The couple then served tea to their MUM of course.

The couple serves tea to my uncle..Okay.. I shall stop on the serving tea pictures.. got too many to show..

Thanks for all the help you guys gave to my brother!

The bride with the necklace my mum gave her..

After all the traditional processes, the adults requested the couple to pick numbers for them to buy chap li ki/4D..

Open open open..

After the couple left, me and my mum went to set our hair and we noticed this very interesting taxi.. It has money stuck of from its boot! So cute!!

Write your well-wishes for the couple! (AND PUT THE ANGBAOS INTO THE RED BOX RIGHT BEHIND THE WEDDING PHOTO)

As usual, I'm hopping around like a grasshopper, taking photos.

Our table (before the guests come)..

Who says I don't have boyfriendS! I have two leh!

The nicest photo of the day. yeah! :D

Me and my Jiu Jiu..

My brother and my mum..

Cheeky handsome boys of Ah Kiong Jiu Jiu.. ham sum boys~!!!

This is my uncle with Ah Beng Jiu Jiu and his family.. sweet little daughters they have..

Notice something?
That's Aniki Jin (in blue) in the background, according to my brother.

My uncle, Me, mum, Xinyi, and mum's friends.. That's Meili aunty in stripes.. used to cook yummy food for us when we were neighbours..

Actually all of us dream of planning our traditional Chinese wedding dinner. But the couple don't get lovey-dovey at the table.. They discuss what's gonna happen next. So not matching to our imagination. :P

The hosts requested my brother to carry the bride to her seat.. er.. looks heavy.. hahahaaaa..

Manage to catch the couple in a lovey-dovey (?) pose.. I'm so smart.

The couple pouring champagne..

My brother's new car A.K.A The wedding car..

CUTE RIGHT!!! (i mean.. the bears :P)

Do you all feel like getting married after seeing all the pictures?? I was wondering, at the age of 20, probably no one will come up with questions like "So when will I be able to drink your wedding dinner?" --> direct translation from chinese

But one of my mum's friend ask me jokingly.. when will it be my Big Day.

I replied with a big grin, "heh heh.. you wait la.."

Lastly, we shooked hands with most of the guests (because some just walk off).. and I have an irritation in my eyes and lips now.. probably because of the excessive makeup I had.. And oh!

I HATE MASCARA!

Have a nice day friends! Hope you all find the right one soon and don't forget to invite me to your wedding dinner!

My second 宝贝。。

And oh! I bought a camera for myself last week.. So messed up with my life such that I forgot to mention.. It is not very good but it has met all my needs so far. :)

Dear Sharon, I wont pester you with "bring your camera along" sms-es le! :D

My very first 旗袍..

One thing to be happy about among the irritating stuff,
mum made me a very nice 旗袍 which I have been hoping for..

Personally I feel that girls look very feminine wearing them.. Hope my big butt wont spoil the effect. :p

Muahahahaaa... nice and FREE OF CHARGE!

I'M SIMPLY IRRITATED.

SIAN!!! MUGGING BUT DON'T SEEM TO BE GENUINELY MUGGING.

I'M IRRITATED WITH MYSELF FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO READ MY TEXTBOOK AND READINGS MORE QUICKLY.

I'M IRRITATED WITH THE STUPID CHEEM TERMS OF SW2104.

(Anybody know the freaking difference between 'geriatricians' and 'gerontologist' ???!?!?!?)

I'M IRRITATED WITH THE WHOLE ***.

I'M IRRITATED WITH MY SKIN.

I'M IRRITATED WITH THE WEDDING DATE. SPOIL MY MOOD. WHILE ENTERTAINING GUESTS, I'LL BE THINKING OF SOCIAL WORK TERMS. HOW GREAT.

I'M IRRITATED WITH NOT BEING ABLE TO ENJOY TV AS MUCH AS BEFORE BECAUSE WHILE WATCHING, I'M THINKING OF HOW MUCH I STILL NEED TO STUDY..





SUCH A TRAUMATISING WORLD.. OR IS IT ONLY IN SINGAPORE THAT SUCH THINGS HAPPEN?

I REALLY LOVE STUDYING BUT STUDYING IN A TERTIARY INSTITUTION IS NOT FUN AT ALL.

* 抓狂*

Studying at home..

since Tuesday.. and I don't feel like going out.. to school because the crowd in Central Library is scaring me off. I am very tempted to take a picture to show how horrfiying it is but I guess I'll be killed by hundreds of students.. so.. never mind..

I feel so much calm-er at home.. Eat and shit as I like.. help my mum vacuum and mop the floor- I consider that as small breaks for me- and shake my leg like no one's business.. And most importantly, no need to put stupid stuff on my face to cover up all those flaws. People who have seen me in school but are shocked that I look like a ghost or didn't say hi.. Got reason one.. I don't wanna scare all of my friends away.. Yucky pimples love me. I got no idea why is this so. Go find those girls who have money to go for expensive facial sessions okay??

Anyway, I watched Korean dramas too.. have finished watching Full House.. going to repeat it during the holidays and return them to Xiao Wei.. Thankyou so much.. So entertaining!!

