor.. haha.. she said I shd talk to my mum.. have a talk.. so I talked to her in a joking manner and surprise surprise she noes wad I was gg to say.. I was mumbling..saying tt these few days she’ll have to do housework all on her own and I can only help her after my exams and.... den she added ‘then dun disturb u ryte??’ I was like ‘hmm...’ ‘I help u say la..’ Zhen Bu Kui is mother.. mothers are clever by nature I guess. I hope she doesn’t bother me tml.. cos I really wanna have peace for the next 7 days.. and 7 days later I shall be a 90% housewife, 7% party girl and 3% worker.. I shall ask horsebrand Er Jie if they need any help.. hmm.. but today I call them.. think the phone spoilt.. try again tml.. k.. now I’m a 100% studentin.. Ganbatte~!

What disappeared last nite..

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says..
..the Bird base and the Frog base..(origami book..haha..)
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch 1st?
Air.
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Ren Wo Au You~!!! (last nite)
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is.
1.00pm..
5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
1.07pm..
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
fish tank..and me typing..
7. When did you last step outside? what were you doing?
yesterday morning..went to the dAmN crowded lib to study and it made me puke..felt so sick to see so many ppl..really.
8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
IVLE..studies again..puke.
9. What are you wearing?
AJC tee-shirt and black shorts.. oh.. same as last nite! Tt means I have not bathed..wahahaha~
10. Did you dream last night?
no..
11. When did you last laugh?
last night laughing at how Yan Xing Shu ran..so funneh..he seems tired but he must act as if he’s not..hahahaha~!
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
cross-stitch thingy..
13. Seen anything weird lately?
nope.
14. What do you think of this quiz?
quite ok.. makes me think more..
15. What is the last film you saw?
SpiderMan..
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what wld you buy 1st?
Buy a computer for myself.. a digicam.. an OSIM chair for my mum.. give a sum to charity.. save half of them up and go for a few mths tour in Europe wif my frends and go traveling wif my mum.. and go for beauty treatments wif mum~! Haha.. obvious tt i’ve been dreaming abt this for a very long time rite?
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
if u dunno, tt means I dun wanna tell u.. USE ur BraIniEs la..
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Duno.. I’m not some one wif BIG dreams..
19. Do you like to dance?
I like mass dances..cos it’s so fun to dance together~! But ask me to dance those cool dances.. nay.. cannot..
20. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Mayb Christina? But.. I like Kaixin..not bcos of Ren Wo Au You but bcos I’ve been thinking of having this name quite a long time ago.. cos both of my brothers’ name starts wif ‘kai’.. and I was thinking why mum doesn’t start my name wif kai.. I even ALMOST changed my name.. but I realise my name is quite nice wad.. wad for change.. and somemore, kaixinà happy.. I wan my child to b a happy girl.. it’s really originated fr me..not fr tt show..
21. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
I like Desmond..but I wld place more emphasis on Chinese names cos I’m a Chinese mah..
22. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Duno.. my mum says we’re always the first class citizens here.. so we shdnt really leave this place.. and somemore, over here, the onli natural hazard is lightning.. Den if I wanna go overseas den why not jus save money then go? RyTe~?

Puke.

typed a whole load of stuff and it's gone now.. shit. not going to type again.. no mood. feel like puking.

GEOG SUCKS

Today was not a very efficient day..shity day indeed. i dun have the mood to study..forgot to bring my essay outline thus unable to do my SA essay. i wld love to try to recall but i was fed up cos i cant recall a lot..so HOW TO WRITE THE ESSAY? hmm..so i was like BLUR for the first few hrs..Then went for lunch wif ifah and her orientation frend..was waiting to try western food in engine canteen but queue too long le. Then got back and revised a lil nationalism..was slow as usual..then continued wif religion..yep..felt like puking now..so sickening..duno why but i jus feel sick now..shall go home soon..

i asked MATHIAS ROTH THE DAMN MAN WHO LECTURED PHYSICAL GEOG. ask him question, he jus dun wanna tell me the answer..HELL to him!!!

gAiN uR kNoWleDgE on ReLiGiOn BuShy~!

