Back in SCS as a volunteer...

Early in the morning, I went back to school to hand in the forms for attachment.

I see totally FRESH faces in school! Fresh faces means they look like freshies. They got this blur look on their face! Haa! I admit I was blur when I was a freshie. And I saw some guys wearing totally out-of-fashion clothes which made me cringe a little. Their way of dressing is so interesting. Anyway the school was so quiet and I felt that I don't really miss school at all because I was probably feeling miserable from all the essay-typing. Bleah.

I went back to SCS for NTSS groupwork. These are cards made by me and Diana for our group.

I thought of a very not cool tagline. Hehehe. I rulez, We rulez, Our Rulez!

(I am very tickled by myself. Muahahahahahahaa~)

I was so worried that I look tired in front of the students. Gosh I need more sleep. I am worried that they don't like me as well. Sigh. But hopefully like what I said about the fruits of work, I get to see the fruits some day. I love the debriefs though. They really made me reflect on myself and how I view things- the youths especially.

I really really feel unwilling to let go of the youths in GP especially. It feels like constipation. I started off with them and have to let go halfway through because I am not a staff there. I can still see the risk factors and I am very worried. Yet, I don't know how constructively I can help them. The only constructive help I can give them is my concern and listening ear I guess.

Anyway, thank you Tremandy for listening to me for one whole hour. I didn't really think that I was learning how to fly when I just got to know how to walk. I think I am just impatient or over-worried. Thank you so much! :D

I'll try to enjoy the strolls.