they say this branch looks like e chinese character 'xin'.. and if u wanna take a pic, must one person stand infront and the other behind.. well..it looks as if no body was there but i tell u, ppl are QUEUING to take photos!! so kua zhang.

my Mum.. hehe.. i knocked my head here lehz.. pain until teared! so dangerous!

this is the temple where Ji Gong is 'brought up'.

We're gg to watch a show~

the King and the Queen..

very the GRAND horz??

i understand how cum men go and see this show.

they had really amazing stunts.. more amazing than the last time i visited China.. well.. mayb it's bcos i got VIP seats this time ard.

this is Qu Yuan..

Close up..

Pretty hOrz~

is this Hang Zhou?? eh.. u shd try gg Hang Zhou.. it's damn pretty. I hope i can go during 8 yue 15.. cos got full moon and the moon will be reflected into 33 moons on earth~! The 33th moon is actually the moon cake la.

If i'm not wrong, tt is Jing Shan Si. eh? hehe.. forgot liao.. cannot blame me la..got so many such buildings all ard lehz..

How cum got two Ang Mos?? EXTRA.

like dummy liddat..

nice hor.. this is one restaurant whh is damn posh.. and i kop a lot of tissues fr here.. eh.

i just finished my meal.. so mayb havent digested.. got a lil siao.. haha..

FlOwErS~

the streets of Shanghai~ so colourful.. all the neon lights decorating the streets..

see the pink sweater i wore inside? i just bought it in China and i love it~!

two wolves and Aizhen's mum.. it's so WINDY~

Wah.. we're like flying in the sky liddat.

My hand just kept pressing and pressing cos everything's so captivating..

NiCe HoRz?

Wah.. hanghai v developed ryte??

WaH~!

e DoNg FaNg MiNg ZhU again.. it's so pretty u jus wanna take more pictures of it..

like Fullerton hor?

this is the last hotel i lived in ShAnGhAi.. that is Kong Zi and his di zi..

i'M e BeSt~!

Today i din WoO-hOo la.. pretty sick of it.. ya noe.. that ger who aims to make love wif five guys died after having sex wif three guys.. i dunno the exact reason but i guess she's jus being too bad.. so today, i concentrated on their daily needs.. making sure they have good mood..

ANyway, i revised a lil German today.. had a lil headache cos i was refering to and fro and it's very tou tong one.. haiz..

i was a lil demoralised jus now.. haiz.. zhumei encouraged me a lil and i guess i need some self-reflection and boosting..

JiAyOu CiNdY kOh,U'rE e BeSt!!

P/S: i noe how to say happy christmas in German le! haaa...

WoO-hOo~

Today's basically another typical hols day.. was playing Sims 2.. ans found out that the Sims can MAKE LOVE?!?! and they call it.. 'woo-hoo'.. haha..

How come me got interested in this?? well.. i'm still a teenager.. haa.. curious la.. they wont show u how they do tt la.. tt'll be too.. hmm.. ANYWAY..

u shall choose relax on a double bed.. then ask a guy to join u.. and then cuddle.. and then make out and then BINGO! 'Woo-hoo' starts..

i was involved in this family whh has got two HuA cHi girls.. and their aim is either to get married or make out or jus woo-hoo wif five diff guys! OMG! okay..i had a v exciting day.. hahaa..

Anyway, u can try playing Sims 2 doing the things whh u wld nv ever do like having sex wif five guys la.. hahaa.. it's fun and it requires skills.. an now, the two sisters are like fan mu chen chou by me.. heh..

*cindy jumps wif joy* i love PiGLeT~!!

SsOoo CuTe~!!!!! *cindy shrieks*

And shao bu liao Sly slY de Sylvester..

MoRe abt Taufik! i'M so ProUd of My BlOg.. it's So CoLoUrFuL~!

OoO..

i found some pictures on the net..

PlAyiNg SiMs 2--> mY SeCoNdArY sCh DaYs FaV gAmE~!

WaHaHaHahA~!

i'm hooked to Sims 2 ~!