Okay..me forcing myself to study while I surf the Ren Wo Au You site..so funny..as in the interviews..makes me wanna go acting but ryte now I dun have the guts..duno why..think i'm scared tt i'll not be famous or i'll jus end up to be a xie xing..i dun wanna be a xie xing..i definitely got wad it takes to be..more than just a xie xing..ya..i’m not doing wad I’m preaching..so sad..

RELIGION..a very sensitive topic I think..

Weber: Religion encompasses those human responses that give meaning to the ultimate and inescapable problems of existence-birth, death, illness, aging, injustice, tragedy, and suffering.

Durkheim: religion as a system of shared rituals and beliefs about the sacred that bind together a community of worshippers.

Three categories of religions:
Sacramental Religions: religions in whh the sacred is sought in places, objs, and actions believed to house a god or spirit.
E.g.: Native religions, Indian tribes..
Prophetic Religions: Religions in whh the sacred revolves around items that symbolize significant historical events or around the lives , teachings, and writings of great people.
E.g.: Judaism, Confucianism, Christianity and Islam.
Mystical Religions: Religions in whh the sacred is sought in stts of being that, at their peak, can exclude all awareness of one’s existence, sensations, thoughts and surroundings.
E.g.: Buddhism and Hinduism

And one very interesting thing..
“A Western woman may look on the cover-up Muslim hijab as a sign of sexual oppression. The Muslim woman (on the other hand) may look on the Western woman’s garb as the result of media pressures on her to display herself as a sex object for men.”

Well..did I say before Richard uncle is very critical towards Muslims? AHA! Can argue agst him le..i cant wait to talk to him and listen to his great tales..haha..

but i'm not a sex obj..i dress to make myself happy not to make the damn men out there happie..at least for now.

but i believe Bush din take Sociology SC1101E huh?

A lil TiReD~ mY bUmS hUrT!

Woah..so damn tired now cos i played badminton last night..for TWO HOURS~!! with my TWO BROTHERS and my mum. haha..SALT(Strategic Arms Limitation Treaty I) man.. ha..
so happy that my bros willing to play together..but they dun form a team la..i played wif bin first..then we combined..me and kaddy, my mum and kelvin..it's so fun to sweat cos it's been a LONG LONG time since i exercise.. haha.. my legs and bums are very pain now..and i'm hungry.. :( shd find stuff to eat le lar..

playing badminton with my brothers reminds me of how we play in the playground when we were small..kaddy's always very strict..on the slide he'll hold on to me tightly and i'll frown..then kelvin is very fun to play with cos he allows u to play the way u wan..my elder bro was busy telling me how to serve correctly.. haha.. but i jus ignore.. haha~but anyway, it's very fun to play with my family..and when can i play with them ever again?? when my bro gets married.. WHEN THE HELL can i get to play badminton with my brothers ever again?! i would rather they nv get married..HAHAH~! evil tot.. i know.. hee..

well..woke up late today..my damn alarm din work.. duno wad the hell happened to it. then i bathed and took 1 hr to reach sch cos tt stupid bus took a damn long time to come.. ard 20 mins.. and obviously i din have a lot of time to study lor.. sighz.. i'm getting sick of geog and increasingly.. my fear for it.. ARGH.. X( i shd get down to real and serious studying soon..my relistenin of lectures seem quite slow..but i hafta try to finish the physical geog lectures..South Asian lectures quite sian la.. so i might skip tt cos not much time le.. my history was neglected by me.. ARGH~! okok..shd stop complaining..getting demoralised..! @#$%^$@

sHiT!

YeAh~! in school now.. feel so kuai.. hahaha.. and i din watch any tv.. i feel tt it'll b gd enuff if i stay in sch fr morning till evening.. then evening time usually i'll hav no mood to study.. then i can watch my tv~! yeah! okie dokie..wad i had done for the past few hrs..

1. india and pakistan-->finished le!!
2. global water issues
3. interconnected worlds-flows of capital (halfway donw cos i cant absorb totally..SHIT.