Full House was very boring at the start. The disgusting attitude of the female lead's friends really drives me mad. But as the story unfolds, the chemistry between the couple is clear for all to see. Nice show! :)

Talking about letting chances fly right out of the window..

NO ONE can beat me in that area.. I'm the 'DUMB-est' person on this earth.

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Am I such a detesting person, such that you don't want to talk to me in a proper manner? You can talk to others in a totally angel tone and talk to me and I can feel that you feel dirty when you're talking to me. If not for what Grace had said, I would have quarrelled. I'm so damn irritated. You're not the only one of earth suffering. I am, too. You think what? My life sucks too. I got to work part time, pay my own bills and pay my own school fees, pay for my own meals.. You think I'm the most fortunate person? Your foot!

Pictures Galore(?) !

Got a hell lot to share but not a lot of time to spare.. Have been too tired and busy.. so enjoy the following pictures! :)

On Wednesday..

I took a photo with some of my SW2103 tutorial mates in the oily canteen..

Me and Rebecca.. The reason that I'm not posting all the fotos is because I don't look good in them. haha..

My German Lecture Class..

What a nice class foto!! Even Frau Niemann said it's 'ein tolles Foto'! hehe.. :D

Everyone's listening while I'm playing around with the camera.. :P

Our future wishes pasted on the wall.. but from time to time, they dropped to the ground.. :X

Me and Frau Niemann!

My group members for the day.. poor Joan, get well soon!

During German Tutorial..

(Damien, Gladys, Geok and ? in the background.. Lydia, ? and Irene in the foreground)

We're supposed to discuss our questions for a quiz game and I'm hopping around taking pictures. heh! Ask them to turn and face me, they just laugh.. haha.. They're nice people!!

"Come on la.. eat la.. my dear son.."

(We're doing another skit.. it's so fun to role-play in german!)

Stubborn prince still don't want to eat..despite all the good food and persuasion..

The funny nurse (centre) who confessed her love for the thin prince..haha..

The last skit.. the 'thin' prince and the King and the Queen..

This is Junwei, Stephanie and.... sorry, forgot your name. :P

Me and Geok!

Lastly, took a picture with my German tutor, Frau Annika Walter-Schantz..

Some preparation for the Big Day..

Marrying my brother off.. soon..

(Hehe.. i can ensure entertaining photos because my brother has loaned his camera to me and I won't be returning him that soon.. *witch laugh*)

Oranges with '喜' stickers pasted on them by mum, for this process called 过大礼.. whereby all the 娉礼 (?)will be sent to the bride-to-be.

These sweets smell so sweet! I wanna eat them too!!

CAKES!!! I WANNA EAT~!!!!!!!

Look look! My mum has made these two DAMN DAMN traditional costume for me and herself. We're going to wear them on the wedding dinner. Nice hor...






NO LA!!! I WILL NEVER WEAR SUCH KUKU MALU STUFF ON MY BROTHER'S WEDDING!!!

Don't the two thingies above look like two big AngBaos?? You must be wondering why did my family possess such stuff. Well, they were indeed made by my mum for some Malay client she had.. FOR HARI RAYA. I think I would laugh like hell if I were to see someone wearing that. Even though the costume itself is very beautiful, it's not really a norm wearing that on the streets now and obviously, you would look like a walking AngBao. So red. So kuku.

And well, the Malay client has not collected these two costumes yet. If you happen to see this post, Malay client, please come and collect them and wear them for your next Hari Raya. My mum spent effort in making every piece of clothing.. So, pay her and go be an Angbao.

Had a Girly Talk..

with my Major mates. It was pretty like a group session.. though we didn't really follow exact group procedures.. Just want to say, I had a good time talking and I hope we have this kind of chance again soon. :)

The 40% test was okay but I don't think I'll get fantastic grades and well, I shall mug for my darling german liao.. :P

Me: Tsk tsk tsk.. somebody's eating snake sia!!

Whatttt??? *scrambles over*

See! I'm working kkkk.... *rolls eyes*

王子变青蛙！

Haaaa... some form of entertainment for me.. foto arranging.. hehe.. :D

I heard that the VCDs are (what the) $80.. think I won't buy yet.

I thought I would fail my German test.. but HOHOHOHOHO.. I DIN FAIL!! And I got two marks higher than last test.. YEAHHHhhhh~ But now, I'm worried that my German Vocabulary Test will pull down my grades a little because I know for sure I won't be able to study everything by thursday due to my beloved major's test which is taking up a damn 40% of CA.

Have been trying very hard to balance between German and Social Work and getting ready for my brother's Big Day. It's really not a good day chosen because my second brother will have his examinations half-way through, and me? two days away. Sucky date I must say. My skin will be protesting and won't be looking good. :(

But I don't really care liao la. As long as I don't look ugly on MY wedding day.

Dear "People who said they wanna go Germany with me"...