Originally, Xinyi wanted to play tog wif me but i find it too cumbersome cos we'll be passing the mouse ard and she'll definitely find my way of doing things wrong so i rejected but she kept sayin ''PLEASE... PLEASE..... PLEASE........"

So, i gave in and i'm so damn clever.. we ended up quarrelling.. well.. i'll make my own family cos i really prefer to play alone..

that xinyi huh.. she din wan to spend money on those household appliances whh the ppl inside e family yearn for and make lotsa noise for.. SO TROUBLESOME to play wif her.. therefore, i've got new entertaining outlet le~!!!

YEAH~!

WhY iS hE sO hAnDsOmE 2 mE?

I'm NEVER sick of him.. JaY~!!!

'Nuff of Fruit Juice.. one of my fav female singer.. can sing, can compose.. ICHIBAN~!

this looks nice too but din see in China lehz.

娃哈哈果汁--我喜欢~!

this drink fr 杭州娃哈哈集团有限公司 is damn nice~! u shd try the next time u go China!! e peach one damn nice.. :D

娃哈哈系列果汁，以巴西进口的上等天然水果原汁为主要原料，采用超高温瞬时灭菌（UHT）工艺，保留水果的营养成分和天然风味，富含β胡萝卜素、维生素C及多种矿物质等天然营养成分。娃哈哈10%果汁饮品现有鲜橙汁、水蜜桃汁、葡萄汁、混合水果汁等多种口味.娃哈哈大瓶装果汁饮品现有鲜橙汁和苹果汁等多种口味..

I'm YoUr AnGeL~

Ho-Ho~

Today, i've been GoOd..

1) I mopped the floor..
2) I vacuumed the floor..
3) I taught Xinyi Mathematics..
(she's only Primary 3 gg on to Primary 4 and her mum's asking me to teach her Primary 4 stuff.. KaIsU ryte?? but hoho.. maths is damn easy..wahahaha~)
4) I helped mum made pork chop *secret receipe*
5) I helped to hang and fold the laundry

oh.. and i did my cucumber mask.. i hope it works. Everyday except the day before yesterday.. to remove or lighten my stupid black eyerings..

gotta read a lot of Xiao Shuo so that i can give or throw away.. heh.. i love to throw away all my rubbish.. YEAH!

Confirm meeting my sushi pals on the 30th cos they wanna eat b4 sch reopens.. i wanna eat takopachi, nicey fish, tofu, and.. YuMmY~! Cant Wait!

But i hope i can earn some money before or after i go.. hmm..

The Story of the Matchstick..

one fine day..


Mr matchstick's head's itchy..

so, he scratched it..

and...
...
...
...

he died!!

*cries*

(so damn lame and funy.. copyright fr annie tay.. my annie auntie.)

ShAgGed and a HaG..

I really look shag.. wif my BIG eye bags and DARK and BLACK eyerings.. HeLp~!

i suddenly have the urge to bring my mum and jiu jiu to Australia.. i hope.. really hope tt i can do so next year at ard december bah.. i hope i got enuff money after my German Immersion and my jiu jiu's work doesnt clash or else.. *boo-hoo*

so..i beta work hard~! earn $$ and study hard..

but ryte now, shaking leg la.. hahaha..

Just realised not long ago that the song i like very much from MVP Qing Ren is a track named 'Every Heart' by Boa. (song name not tt sure tho..) it's damn nice~! but i dun like her personally.

Although he doesn't have the same pretty-boy image as most prefabricated mando and cantopop stars, Jay Chou can play the game as good as any. The question is, will show business change him? (cindy hope not)

WoW~ "In addition to his piano skills, Chou is also an accomplished cellist and a student of western and Chinese music theory --in an industry where too many idols can barely read sheet music." Jian zhi is my dream prince.. i jus love guys who know music.. WAH!!

EeE.. who is this? YuCks.

WAD? this dumb lil kid here is Jay Chou?!?

a lil weird-looking but cool~

i cant send my other pictures.. so i try to send jay chou's pictures~!! MuAhahahah!

How i spent my Saturday..