4 and a half hrs-->listened to 2 and a half lectures..whh originally takes..6hrs..saved 1 and a half hrs..haiz..not very efficient today.. :(

geog is not gg to be easy le..i'm almost crying after readg the exam qns..so shity! they ask short qns..ya..u'd think short qns..SHORT ma..dunneed to worry..but then they ask stuff like ''The wettest precipitation region is the mid-latitude, west coast precipitation region? true or false?'' wahlao..what is the answer?

in the first place i dun even understand the qn. SHIT~ :(

natural hazards, landforms and processes, geog imagination made my day???

mood ryte now..quite ok..a lil tired..
spent 7hrs in the central library to listen..no shd be re-listened my lectures..the topics done today are..

1. natural hazards
2. landforms and processes
3. india and pakistan (halfway done cos peter reeves made me fell asleep)
4. geog imagination
5. geog and globalisation
6. global water issues (halfway done too cos computer area closing..)

so..yep..tt's wat i'd reviewed today..nv eat my lunch so felt quite weak. listening to webcast is actually not too bad..my attention span was there..i'll consider gg to sch tml even tho it's sunday..but it's been a long time since i touch history..shall touch i later..and my south asia.. :)

Grace's MeSsAgE

DuN be disheartened! Must work hard at least till e exam ends. I know how ya feeling. I’ve got this feeling too when I was having my exam. Take a break DUN stress ya self.

Mad Liao..haha..

argh..my stomach giving me trouble today..is it bcos the library is too cold?

today went lib to study and boy was i shocked. The lib was packed.. PACKED.
wif ppl.. and BOOks.. yes.. ppl studyin fer exams.. haha.. so funneh.. i cldnt stop myself fr smiling.. it's funny la.. i jus find it very hilarious..As the regular customer of the central lib, seeing such a crowd suddenly is quite amusing..

okok..let's have some fun..today's Ren Wo Au You was nice too..hmm~

This is what i found early this morning..tt is like 1 am..wahahaha..
cindy wad are u doing??

Don't you dare miss this idol drama starring the hottest young stars from Singapore and Taiwan! Starring: Qi Yuwu, Jeanette Aw, Fiona Xie, Felicia Chin, Xiao Qiao, Toro, Yan Xingshu, Joey Ng.From October 20, 2004, Mon - Fri at 9pm.

The Champion drama synopsis
Lu Kaixin (Fiona Xie), He Yixuan (Jessica Lao), Guo Jingwen (Jeanette Aw), Wang Tong (Felicia Chin) and He Yilin (Xiao Qiao) are members of the Flying Fish Swimming Team. But they can hardly be considered a ‘team’, since they remain non-committal to Flying Fish and swimming competitions. After a pathetic swim meet where only 2 of the swimmers turned up, the manager of Flying Fish decided it is time to whip the girls up into shape.

The new coach, Wu Zhenkang (Yan Xingshu), held the national record for the 50metres freestyle swim. Even in a competitive and materialistic society, he chooses to remain a swimming coach, leading his career-minded wife Huang Anni (Jamie Yeo) to leave him. With his young son Wu Jie in tow, Zhenkang returns to Singapore.

Coaching the lackadaisical swimmers is by no means an easy feat. His strict rules and physical and mental training are met with much resistance from the girls. With various love, friendship and the run-of-the-mill obstacles strewn along their paths, it remains to be seen which of the girls will emerge a true champion.

Who’s Who
Lu Kaixin – played by Fiona Xie. A lively, naïve and talkative student swimmer who swears by the astrological signs and their predictions. Is locked in a love triangle with He Yilin and Xie Jiajun.
Lu Kaiwei – played by Qi Yuwu. Kaixin’s older brother. A sunny and passionate diving instructor torn between He Yixuan and Guo Jingwen.
Guo Jingwen – played by Jeanette Aw. A strong, easygoing, principled and optimistic student swimmer who also teaches young children how to swim, among her many other jobs.
He Yixuan – played by newcomer Jessica Lao. An independent, beautiful and charismatic assistant diving instructor who refuses to be tied down by pressure and restrictions.
He Yilin – played by Taiwanese singer/actress Xiao Qiao. The younger sister of Yixuan is a competitive perfectionist who will not stop at using underhanded methods to get what she wants.
Xie Jiajun – played by Taiwanese singer/actor Toro. A smart and handsome medical student as well as a national water-polo player. Is highly analytical, gentlemanly, athletic and understanding.
Wu Zhenkang – played by Taiwanese actor Yan Xingshu. Strict, with high expectations of himself and others, and has a reputation of being a coach from hell. But underneath the steely exterior is a compassionate man who will always lend his students a helping hand.
Wang Tong – played by Felicia Chin. An individualistic student swimmer and an aloof loner.
Zhang Jingxiang – played by Julian Hee. A down-to-earth, considerate lifeguard whose occasional impulsiveness creates hilarious results. Is hopelessly devoted to Lu Kaixin.

http://ch8.mediacorptv.com/thechampion/home.htm
their very cool webby..i love the layout..visit it! but if u dun like then dun visit and curse me.

