For a moment, I hope to be all alone, to have no friends at all, to squat down and wail (like the morning after night hike).
The feeling...
It’s like a big fat rock which stays in your way and when you say, “Please, would you please move away a little so that I can cross the road?”, it will say, “Lick my foot (imagine that the stupid rock has feet) and I will let you cross.” You will just feel like having a gigantic hammer to smash the stupid rock.
Great. I entertain myself very well.