Oh.. so ningjia's 'competition' is only an audition la.. chey.. but anyway, she appreciated me and zhumei's effort to go all the way down to orchard to sppt her.. plus it's raining.. so shity cos i tried to dress nicely.. URGh. anyway, she sang Xi Huan Ni by Kit Chan originally.

We went (scrambled) to Cineleisure and ate Cafe Cartel's Seafood COmbo.. it's not that wonderful lor.. paid ard $13 and it's not exactly delicious. *disappointed*

But anyway, took quite a lot of pictures cos.. IT'S ALL STARTED BY ZHUMEI LA.. she took ugly pictures of me eating.. and then we started taking pictures wif diff poses.. haha.. but i always look ugly when she take pictures of me.. and i think the pictures.. DUNNO why cant post..shitty Shit. UGH!

hey..got nothing much to say le..i realise tt recently i got fewer and fewer stuff to post.. haha~ life's been boring i guess..

Anyway, been seeing lots of my frends getting attached and then single again.. i feel xing teng fer them.. why bother to go thru all the trouble when u noe u wont have a gd ending? sighz.

GeTtiNg BrOkE..

Met manhong.. today.. or rather yesterday.. hmm.. had an hr chat.. and she said she's gg to study in this Arts or Music thingy.. mayb next time can be musik teacher or choir teacher.. haha.. so nice.. can learn piano too.. i hope i can have time and money to learn piano.. tt's my long time wish since secondary sch lorz. haiz.. rem last time grace taught me how to play Twinkle Twinkle Lil stars and she almost vomit blood. It is so damn hard for a wooden bloc (me) to learn to play it using two hands.. haha.. tt's a nice experience actually. Now tt i dun really have a lot of money, i shall work hard earn money and go learn it before i die huh..? YEAH.

Before she leave, i initiated a hug.. and boy, she hugged so hard.. even tho we're not tt close, we choir girls have this tradition of hugging each other.. or rather since JC i have this habit if hugging ppl. it is so warm.. and haha.. yeah.. i love hugging ish.. and annie mayb.. but sharon? NO MEAT one.. haha.. will miss manhong.. her laughter.. always makes me feel tt nothing is impossible.. she is so cheerful.

Tml is ningjia's competition and guess wad.. i smsed zhumei, yujie, sharon, julia, annie, ellen, ifah, jialing, peiqi, kaiyin, weishang... all of them are either busy or din even reply.. or are not free.. so it's only me.. HOW? i dun dare to tell ningjia. i dun wanna dampen her spirits.. hope she wins? haa.. then her sch fees can be subsidised.. SSsooO GOOD!

Glücklich! (if i nv spell wrongly.. it's good luck!)

Everyone seems to be working.. guess i'm the only one slacking at home (counting out peiqi and jialing) haiz..felt a lil worried cos my wallet is getting thinner.. i have to make it fat soon.. hope i can start work at horse brand asap.. *prays*

And the very first Singapore Idol.. Taufik Batisah~!! *screamin' girls* By the way, i like him more cos he's indeed of more substance. and even tho i like Sly, i find his performance going down since the final four.. whh is rather disappointing.. and Congrats!! Both Taufik and Sylvester have been offered a one year recording contract with Sony BMG Singapore!

Sly looks sly...

My all-time favourite.. MaiA~!!!

David.. hmm.. quite nice looking huh..?

Holidays are a time for self-reflection and deep thinkin.. jus like wad i'm doing now..

i still haven receive the pictures~ *whining*

*ah-choo!*

okay.. today i visited my old neighbour again.. after 6 mths.. this is what i entered into my online diary 6 mths ago..

Living my LiFe to the fullest!
6/17/2004

yesterday night,i paid a visit to my ex-neighbour. she's an old lady..she's like so thin now!(compared to the last time i saw her!) she lost a bit of her memory cos she fell down..sigh..her stupid brainless daughter mopped the floor and din like ask her to watch out! D**N it! she's so useless..she's not been working for a few yrs..always asking $ from her elder sis, quarrel wif their maid, and also quarrel wif her mum..her mum's like so weak..why dun she jus wake up,find a job and be gd to her mum?! it's really hao chi lan zuo!!
lesson learnt? live my life to the fullest lor!