Donnerstag..OoPs.. sorry..Freitag..

Oh no..Singapore idols..only 4 left liao~!
Who'll be out tml? this time i really cannot make up my mind..for the past two weeks i was busy speculating..but after listenin to them, i realised all of them are great! jus that some of them sound very angmo when they sing chinese songs esp Daphne..and guess wad? slyvester sang Jay Chou's songs!!! i jus watched Jay Chou's MTV making this mornin and his voice still resonates in my brain..and his back is so big and steady..okok..daydreaming again..Back to Spore idol..i feel that Daphne seems a lil dangerous..Olinda was ok and her sppt network was like WoW. Slyvester's sppt network also bu rong hu shi..and Taufik got 'substance'. so i guess Daphne might be out tml..lt's see how~

my studyin was not very shun li. i msged Grace and she encouraged me..erm..now i feel a lil better..i guess i was very frustrated wif myself for not being able to keep up wif my own schedule planned out earlier..i kept going behind time and my heart is jus very bothered abt me..my slow brain..and my slow reactions..read 4 pgs per hour..tt's damn slow..the faster i wan, the slower i go and i tend to day-dream..BAD..and my morale is like shit cos of my geog and german. Now that german test is over i can shove it to the side BUT..my schedule is so boring now cos it's all reading and readg..okok..i havent prac writing essays..i'll try k? German has added flavour to my Uni life..guess i cant do w/o it..woah..sounds so serious.

sometimes i really wonder if i'm a good girl at all..u noe.. have doubts abt yourself..start to think if u are worthy to be a human being.. and wad am i.. sighz..tt sounds so sad.. it's more of an internal me. I am not wad i seem but it's not tt kind of Xu Wei one la..it's that kind of Wai Leng Nei Re kind..

Speaking of tt..lemme crap a lil..i like guys who are wai leng nei re too..they seem bad on the outside but deep inside they care so much for u and u dunno!! haha..okok..ryte now no nice guys have came into my life yet..haha..dream~ dream dream dream..

The CHamPioN is indeed a success. Even Sharifah watches it..see..it even appeals to Malays..but i guess it's the sunshine feel tt extends to us bah..

ok..nth to say..but do u realise tt three ppl in the pic are wearing strips? haa..okok..lame..

Personally i like this very much..it's so scenic..not that i like Toro..but this pic is taken very nicely ryte?? AwW..he can consider putting this foto for his next music album..haa..

Nice one...

NO..Stop taking fotos, we're not an item..no..NO~!!

Toro trying to be funneh..

Xiao Jie..so cute..and this disgusting guy trying to kiss him..haa..

Bogged.

okay..after my end-term, i shd write my first sem uni experience into my paper diary..it's such a BIG part of my life and i din wirte it down..instead, i depended on IT (i.e. my blog)..sigh..how cld i??
i'm a lil fed up over studying..that Gender thingy..gender polarization, gender orientation..izt biologically built or izt a social construct? it's driving me mad..sickening..and now, i'm moving to Food.
i'm revising at a rather slow speed and i'm not exactly happy wif that so i throw my tantrums ard..guess my mum's frustrated wif me..
i'm missing my german ALREADY!!
tml's deepavali~wishing all hindus happie deepvali~!

