Oranges with '喜' stickers pasted on them by mum, for this process called 过大礼.. whereby all the 娉礼 (?)will be sent to the bride-to-be.

These sweets smell so sweet! I wanna eat them too!!

CAKES!!! I WANNA EAT~!!!!!!!

Look look! My mum has made these two DAMN DAMN traditional costume for me and herself. We're going to wear them on the wedding dinner. Nice hor...






NO LA!!! I WILL NEVER WEAR SUCH KUKU MALU STUFF ON MY BROTHER'S WEDDING!!!

Don't the two thingies above look like two big AngBaos?? You must be wondering why did my family possess such stuff. Well, they were indeed made by my mum for some Malay client she had.. FOR HARI RAYA. I think I would laugh like hell if I were to see someone wearing that. Even though the costume itself is very beautiful, it's not really a norm wearing that on the streets now and obviously, you would look like a walking AngBao. So red. So kuku.

And well, the Malay client has not collected these two costumes yet. If you happen to see this post, Malay client, please come and collect them and wear them for your next Hari Raya. My mum spent effort in making every piece of clothing.. So, pay her and go be an Angbao.

Had a Girly Talk..

with my Major mates. It was pretty like a group session.. though we didn't really follow exact group procedures.. Just want to say, I had a good time talking and I hope we have this kind of chance again soon. :)

The 40% test was okay but I don't think I'll get fantastic grades and well, I shall mug for my darling german liao.. :P

Me: Tsk tsk tsk.. somebody's eating snake sia!!

Whatttt??? *scrambles over*

See! I'm working kkkk.... *rolls eyes*

王子变青蛙！

Haaaa... some form of entertainment for me.. foto arranging.. hehe.. :D

I heard that the VCDs are (what the) $80.. think I won't buy yet.

I thought I would fail my German test.. but HOHOHOHOHO.. I DIN FAIL!! And I got two marks higher than last test.. YEAHHHhhhh~ But now, I'm worried that my German Vocabulary Test will pull down my grades a little because I know for sure I won't be able to study everything by thursday due to my beloved major's test which is taking up a damn 40% of CA.

Have been trying very hard to balance between German and Social Work and getting ready for my brother's Big Day. It's really not a good day chosen because my second brother will have his examinations half-way through, and me? two days away. Sucky date I must say. My skin will be protesting and won't be looking good. :(

But I don't really care liao la. As long as I don't look ugly on MY wedding day.

Dear "People who said they wanna go Germany with me"...

After looking at a few blogs, I chanced upon the website of the Europa-Park.. which Joan has highly recommended me to go and check it out. I looked through the resort thingy and saw pictures of tents.. which makes me wonder if they set up tents for us to sleep.. hahaha.. sounds exciting eh?

We can first go to Freiburg.. then go to some other cities and of course, to Muenster, Elisa-Ruediger Weg.. I believe it's going to be a fun trip to look forward to.. Anyway, practical thinking allows me to understand that it is highly impossible for all of my German friends to go with me.. But it's good to go as a small group, right?

My only worry is that I want to bring my mum to Germany but of course not together with my friends.. So I've to go Germany twice? Errr... dun sound bad right? :D

我想，这括许就是真爱吧。。。

“我讨厌你影响我的心跳，

进入我的视线里、妨碍我的思想。”

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曾经一个人影响我的心跳。。 但他却不知情。。

他。。进入我的视线里，超级妨碍到了我的思想。。

我试着让他知道我对他的情。。但他却没做出任何反应。。

我只好放弃。

I'm so bored!! :P To the extent of drawing spiders.. hehe..

Cindy vomits..

Originally I wanted Joan to bring a camera to take class picture but I suddenly don't have the courage to say that I want to take a class photo. Afterall, we are not a very bonded class. I wanted very much to take a foto because 1) I like my lecturer, 2) I want to take pictures with interesting ppl whom I've never met till now.. But I don't know how they'll interpret my on-ness of taking pictures.

For my second German class, I have already lost in touch with my classmates and it's only my first German class (when no fotos were taken), that I still kept in touch with my classmates.. which is a very amazing thing..

