I look everywhere to find... I try so hard, fall down so many times, get upset so many times, put in so much effort, get so stressed... but I still can't find.
Where can I find it? How long will I take to find it? How high do I have to search? What must I do to help myself to find it? Can anyone help me find it?
You know what? One fine day I might just end up giving up, because maybe I just don't have it, I just can't find it... I just won't have it lor.
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Alright, I need to chill and try not to wallow in self-pity.
Let's put the stupid negative feeling into the lunch box, and move on first.
Because I'm not in the correct mood to handle this.
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"it comes with experience..but do what u really like to do, persevere"
Thanks girl.
We shall see... if what you said is true.