Recently has been mad over Ren Wo Au You..i.e The Champion. Comparing to Taiwan's Ou Xiang Ju, this is definitely better cos Yan Xing Shu's acting improved a lot. And plus Ou Xuan..and other actors..hmm..a very good and yang2 yan3 mix.Erm..Fiona Xie seems flabby leh..i prefer ribs fr Ou Xuan..haha..:P

Second take..SmileZ~! oh my..i look ugly.. PIMPLES hauntg me~!!!

this is my tutorial class..not all present cos last class le..ganz links ist Aida, ??, ??, Rou'en, ME, Ms Christine, ??, Angel( the one who thoughtfully brought her camera today!!) and Ka Sim..Basically, my tutorial class is very peaceful and pleasant..hmm..But unfortunately dun have lecture class foto.. :(

Ich liebe mein Deutsch Class..

Today is my last German tutorial and last German lecture!!!
DOUBLE heart BREAK..
Ms Christine Rothacher said she’d going back to work in an office and we can see tt she actually likes teaching too..she said she might be going somewhere to teach..she and ihr Mann(husband) actually work under some European thingy..and I wonder..woah..can switch jobs each year one arh?? Well..i wish her all the best..she’s SO NICE!!! She made us cupcakes..and the chocolate icing is so NICE~!!!
Saw Sarah in the tutorial class too..so me and Aida ended up sitting wif her outside AS3 to wait for our last German lecture.
We talked abt religion, guys, NUS guys, and lotsa other stuff..had a lot of laughings..it’s so fun! Well, most of the time I was listening cos I dunno wad to say..haha..Ivan(tall Indian guy in my german class) joined us and talked a lil abt a guy’s view..we’re saying tt gers looks at pretty gers while guys look out for other guys wif nice builds..haha..
Me got 95% for my vocab test.
Tho got improvement, but not as good as Jialing.
Me BU FU QI :(
Then got 64% for my end sem exam. it's of average standard la.. but i'm still sianz abt it. BLEAHZ.
okay. i shall work harder and get more pimples.
German lecture was fun!!
We played a game. That is to bet if other ppl had the things we brought to sch..my grp chose warrantee card (fr geokwei) and foundation(Ashley)..and we got the highest points! But got no prizes one..BOO! Ryan(another funny and lame Indian guy) insisted tt we cheated..haha! :P
Then we sang two German songs..one of them is a cannon..and we were divided into 3 grps and sang the song..and after tt the song resonates in our heads..
HEH-HO~!.....
I really love my German class..they are so nice and our class seem a lil united in a certain sense. I heard Geokwei said tt some of the classes were very competitive. And I dun think I like tt. Our class is basically very fun..we made fun of each others’ pronunciation. I dunno if other ppl mind but I dun mind. Cos it’s very fun! They have made my German 1 experience very exciting and fulfilling and I hope we’ll end up in the same class and go for the immersion trip together. :D
How I wish..
the immersion trip is going to be next year at ard may or june..and
I CANT WAIT!!!

DrOwSy RyTe NoW~ someone entertain me~!!!

I’ve been studying fr 9am onwards today and I felt so sleepy jus now..so had a lil nap and couldn’t wake up..sighz..and I watched a lil tv jus now..only a lil! And I forced myself not to watch cos I’m behind time..so today I cant slp early..I have to study finish wad I ought to finish today..Must be a Good Girl..haiz..okie..go back to study!

SoCiOloGy OdEr HiStoRy???