From nothing to say to scolding Alvin for his crappiness, encouraging Victor along the corridor, and crapping with Elayne with all sorts of stuff.. Friendship just grew.. though not as much as in the past as we each has our own life to lead.. They are working now (except muscleman).. And i really wish them all the best.. It's them who made me feel that I'm not so anti-social in NUS afterall. To cheat myself that I'm anti-social is perhaps an act of self-protection.. I just want to convince myself that it's okay not to find any friends that I clique with. It's okay. Afterall, life's not just about friends.

But life can be very different with friends around. I dont tell everything to everyone but my friends who understand me enough knows that I didnt say everything and always notice that I have something wrong with me. It's also amazing how friends can affect how we think. Grace just simply gave me a call, I cried, and after that, I changed my way of thinking and cheered up, gained courage and stood up again. I'm leading a different life now and am more than ever, ready for challenges ahead..

Right now, my rate of anti-social-ness should be around 6 marks bah.. I talk to people I know.. but I don't make an extra effort to know someone new. Just acquaintances.. I know if I put in extra effort, I'll end up feeling hurt.. so why invest so much effort? And even if I talk, it's basically for pragmatic purposes. It's so convenient can? Just one sms and you'll know the lecture venue, or the content of next tutorial.

My dear Primary School time best friend, Agnes, reflected to me that University friendship is based in pragmatic reasons. I cant help but agree.

Urgh.. So my stand is... Okay.. I don't sound as if I got a stand but I just wanna pui everything out.


*OooooOGGgggggg*


Okay. Vomit finish le.

What? I cannot be nonsensical is it?!

It just irks me when some people can get so irritating.

Some people have a BIG and complete family, yet ugly personalities.

Some people have tertiary education, yet they ask stupid questions when they can simply find the answers they want in IVLE. Please check the website. It's not there for nothing.





May your ass catch fire one fine day.

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I don't know if I can fit in but I'm trying to la.. Sometimes I just hope that friendship will grow for no reason. No need for rapport-building or good listening skills or appropriate body language or whatsoever. Looks like my 2105 information has took over my brain. Anyway, enjoyed eating lunch with some of my coursemates and well, we digressed from topics to topics.. Facial... ideal partner... our essays...

...

Hmm... Multiattribute Utility Analsis..

Nominal Group Technique..

Social Judgment Analysis..

Quality Circles...

I don't know what the hell they are about.. Only know abit, and that's as good as knowing nothing can?!

Cheem Social Work terms have been boggling me for the whole day.. baaahhhhhh... save me!!!

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Sometimes I think I have the wrong mindset.. But it's so tough to change myself.

Ok I'm mumbling nonsensical stuff again..

BOOOOOOOO-HOOOOOOOOOO......

Ich bin wirklich nicht gut..

German Semester test was so hard... When i saw the whole passage of German, I felt so sleepy and spaced out that I don't really want to read it properly.. A sudden sian-ness in me.. and I couldn't control how I felt.. It was horrible. Urgh.

Then there's this section about describing what the lecturer is wearing.. I took a look at Frau Niemann...(to the extent of staring)

She's wearing white pants and white tee with a red shirt that has green leaves all over.. My German is SO GOOD such that I ignored the green leaves and just stated that she is wearing a red shirt with white pants.. I'm so smart.

The problem is I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS 'LEAVES' in german!

For the whole day I was feeling rather horrible and urgh.. a very terrible feeling. I better speak more german for the last two German lessons to earn more participation marks....

I shall go online less frequently since exams are coming.. Shall mug till I die.

NUS pals.

Hahaha... I have been playing around with photos even though I have german test tomorrow.. I would love if I know how to photoshop.. hehe. Anyway, here's the NUS pals collage. :) Nice?

Here's a collage made from random JC pals photos.

Wasserbett- Water bed..

Reminiscing..

Phew! It took me loads of time to choose and paste and size each of them into suitable sizes.. :D

I suddenly have the urge of pasting some jing cai fotos from my Language Immersion together.. Of course I cant fit the hundreds of fotos into this size.. but i try?? heee... All I can say is that I miss my Immersion friends and I miss the Sagemanns and I'm gonna be missing German soon..

Fotos von "Kaffee und Kuchen mit Julia"..

Julia's Hot Chocolate..

(I don't know why I don't like hot chocolate when I like chocolate..)