1. go to the places i wanna go while i'm alive like Copenhagen, Hongkong, Taiwan, Vietnam, Holland, Finland.. erm.. basically all countries..
2. treat my mum well..bring her to as many countries as possible..
3. buy watever i wan..be it a $50++ dress or a pair of $5 earrings
4. study hard and earn money..$$$$$

sometimes,there's jus somethings whh i cant do..like helpin beggars, the elderly, my loved ones' problems..USELESS BUM! :P tired of life~

tell u wad.. her daughter has not found a job.. and i cld see clearly tt her sis was so bek chek wif her. her face immediately turned BLACK when her sis crawls out.. and u know why she came out? she wans my mum to help alter her jeans.. her sis had no choice but to give her some money monthly.. and she use tt money to (GUESS WAD) buy Nu You.. a magazine whh i wld rather DIE than buying it. cos it's all pictures of branded stuff wif damn mini fonts and make me wanna squint. Even tho i'm still a blur.. inexperienced kid, i despise her. Fr head to toe. And seeing the different attitudes fr various daughters made me even more determined to treat my mum well.

Back to ME. well.. i was addicted to game boy.. No.. not mine but Xinyi's. i played PoKeMoN for the whole day till my eyes were so damn tired.. PHEW~! so.. the game was actually interestg and fun and u are boliao.. so do try! hahaha~! guess i'm jus too free..

This Saturday supposed to go Orchard to sppt my frend Ningjia in her singin competition.. but nobody seems free to go.. then i shall join yujie and her frend. Not even sure if they really are gg.. haiz.. but since i'm free, i'll jus go.. provided if i dun sneeze my way there.. Argh..

then tml meeting my choir frend Manhong.. so long time no see liao.. see if she got prettier anot.. haha.. i'm jus concerned abt my frends.. it's been such a long time since i see all of them.. i hope i can meet up julia, sharon.. and grace soon..

Speaking of Grace.. she is so bad~ the letters she wrote me this time round are so touching.. my eyes were like shimmering.. miss her SO MUCH.. as if she's part of me.. haiz.. this is when frendship is more important then a BGR. i strongly believe tt frendship is more precious.

SICK CINDIE

when ppl go ah-choo.. it's flu ryte?

okay. i'm sick. OFFICIALLY SICK.

actually hav been sick since yesterday..sighz..

will talk abt german dinner some other day when i receive the pictures of tt outing. it was like another german lesson wif Herr Chan.. i was so disappointed when he said he's not gg to teach German 2.. then which monster is teaching? HELP~

(my nose is itchy~!)

SiNgApOrE iDol~!

i was watching recorded version of Singapore Idol and i was so damn WOAH! it's amazing man! Taufik sounded AMAZIN' and Sly..a lil off key but sounded nice in 'I Dream'. It's a nice compilation! WoW~!

i bought a mango cake yesterday.. for my mum.. she seemed calm.. but i know she's happie la.. cos i'll be happy too if someone buy a cake for me..soli.. one slice only la.. hahahaha~! then my bro treated at Pizza Hut but it turned out tt we ordered the wrong stuff and din really get FULL. sighz. but anyway, it's a gd chance to get tog. but i can feel tt we're running out of things to say. tt's sad.

me gg to agar agar decide my modules for next sem le.. having headache now.. not physically la.. but mentally. haiz. lucky u if all the modules were dumped to u. u cld save so much brain cells. okie.. need to go off for lunch wif mum..

later gg for german dinner.. planned by alvin.. one of the funy guys in my german class. i hope more ppl can make it.. and we can talk German.. MUAHAHAHAHAHA~

ich weiß nicht.. wahahahaha! (my fav line now)

Really lehz.. quite accurate~!