Sadistic Frau Koh says:
hi.free now arh?
wei shan says:
hi sadistic gal...haha...ur nick says that ah
u having exam soon or this week?
three weeks later..
hmm..i 'm feelin very guilty..these few days keep watching tv..going to ban tv fr tml onwards.
no exam i gan jiong..exam cuming i relax..i'm SO SIAO!
maybe allocate 2 hrs for tv....cos we need to relax once in a while.....
i noe..i've been watching tv fr 7pm to 10pm..
a lil too MUCH.
how's NUS ? i mean the life there?
so..i'm going to force myself to stay in sch or i ban tv.
oh...u watch the ch 8 9.00 show rite? i oso.....
i seem quite slack compared to other ppl fr other facs.
my exams coming up to...but i feel super unprepared..
but ur studies ok not?
erm..ok..but not very gd..whh is not very nice.
like ppl got A, i get D?
for eg. geog assignment.
dun have much confidence.
i may pass but not do well lor..sianz.
sianz.ellen's more stressed..
me too ....for my biz law...everyone got B/A and i got D...so paiseh when they ask me now much i get.
how come?
then u keep quiet la.
i duno.
i think we did sth wrongly..oh, it's a grp work.
are u doing work now?
i'm sort of slackin again now
u in the same class as ellen?
no la..she in computing.
which subject the most difficult?
huh?geog lor.
i hate it.duno y i took it in the first place..
must be bonkers then
why nv take history?
GOT!!!!!!!
oh so u take history n geog
no..got 5 modules.
geog, history, german1,south asian studies and sociology
wei shan says:
jia you .....u can do it.... just be consistent.....
erm..i duno if i'm consistent..
i try to do readings of course..but now i feel like slacking..
but i wanna force myself to watch less tv and study harder.
go to sch to study?
anywhere.
i mean can go sch to study....easier to concentrate
yep..i understand.
it depends on my luck.
mid term i stayed at hm and was quite efficient.
last few weeks i studied in sch on one of the mondays.
and it's v irritating cos ppl still chatters away when there's a "quiet zone" sign.
oh ya...totally understand...bt i feel v sleepy at home esp in afternoon...n got tv somemore
ya..but i was very efficient during mid term so i got no reason not to do this now at the end term
i must do it.
cos i hate the feeling of going all the way to sch and not do much studying
yeah!!!that's the spirit!!
staying at hm to slack is better than going to sch and ppl disturb u and u cld not study!
i think once u get started the momentum will be there
ya..like i ctrl myself..fr hr to hr..deteremined to get my stuff done.
erm...but dunno abt myself.....
haa..u plan a timetable la.
timetable in my head...but always a few hrs behind...so must buck up
hmm. sometimes i cant do finish de hua, i'll push it later lor..get contd wif other stuff cos i got shorter attention span
but anyway, how's ur studyin?
busy rite?
ya...i have this Management accounting course which i totally sucked
and my biz law course is very unpredictable.....so unsteady
duno how to help u all..haa..
its ok....we must meet up after exams
ya..when’s ur exams?
next 2 weeks....scary
earlier than me?
whh day start exactly?
mine's ard 26th
mine start at 22nd
earlier than me!
we can meet on 28th i think..but i asked julia b4. she say her frend bday on tt day so mayb cant meet on tt day.
but may be we meet up for pizza?
how abt tt?
oook...u having pizza craving?
wif ifah..a lil..haa..see first la..
ifah will gladly choose pizza....lol
we jus go somewhere to eat and catch up.but not too much ppl la..
hee..jiu zhe me shuo ding le ok?when do u finish ur exam?
i think 25th....somewhere ard there..u?
how many exams u have?
Before dec..i think 27th..
we'll prob need to meet on 28th cos 29th i'm going on holiday
hee..
wow...where?
so must faster see each other..
shanghai
eh...shanghai in dec can be vvvvv cold.....so nice if it snows!!
will cold until snow meh?
cos the last time i go there...it is 2 degrees....any lower than 0 deg = snow
okok..my mum think there's no snow leh..anyway, so let's meet ard there la..
hmmmm..better ask tour guide to confirm..
will call u after my exams to discuss.
ok.gotta do some stuff....tok again next time?
ok
see ya
byE! gd luck!
jia you...u n me!!!! hoho

so..this is the chat wif weishan..hmm..work hard!!! i must work hard and strive for an A!!! JIAYOU!!

but i still dunno whh major to choose..SOciolOgy or HiStoRy??

SeHr SeHr ScHwEr~!

okiee..my german test is jus over and i'm slacking in the library now printing some exam papers..today gg to watch 1 and a half hrs of tv cos S'pore idol result show starts at 8:30pm..hmm..going to study hard!

OH! german test was damn tough. the listening was bad..there was picture and time.. and i jus cant catch all the hell stuff..shit..Irene kept saying 'shit' during the test..everyone was overwhelmed cos the test is damn sehr schwer( very difficult).

NEVERTHELESS.

i wld not hesitate to take German 2 cos it's very lang fei to only take german 1..i will work hard..and oh..later must rem to post my chat wif weishang..it's quite inspiring..i said inspiring things..haha!

okiee..must study now..BuB-Bye~!

2 hrs of fernsehen..

