i realise sometimes i hate to listen to ppl's comments.
There's this Korean actress who killed herself today.. why kill yourself? *sighz*
Today i was wif ifah and julia eating in the supposedly filled-with-all-damn-kinds-of-delicious-food arts canteen.. Julia couldnt resist buying the potato salad whh is like so damn nice~!! it's better than Pasta Mania's potato salad lor~! definitely gg to buy it when i hav to dine alone in sch..
I'm scared to everything.. scared tt i dun have any more frends.. scared tt my mum will die.. scared tt i wont have enuff money.. i'm such a weirdo. cant stand myself.
Today Julia told me tt she wld sometimes cry when she look at our class photos. I wld like to say "ME TOO~*" but i dun dare.. i guess i'm jus like those chavinistic men who dun express their emotions easily (except hatred)
Time has past so quickly.. and my frends seem to be lesser and lesser.. we have fewer and fewer things to talk abt.. jus feel a lil weird.. why do all these happen when we write notes to each other saying tt we'll be best of frends forever?
Had two missed calls from grace.. dunno whether she wanna call for fun or sth had happened to her. i hope she calls back.
Abt my blog, if i say my emotions too clearly, ppl might day tt i'm being insensitive. Actually, i'm indeed insensitive and immature.. But i dun wan my frends to read my blog and then think tt i'm agst them or wad.. so i shall reduce my personal content bah..
Well.. about my immersion trip, a lot of ppl not gg lor. and i heard fr alvin that the tix is ard $1800++.. *faint*
WAD?!
Oh my god.. tt means i've to spent a minimum of $4000??!! tt's like most of my savings gone~!!! i read thru comments given by my frends..
"no money.."
well, i got it but i started to think if i'm bu xiao by spending my money on immersion trip and not using them to help my family to tide through our crisis. i started to feel guilty.. why must this all happen to me?
Today i'm supposed to be happy.. but why am i not?
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