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Cindy has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Cindy fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Cindy has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Cindy just comes into someone's home and helps himself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Cindy finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when he was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

Cindy has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. He lets new people into his circle of friends. He uses his imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.
Cindy is constantly disappointed when trying to reach success. He works very hard, perhaps harder than most, then just before succeeding, something happens that keeps him from success. Often, Cindy changes to a second project just before the first one is finished, thus failing to complete the first project. Sometimes he changes because he feels he needs a different challenge. Cindy feels dejected. This feeling relates to his failures. This trait is very important in a working situation and in a relationship. He must be handled in a very special way to get the most work from him or to make a relationship last. Concerning this trait, personality modification is available to change his life.

Cindy is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect his ego when he feels hurt. He pokes people harder than he gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Cindy is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem(really?). He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Cindy basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. (i hope so..)However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better than average.

In reference to Cindy's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Cindy slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project. He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. (ya ryte!) Cindy can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer (really?) and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Cindy is secretive. He has secrets which he does not wish to share with others. He intentionally conceals things about himself. He has a private side that he intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in his past.

Cindy will demand respect and will expect others to treat him with honor and dignity. Cindy believes in his ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. He has a lot of pride.
Cindy uses judgment to make decisions. SHe is ruled by his head, not his heart. He is a cool, collected person(huh?) who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see him as unemotional. He does have emotions but has no need to express them. (CORRECT!)He is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when Cindy does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets him mad enough to tell him off, he will not be sorry about it later.(true.) SHe puts a mark in his mind when someone angers him. He keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. SHe is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All his conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. (truthful girl..haha! :P) SHe is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, he has poise. Cindy will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. SHe would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. (V true!) In a relationship, he will show his love by the things he does rather than by the things he says.

Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because he feels his mate should already know. The only exception to this is if he has logically concluded that it is best for his mate to hear him express his love verbally. Cindy is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to him, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of his sound judgment. He will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else.(true..i'm always the one who de-persuades my mum to buy a product) He will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and he will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. (mayb..) According to the data input, Cindy doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

I'm Back~!

Actually i din specifically went to Shanghai only la.. got other areas too.. i wont say a lot cos i need to record most of the details in my paper diary..and i'll mention more when my bro's gf send me the pictures.. haha.. lemme recall..

firstly, the airplane i took is called Zhong Guo Dong Fang Hang Kong. If u can, try avoiding this airline cos even tho got a few shuai ge, the plane is so damn narrow.. i felt as if i will suffocate there..

Basically most of the stuff i bought is for the winter season.. so i din buy a lot of stuff for my frends.. sorry.. BROKE.

The meals over there are basically saltish.. and i'm a lil sick of tt cos we eat tt kind of food everyday. YUCKS. only some specialities are interestg.. like the Wu Xi Pai Gu.. erm.. eh? no more liao? haha.. forgot lot of things.. guess i'll recall when i see the pictures..

and guess wat?! i saw Xian Heng Jiu Dian on my way to airport on the last day!! ARGH! din have a chance to take a picture of it.. haiz.. guess i'm gg back to see all the things whh i cant get to see.. like the 15th August 33 moons on the river in HangZhou.. and Xian Heng Jiu Dian.. sighz..

Most irritating of all is

1. the toilets. so dirty.. and i get to see the toilets 'chained tog wif a drain'.. tt is u can get to see other ppl's urine.. yucks. den worst of all i was havin my period and u can imagine how much trouble i had lor.. some of the toilets are betta but cant flush.. so wad's the pt? @#$%^&*
2. the kids in my tour grp.. i cant help but feel tt i wanna kick them in the butt.. they are so badly brought up.
3. the tour plan. cheat our money one.. bleahz..
4. i din bring my discman.. so bored.. and i keep on hearing those kid's noise.. Ugh!

Oh. and i saw a mad man on my trip back to Singapore.. i guess the man is drunk. he was so damn rude to the air hostess and i find tt he's so uncivilised. and i can see that ppl in the plane was a lil worried.. dunno wad the hell he can do.. dangerous leh.. we are halfway up in the sky mah..

"I"M NOT CHINA MAN!"

"RUBBISH!!"

"THROW AWAY~!!"

"BULL SHIT!"

wad a mad man.

today's my mum's birthday~! sing song for my mum!