Yesterday watched more than 4 hrs of TV..today watched for 2 hrs..got improvement la hor..i even had a nap and now i'm damn AWAKE. *Bling-Bling*I watched Spore idol and Ren Wo Au You..erm..i think Leandra will be out next..*pOoF*

PeTeR pArKeR~!

nice hor? i found this pic when i was surfing a german webby..haa..u shd noe why i say this pic is nice ryte? HEE :P

1 HOUR OF TV PER DAY cos CINDY KOH watch too much tv liao..

exams' only three weeks away and i've been watching too much TV. feeling really guilty. sighz. Yet, i'm tired now. But the shows are very nice!!! guess i have to make sacrifices again. I believe i can do it! I must work hard fr today onwards! Jia You, KOH CINDY!

Trying to study for my German test this Freitag..Oh My..sighz..

I'm now in the central lib and the guy sitting beside me is whispering so loudly. What's the pt of whispering when i can hear wad he's saying? haha..he's entertaining me.. wahahaha..mean to say this but it's true.

Truthful cindy signing off~lalala~

my bad habit i think is to stuff myself wif food (literally) this way..hmm..got hotcakes, onions, eggs, ham, strawberries..haa..think this is where i get happiness fr bah.

You have offended my family and you have offended the Shaolin temple..(..")

Sianz..got D+ for my geog prac assignment. REGRETED tt I din choose to drop it in the choices we had. Ifah refused to see the stupid lecturer wif me and I’m left to drown on my own..OK LOR. Was quite frustrated. She knew tt we were in a very bad situation and she doesn’t wan to help herself. I dun understand why. Sometimes, I’m jus SO frustrated wif her. Even Jialing adviced me to see tt idiot Matthias Roth. So WHAT the hell’s doing wif ifah?! This is the only bad thing of today. THANK GOD!

Saw tt Chi Cang (tt Taiwan guy) at ard AS3 today before our German lecture..smiled at him weirdly cos I have not recovered fr yesterday yet..and I can feel tt he felt awkward. WHAT’S WRONG WITH ME?

BUT BUT..

Within 24 hrs, I’m back to my siao-cha-bo stance. All thanks to German lesson and Bar-Bar (Mr Barnard). German lesson made me turn into the blur and noisy Cindy. Haa.. and Bar2 was very very damn funny today during history lecture..whh is sadly our very last one..i will definitely miss him a hell lot. He linked globalisation to Films. And he even had the voice of Bruce Lee recording..saying..

“You have offended my family and you have offended the Shaolin temple.”

I was laughing like shit.

And he played it thrice..he’s right. Mao may not be 100% Asian cos he actually used “western” ideas to develop China..well..Industrial Revolution is a “western idea” cos it started in Britain..RIGHT?

Then he talked abt how Asian ppl were stereotyped in Hollywood movie..for example fann wong was well-known for her lick on Owen Wilson..Asian women know Kungfu..and at the same time, they’re sluts..said by Bar2 but I think this is completely true. In the movies I mean.

Not to forget Bollywood. Why is it sustainable even tho there’s repetitive dancing scenes in every film? I find it sick but not everyone find it sick. They even think it’s entertaining..WHY huh..?

Well, Bar2 gave me an answer. It’s accepted cos there’s no sex element in it, thus acceptable in conservative socys. And there’s usually elements of traditions in them. Other than the spectacular singing and dancing segments, I think this is abt it.

Not to forget!! At the very beginning, they actually showed some images of politicians talkin and someone recorded and did sth to it to make it sound like a rock or rather rap song..it’s so damn funny.

History is so interestg right? *grinz*

it's been another crying day..

yesterday, i cant help but cry in the toilet.

think it's my saddest day of the year..

i dunno how to explain why am i so sad..

i'm jus simply sad.

As i had already sweared tt i will never ever cry for any guy whom i know,

yes, it's bcos of my family.

my family...yes..

i love my family a HELL lot. and i know they love me too..

But now wad has happened to my family?

all the things tt shd be done by some are not done by them.

i dun feel protected anymore.

where can i find some An1 Quan2 Gan3?

i'll been telling myself tt i must stay strong.

YES, i've been very strong (at least for my age)

always laughing loudly, speaking loudly

But i realise it's jus my effort to stay alright

Apparently, my mum doesnt like my way of life.

But i'll stay in this way

cos i cant cry everyday right?