After looking at a few blogs, I chanced upon the website of the Europa-Park.. which Joan has highly recommended me to go and check it out. I looked through the resort thingy and saw pictures of tents.. which makes me wonder if they set up tents for us to sleep.. hahaha.. sounds exciting eh?

We can first go to Freiburg.. then go to some other cities and of course, to Muenster, Elisa-Ruediger Weg.. I believe it's going to be a fun trip to look forward to.. Anyway, practical thinking allows me to understand that it is highly impossible for all of my German friends to go with me.. But it's good to go as a small group, right?

My only worry is that I want to bring my mum to Germany but of course not together with my friends.. So I've to go Germany twice? Errr... dun sound bad right? :D

我想，这括许就是真爱吧。。。

“我讨厌你影响我的心跳，

进入我的视线里、妨碍我的思想。”

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曾经一个人影响我的心跳。。 但他却不知情。。

他。。进入我的视线里，超级妨碍到了我的思想。。

我试着让他知道我对他的情。。但他却没做出任何反应。。

我只好放弃。

I'm so bored!! :P To the extent of drawing spiders.. hehe..

Cindy vomits..

Originally I wanted Joan to bring a camera to take class picture but I suddenly don't have the courage to say that I want to take a class photo. Afterall, we are not a very bonded class. I wanted very much to take a foto because 1) I like my lecturer, 2) I want to take pictures with interesting ppl whom I've never met till now.. But I don't know how they'll interpret my on-ness of taking pictures.

For my second German class, I have already lost in touch with my classmates and it's only my first German class (when no fotos were taken), that I still kept in touch with my classmates.. which is a very amazing thing..

From nothing to say to scolding Alvin for his crappiness, encouraging Victor along the corridor, and crapping with Elayne with all sorts of stuff.. Friendship just grew.. though not as much as in the past as we each has our own life to lead.. They are working now (except muscleman).. And i really wish them all the best.. It's them who made me feel that I'm not so anti-social in NUS afterall. To cheat myself that I'm anti-social is perhaps an act of self-protection.. I just want to convince myself that it's okay not to find any friends that I clique with. It's okay. Afterall, life's not just about friends.

But life can be very different with friends around. I dont tell everything to everyone but my friends who understand me enough knows that I didnt say everything and always notice that I have something wrong with me. It's also amazing how friends can affect how we think. Grace just simply gave me a call, I cried, and after that, I changed my way of thinking and cheered up, gained courage and stood up again. I'm leading a different life now and am more than ever, ready for challenges ahead..

Right now, my rate of anti-social-ness should be around 6 marks bah.. I talk to people I know.. but I don't make an extra effort to know someone new. Just acquaintances.. I know if I put in extra effort, I'll end up feeling hurt.. so why invest so much effort? And even if I talk, it's basically for pragmatic purposes. It's so convenient can? Just one sms and you'll know the lecture venue, or the content of next tutorial.

My dear Primary School time best friend, Agnes, reflected to me that University friendship is based in pragmatic reasons. I cant help but agree.

Urgh.. So my stand is... Okay.. I don't sound as if I got a stand but I just wanna pui everything out.


*OooooOGGgggggg*


Okay. Vomit finish le.

What? I cannot be nonsensical is it?!

It just irks me when some people can get so irritating.

Some people have a BIG and complete family, yet ugly personalities.

Some people have tertiary education, yet they ask stupid questions when they can simply find the answers they want in IVLE. Please check the website. It's not there for nothing.





May your ass catch fire one fine day.

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I don't know if I can fit in but I'm trying to la.. Sometimes I just hope that friendship will grow for no reason. No need for rapport-building or good listening skills or appropriate body language or whatsoever. Looks like my 2105 information has took over my brain. Anyway, enjoyed eating lunch with some of my coursemates and well, we digressed from topics to topics.. Facial... ideal partner... our essays...

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Hmm... Multiattribute Utility Analsis..

Nominal Group Technique..

Social Judgment Analysis..

Quality Circles...

I don't know what the hell they are about.. Only know abit, and that's as good as knowing nothing can?!

Cheem Social Work terms have been boggling me for the whole day.. baaahhhhhh... save me!!!

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Sometimes I think I have the wrong mindset.. But it's so tough to change myself.

Ok I'm mumbling nonsensical stuff again..

BOOOOOOOO-HOOOOOOOOOO......

Ich bin wirklich nicht gut..

German Semester test was so hard... When i saw the whole passage of German, I felt so sleepy and spaced out that I don't really want to read it properly.. A sudden sian-ness in me.. and I couldn't control how I felt.. It was horrible. Urgh.

Then there's this section about describing what the lecturer is wearing.. I took a look at Frau Niemann...(to the extent of staring)

She's wearing white pants and white tee with a red shirt that has green leaves all over.. My German is SO GOOD such that I ignored the green leaves and just stated that she is wearing a red shirt with white pants.. I'm so smart.

The problem is I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS 'LEAVES' in german!

For the whole day I was feeling rather horrible and urgh.. a very terrible feeling. I better speak more german for the last two German lessons to earn more participation marks....

I shall go online less frequently since exams are coming.. Shall mug till I die.