Love myself- isn't that my life goal? How come I still find it hard to do so, after such a long long time? :(
I'm glad I had someone to talk with when my emotions were churning:
...but i always tell myself that even if such things happen, it may be because of something that i haven yet equip myself with the skills to do it yet
so i will tell myself to get thru it and slowly learn lor..
haha i have learnt over the years to allow myself plenty of room and time to grow...
grow from my flaws, grow from my incapacities
u know, in this cruel hard cold world, many pp will give us stick le..
the last thing i wana do for myself is to add stick on to myself...
haha it sounds a bit self-love, a bit ego
but suffering from ur own defined deflated ego is probably worse than what pp say about u, because the former reinforces what you think it is...
Haiii......
